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As my birthday is coming in a few days, I think about things. And when I think, its a bad thing. Im going to be 37 in December. Sad part of this is, I graduated high school 20 years next June. During the 20 years of my life, I seen September 11th, survived a failed relationship, my father dying, Hurricane Sandy, a blackout, and a few other things.
My one wish I always wanted never came true. Simply because I got dealt with a bad hand, but the joke is on them because I still have cards. :)
I wanted to get on the "job" when I was a younger lad, but they denied me. This put my long term plan on the back burner. My then ex fiancee(#1) kept on pushing me to get on the job. I wanted to be a lawyer. the ex (#1) left. I finally got my BS in Law and Govt.
What was my life dream. I still want that lawyer dream. But my dream is to work in a dunegon with my law and file experience, and I bring some inconsistency to a head lawyer, and show him the research I made, This in turn the firm made back $50,000,000 is lost revenue. The firm has a huge gala during Christmas where they are presented with a check.
This isnt no ordinary gala. Its a black tie gala. Where its a 7 course meal. they got muscians playing Bach, Beethovan, and other symphonies in the lounge area, A bardenter serving drinks. Waiters in bow ties coming and serving you drinks, appetizers.
And as the gala slowly draws to a close, the head lawyer of the firm thanks everyone, states he has a suprise, during the whole time Im in the basement, Im strugging to keep my house in order, Im helping fix the problems in their house, since some had problems with storms and such. Help them with other things such as a few dollars (even though I did not make much) for lunch if need be. The head lawyer offers me a mid level position with my own office, and then in that dream the person Im with comes out and announces that shes pregnant with our first child.
I dont want a lavish lifestyle, I dont want a flashy life. I want a modest life. I dont ask for much and still to this day I dont want alot. 4-squares and a roof over my head, a job, my family and friends, and someone to love me..
