The knot is there
The hideous knot I can’t bare
Bringing its unwelcomed pain
Spreading through, corrupting my brain
Origin of my depression
Stays without invitation
What will I do to ease the pain?
Drink so much I forget my name
Or slice my wrists till blood is flowing
Death is knocking and I’m not ignoring
Will this be my final day
Or will salvation come my way?
