peace AND all that's blog: "What I Am"

Happy New Year! 

I am now $5.13 richer than I was yesterday   :)  Go me!  

for each pack of smokes I would have bought, 

I am deposting the money into a piggy bank..

Next year, With the monies I normally would have wasted to slowly  kill myself ...

I will treat myself to an island adventure    :)   ya coming wif????? 

Day 1...  not as hard as I thought,  cause I shopped & slept most of the day! 

alittle flippy at the kiddos for some stupid shits...... but they know what's going on 

Day 5....  Stayin' Alive~Stayin' ALive!~ah.ah.ah.ah Stayin' Aliveeeeeeeeeeeeeee

...getting alittle easier..   Doing situps & planks almost every time I have an 

urge to smoke!   Didn't kill anyone.........yet!   Oh yeah.. $15.39 saved in the piggy!    

My friends rock and are really helping me through it!  

Day 7:  ONE WEEK!!! (well when today is over it will be one fulll week)

I made it one week & no one is dead... or injured   ... GO ME!!!! 

$20.52 in that piggy bank already! 

I am on Day `12!!  I was very tempted to go buy smokes this weekend 

cause yannO,  I just wanted one drag....  I smacked my head and did 50

squats on his face instead!   Anywho... tis easy to get pissy at peeps during all this  and people 

are trying my patience.... but I know I can do this.......

 if Ima bitch to you, please know why... 

I really dont hate you.... I think,..... Thanks for the votes of confidence and words of encouragement from those 

who do care!    $ 35.91 in the  Piggy    weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Go me!!!!! 

21 DAYS TO MAKE OR BREAK A HABIT ... so they say!  Today is DAY 21 for me!!!  YAY ME!  :D  

I have saved $66.69 in mah piggy bank so far and am playing  that # tonight!   

Addiction sucks!!!! 

Wish me luck an awl dat!  I really wanna succeed!!! 

and as always 

peace baby