I dreamt of you the other night. It wasn't lurid or boring, just very ~i~n~t~e~n~s~e~. We were slow dancing to Cafe Del Mar - Mental Generation (I know, not your typical slow dance music, but it fit the moment). We were moving in just the right way, you looked at me in just the right way, we kissed in just the right way. It was my dream becoming reality. After the song, I leaned down and we kissed one last long kiss, and I walked away. I wonder why I walked away and didnt pursue the moment. Maybe something inside of me understands that our whole relationship is just a dream in my head. Maybe I should just let you go, and cherish the sweet memories that are all that you left for me. I don't know if I can, but it seems inevitable. It's believed by many that distance makes the heart fonder, but I believe it makes the heart stronger. The game they call life unravels before me, endlessly going in motion. Happiness unfulfilled, lifeless, heartless...loveless. Throw me the dice so I may win!
