Carnie's blog: "Personal Stuff"

created on 05/22/2007 | http://fubar.com/personal-stuff/b84747

posted on 03/02/2011&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;11:03&nbs-08:00;am

Checking back in ....LTNS
http://fubar.com/personal-stuff/b84747-1145532

It's been a long time since I logged in here. So I figured I'd post an update for those that care. I'm still going to school but changed my major to small business, I also have started my own business which can be found at http://carouselcreationssoaps.yolasite.com so come visit with me there anytime :)

School is going well, I just have to make sure I can keep up with my course work and with all the things you have to keep up with when you start a business. And I am the only person producing the items for sale so that's makes things a little more hectic :) But it will all work out in the end I'm sure...

My kids are growing the youngest just turned 17... it's crazy that's for sure.

Well take care and leave me a message if you like :)

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posted on 01/02/2010&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:01&nbs-08:00;pm

Fixing Me...
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Here for a few minutes... Well my efforts to improve myself are finally showing some results :) YAY me!!! Instead of spending hours and hours online trying to validate who I am, I went back to Limiting my online time and trying to organize my life. Because yes I have a problem with time flying right past me and never realizing it when I'm at my computer. Not even starting the never ending tasks that face us all. So I found a neat place to start... [www.flylady.com] Scheduling my cleaning and other things in my life is so very helpful. I'm still tweaking the daily routines and schooling myself to not self indulge..lol Not only was I finding my personal space being cluttered, but my mind and emotions became that way as well. So in an effort to improve me, my relationships and my world... I started to follow the plan as set forth by the FLY lady. I still check my messages here and when time permits I'll be back once in a while.And yes I will still pay out for the people I promised the VIP's to as soon as the comments are left :) I don't forget when I make a promise. And for those that knew about my transportation issue... YIPPPEEE it's fixed, my wonderful b/f made it possible for me to have a car again. Take care, Judy

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posted on 04/06/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;05:04&nbs-07:00;am

Making progress...
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How are you?? Figured I'd check in here since i really haven't in a long time... Life is going well and I'm continueing on with my mission of self improvement. I enrolled in school{online classes... }why ?? so that I'm not looking back in a few years asking myself why I didn't do it when I had the chance. I also went to see the dr about some health issues that have plagued me for a long time... figured I'd fix my smile while I was at it... I took up a new hobby... quilting... made Haley a really cute quilt for her birthday, and making another for a friend now. I'm also knitting with a loom and already started on some christmas gifts for next year. Work is going well... I'm hoping for a promotion soon, as I work toward some of my own goals. I'll be online from time to time, just not for hours and hours at a time as before

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posted on 11/14/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;07:11&nbs-08:00;am

A little something...
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I wanted to give a little update as to why I haven't been around much... Things in my life have gotten a little complicated. My hours got cut at work and some really serious issues have come to pass there. This time of year is very rough for me. I fall into depression and have been dealing with anxiety attacks. It's a cycle I'm trying really hard to break and it's hard. Taking meds isn't an option at this point as they tend to make me sleep all the time, and well I just can't afford that. Nor is it fair to the people I love. If you know me you know I will pull out of this eventually, and the love and support of my family is a staying hand in the road I'm on. Anyone who has had experience with depression or anxiety knows that somedays it's just an uphill battle to keep a smile on your face. I'll be back on a more regular basis when I get me straightened back out, until then yes I check my messages and I even come and rate.

Serenity Prayer Pictures, Images and Photos

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posted on 08/18/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;10:08&nbs-07:00;pm

It didn't happen...
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Well It didn't happen...

I had wanted to Godfather for my birthday and it's just not gonna happen... 2 hours left and over 1 mil to go. It's kinda disapointing. My Vip expires tomorrow as well... maybe I need to take a fu break I just don't know...

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posted on 08/02/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:08&nbs-07:00;pm

Something that would mean alot to me...
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I would Really like to try to make God mother by my Birthday... With over 1 mil to go it's prolly not possible, but it would mean a lot to me if you would help. Carnie *Member of Life-savers* owned by Tiger Princess

@ fubar

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posted on 07/14/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;09:07&nbs-07:00;am

i'm sad...
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I'm kinda sad... I could really use some help bombing in a contest...

I need a total of 25,000 comments or as close to that as possible by July 21 to win a 25 bling pack... C'mon you know you wanna help me....

If you feel I need to pay you for your time or your comments just send me a private message letting me know what it is I owe you {within reason}... I got this message from the fushop today... what a bummer... Milpitas, CA subject: Your VIP status is going to expire! received: 07/14/2008 05:10 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam You have only 2 days until your VIP status expires! You can renew your VIP status by going to the VIP Signup Page. ** I was in a car wreck this morning, if i'm not around as much today is cause i'm trying to take care of things with that.

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posted on 06/23/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:06&nbs-07:00;pm

Priorities
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It's time for me to re evaluate my priorities... I honestly wanted to make "god mother" by August {my birthday}, but I just don't see it happening... I'll be here through the end of the month and then I don't know. Personal obligations have me where I can't afford my vip any longer, nor can I spend the amount of time online helping others as I have in the past. Please know that in my heart I will miss my online friends as I do the ones I know in the real world...My family must come first as they always have. I have removed myself from the bombing family I belonged to as I can't commit to the amount of time that I personally feel responsible to contribute... I will miss you all very much, may god bless you and keep you all. I thank you all for the help and support you have given me in the contests and giveaways that I've been a part of and if you ever need help please just ask, I will do what I can to help. judy aka Carnie

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posted on 06/05/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:06&nbs-07:00;pm

Updates on me
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Just a little note to let u know about me. I quit my job today... My kids will always come before any job. I lost a contest for a 3 month vip that really would have helped me out on here, but such is the way of contests there can only be 1 winner. Thank you if you helped me. I may take a breather for a little while to get my home life back on track... Working midnights will NEVER be the right thing for my family, I need to remember that for my boys. I'll be around to bomb a while each day but that will be about all I do on here... I'm going back into production of my soaps and possibly some other items so I can try and make ends meet for me and my family, and it will help me get me straight with time to think and an enjoyable task. My eldest son is getting married in August so yep I'll be in metro detroit the begining of August with no internet.

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posted on 05/28/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;07:05&nbs-07:00;pm