Today is my birthday and I am having a day. I got up late because I hit my alarm 2 times because I just couldnt get up the energy to get out of bed. I got out of bed at 5:30 and now I am late. The kids were running around like chickens with their heads cut off. I told them all that I was sorry. They all told me Happy Birthday and I wanted to burst into tears. My emotions are starting to get the better of me. I feel really moody today because I have so much to do. I had a bus meeting this morning at 9:00am and then I had to do my bus route and then come home to clean house and make phone calls just to keep my household safe. I found out from my attorney that I needed to take pics of his stuff before I move it and then have him sign it when he comes to get his stuff. I didnt move the jeep yet for I have no keys and I didnt move the motor yet because its too heavy and I don't want to break the intake trying to get it up off the floor. But I did manage to move all the rest of his stuff out of the barn and I still have to put the rest of his clothes into boxes yet. I also talked to michelle from sylvia's place and she said she would get in touch with his probation officer to let her know what is going on so she can talk to him about his ppo also. Like I said I am having a day. I really am surprised that I actually made it through the day. I was really waiting for him on my lunch hour. I really wanted him to come so I could really do some damage. But you know that would just really bring me down so I just did some more exercise and just kept busy... All in all it was a pretty good day....