Well.. well. HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED THAT WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE THINGS RIGHT WERE YOU WANT THEM SHIT.. JUST FALLS APART REALLY.. I MEAN.. OK TAKE THIS RIGHT NOW I HAVE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE THAT I NEED.. AND THINGS ARE GOING GREAT.. AND THEN MAYBE JUST BY A PHONE CALL OR MAYBE BY THE SLIGHTEST MOMENT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE CHANGE.. JUST LIKE THAT.. OK THIS IS WERE I GO... ALONG LONG TIME AGO.. I WAS WITH THIS MAN AND THINGS WERE GREAT BLAH BLAH BLAH.. AND TODAY.. THIS MAN JUST CALLED ME OUT OF THE BLUE I HAVE NOT TALKED TO HIM SENSE THEN.. I HAVE CALLED A FEW TIMES, LEFT SOME MESSAGES AND TRIED TO GET A HOLD OF HIM.. BUT WHY TODAY DID HE CALL.. WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN.. HE WANTS TO TALK TO ME... AS IF NOTHING HAS HAPPEN... WELL HE FUCKED UP YES HE DID BECAUSE TODAY WHEN HE CALLED.. I DID NOT ANSWER THE PHONE.. I DID NOTHING DID NOT THINK ABOUT HE WANTED... GAVE MY PHONE TO A WORK EMPLOYEE THAT LISTENED TO THE MESSAGE AND DELETED.. IT I DID NOT WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT SAID I DON'T CARE TO KNOW.. DON'T EVEN REALLY WANT HIM TO KNOW MY NUMBER.. I WISH HE COULD JUST FORGET IT.. IF THAT POSSIBLE. SO WHAT DID I DO?!? I GUESS I DID A REALLY BAD THING.. I GAVE HIS NUMBER TO MY FRIEND THAT IS LOOKING FOR WHAT HE IS WANTING IM SURE.. OF IT.. BECAUSE WHY ELSE WOULD HE CALL OUT OF THE BLUE... SO MAYBE HE AND HER WILL MAKE IT.. AS FOR ME.. WHAT THE HELL DO I WANT.. IM NOT SURE.. IM STUCK IN THAT I DON'T KNOW BOAT AGAIN... OH WELL.... SO BE IT