When you've had so many rough, hard times
You've written it all down with songs and rhymes
You get tired of being a companion with pen and paper
You feel like you're nothing, clear, like water vapor.
Wishing someone was there to hold you tight
Someone to help you through times, tell you everthing will be alright.
You feel like you are a nobody and no one looks your way
Someone walks by, you think that maybe today will be the day
But that someone walks on to meet up with their girl
Oh my gosh, not again, I wish that was me, it makes me wanna hurl
Sigh once but it goes back to the way it was
Wow Emily, you look like an idiot again, sarcastically everyone applaused
This is really how it is, a small town girl, figuring who she wants to be
When you see people, it's easy for them, like one,two,and three
Why is it so hard for me? I am smart, I should be a catch to someone
My problem is I haven't started, not yet begun
So I'm going to end this rhyme, leave my pen and paper
I'm gonna go find me a man...cya later
