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1. The most unexpected things can be some of the best opportunities, even if fear holds you back for awhile you know eventually you will give it at least a shot.
2. I am not superwoman...no matter how many times I try to prove otherwise, no matter how much I try to take care of everyone and everything and keep everything just so, I can't.
3. Just because I say I'm ok, I'm not. In fact if I say I'm ok, It probably means I'm in so much pain inside my mind I can't form other words to explain how I feel.
4. I can not please everyone.
5. I can not alwayz make myself happy, sometimes I have to accept others putting a smile on my face.
6. The world won't crumble if I take 5 minutes for myself (thanks for reminding me of that Feed and yes I do feel MUCH BETTER!)
7. Sleep is not the enemy, sleep is my friend....
8. No matter how much I work, the work will never be done and the gratification of putting 200% of yourself into your job is never worth the guilt of not seeing your child.
9. I have a super adorable kid. (well I def knew that but he rocks a mohawk like none other!!!)
10. No matter what anyone else says I love me. I can make sure of that...
11. Physical pain no matter where it comes from (in my case piercings, tattoos and exhaustion induced fatigue among a few others that do not indicate I self inflict them, in case someone reads this wrong lol) does not make the emotional and mental hurt any less painful for long. It may make you forget how much you wished you were weak and could just stop and cry and say fuck it all for a bit, but it won't make it go away forever.
12. I've also learned that I need to learn how to be weak. I need to let others help me. I need to relax with a good book by the fire every now and then.
13. I am the best person I can be. Meaning...no one can live my life better then I have and I can not live it any differently for I would not be the same woman I am today if I wasn't the girl I was yesterday...
