Akasha's blog: "sad"

Ok so I always have seriouse love for those men and women whom unselfishly give there all for me n every1 in our country! So plse this is not a disrespect blog just need help. Ma man was medically discharged after 5wks training and as I suspected b4 he even left he didn't come back the same person that left for training. Physically he's stronger more dissiplend which is awsome! But mentally he is not all there he didn't come back to me ok. He's not sleeping right and is having nightmares. Mentally he can't barely explain what's going on in his head just feels distant @ lst 60% of the time and pushes every1 away when gets like this(he sleeps somewhat k whenim with him)...they broke him down but never rebuilt him or prepared him for this change considering he didn't finish training. I worry about him so much. I love this man unconditionally n full heartedly! I feel like my hands are tied n don't know what to do to help him get through This aside from just being there trying to understand something I've never been through. Loving him being there to tlk to him n try to be his comfort...I don't want him to get so lost in his mental distress that he looses who he is as a person as the man I see him as!if the marines can break a man down to rebuild them in their image than what is so hard about rebuilding them if they have to be sent home b4 that, helping them to not isolate themselves cus they're no longer needing to. I'm broken inside not knowing what to do how to help him! My heart achs hearing all he tells me he saw and only in training! *sighs* I love him so deeply as a part of me*sadly looks down in distress* Babyharkend

just wanna say thanks for all the luv you guys are great! hope i can get on a computer again soon so i can return ya luv! have a good wk and much luv to you all!...

 

BabyHarkend

Hey every1, 1st I want to say thanks so much for the luv! You all rock!! Sadly I'm still Mobile n haven't been able to get on a computer in about a month between school n home life. So plse don't think I'm being rude by not commenting or rating just this phone only gives me so much access to the site. But I luvs ya all for being sweethearts n soon as I get on a computer I promis to return the luv! Ill bee posting new pics as well cus a lot of time had passed since if been on my page n lots has changed in my life. I gots a man that loves me n a new look lol... Well I gots to head of to bed got school in morning, ptec never rests lmao! Hugs to all! *Babyharkend*