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Great thing today.. So ill be brief.. Just found out that by 2012.. Ill be graduating from college.. and its exciting for me. I will be the first in my immediate family to graduate, so to me its a exciting thing indeed.. I hope I can perform well enough for it.. Just gotta push on through... Wish me luck!!
As I sit here a terrible injustice is bestowed upon me by will. Just recently I embarked on a Abstinence program for myself, Which included going 40 days without anything sexual in nature to happen during those 40 days. That rules out anything self gratifying, Pornos etc... Ive been on this task for about 7 days now, talk about having a rough 7 days... Where most men communicate with the wrong end of there brains in conversating with females.. Has anyone reading this ever had to go through such a ordeal.. I am very strong willed and im very dedicated to conquering this 40 days plastered in front of me. It helps me better understand that everything doesnt have to revolve around sex or does it have to involve sexual undertones.. Im sure ladies understand a guys approach from the very start and know how the conversation is going etc.. Im just wondering if this ordeal is gonna help me overcome such a long stretch without it.. when it was 2-3 times a day to 0.. I hope I have the patience and will power to outlast this.. I do need help, I do need a major 40 day hobby... One women said to me "think of it as having blisters".. I mean something like that just doesnt register in my mind.. I know she was only trying to help but damn talk about having the opposite effect... I hope whoever is reading this can sympathize with me knowing this is very hard for me and Its something that will hopefully make me appreciate the task or duty of it once my journey is complete.. thanks again for your time and patience.. ill see you again tommorrow.
I wish things were different, I wish I did this or I did that, But I realize yes you get one life to live and you have to make the best of it. I'm sure there are people out there who think the same exact thing like I do. I feel like I have made mistakes on past loves, jobs etc.. And Its something you can never get back, just have to suck it up and move on. I personaly wasn't thinking this would be my first blog on a website that I was just introduced too. I was starting to think most people on here were totaly fake and damn playing the "woe is me" card.. I came on here not looking for love, or sex, or a date... Just someone to communicate with on a deeper level due to my weirdness thats most likely hard to attain, I hope I get some people to pay attention to some blogs that im writing so I can write some more each day about what im doing, where im going etc.. that would be fun... Well in closing I hope whoever is reading this enjoys it somewhat and wants to know more about me or just wants something to pass the time.. Im totaly here for that... Well with that said, I think my bed covers beckon my love, So Adios Fubar world.. May I see you soon.
