Akasha's blog: "to my friends"

I love my bday its on st patricks day woohoo lol anyhow im having a party sat hit me up if ya want to go withing the next 6 min or so im on a cuz comp and wont be on long hugs and miss ya all! along with ma boo i hate not having a comp it sucks ass lol im going through comp withdrawls lol. Love ya BabyHarkend and to the ones who know my ma name much luv to you miss you lots

hugs to you all and hope to get connected again soon, the comp is being taken and its really got me pissed off. ill hit ya up when im upand running again! its been fun talkin to ya and thanks so much for all the luv its awsome and means a lot to me! BabyBratz and for those who know my name which mind you youronly about 4 that know it lol, hugs to ya and lots of luv will miss you! ttys

Seducing the Darkness. I sit here in my darkened world, waiting, screaming, crying. You look at me and smile but all I see is hate and disgust. I reach out my hand to touch you but your no longer there. Blood streaming its no longer tears that I cry. My heart achs and every breath that I take is full of missery and pain. You come back in and stair from afar. My head pounding as I scream and you ignore my calls. This darkness take over me I am no longer myself as I sink into the floors of my heart. Oh sweet darkness hold me close for he wont, make the tears stop I dont want to cry anymore. Make the hurt go away as I embrass this hate I feel ripping away at my insides as my soul thrusts out like blood thirsty wolf. Once again I hold my hand out and reach but you push me down and hold my head under all the tears and blood I have shed that now fill this room. Laughter fills me as I drown. The seduction of death takes over me and Im no longer alive in your hands. You shed a tear and walk away. Now as you lay there in your bed you think of me screaming, beggin as you notice in the darkness I stand there grining. My wings broken, my halo fallen. My darkend heart beating in my hands. Seducing you, kissing you and, now your the one dead... M.L.C.

Like a river so is life constantly changing its path throughtout the years. Each day that passes is a lesson learned something we will use again in the future. Each time we open our eyes we awaken to the unknown world that surrounds us. Each breath we take we must take it as thought its our last. Every time our hearts beat means another life has begun. Each time we open up to the unknown is another step into faith. Truth is without words it can only be understood. Love is when we give someone our hearts and trust them to not break it. For a broken heart to heal one must let go of the past forgive and forget. In order to reach the light we must walk out of the darkness. It is only then that we truelly see the meanings of life and its only then that we realise the beauty of it. To walk with your eyes covered means to never live for how can one truelly know what is ahead if they are afraid of the unknown. We take each day for granted but the reality of the matter is that in doing so we only cheat ourselfs out of lifes wonders. In order to fly on must let go even if it means putting trust in someone you dont know and accepting that you have no control. Its how everything works when your in love you trust another. When you take a breath you are uncertain if youlle take another but yet we all do it. There is so much beauty and so much that is offered to us but we must reach out our hands and grab on to it before its no longer within our reach. Live life to the fullest for you never know when it could end. It is to precious to be thrown away because of our own ignorance and pride. One life is all we get to determine what our fates are. Make it a good one! By M.L.C. (self)

i just wanted to say hello and sry its been so long since i have been on here its been really crazy for me lately since movin in with my parents and to be honest i cant handle it anymore. i fell for my daughter cause i dont want to hurt her by leaving but my parents have no clue where i am since they left me at the library today its been really bad and ive been at the point of anorexia with all the shit ive been through so hopefully ill be on more and in better spirits here where i am now Hope all is well with everyone much love to you all!