Carnie's blog: "Life"

created on 12/19/2006 | http://fubar.com/life/b35951

posted on 04/20/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:04&nbs-07:00;am

Things
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Lots of things are changing around my house.... I haven't been online as much as I used to be... In some ways that's good and in others I feel like I've deserted some of my friends. For many years the net has been where my friends were, after we moved from Michigan this was the only link I had to other people that I felt I knew in some small way. We were so isolated in Kansas and everyone I knew {3 people} had lives of their own and I felt like I was intruding. So I turned to the internet... Since we have moved to Kentucky, I have made more friends outside the net, as well as being coser to my family. It makes a difference, I'm not having the anxiety attacks near as bad, and I'm getting my life back on track. I start a new Job on Tuesday... I'm going back into an area that I have avoided for the last few years, mainly becaise I was confident enough in myself to think I could handle the resposibilities that go with the job, and all the dr apts and stuff with my kids. I'm scared of failing with my family so close, as they have a tendancy of pointing out all my mistakes, and ignoring the accomplishments. Wish me luck .... I bought a newer car for me... 97 nissan Altima... I've never really bought a car till yesterday... I always went to a friend and they would help. It's kinda wierd but hey, I did it.

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