As I sit here watching all the passers by
I wonder why I suddenly want to cry
is it because of dishonesty of words
or is my brain just for the birds?
Is there any way to explain this lunacy
that has enveloped me?
I can't understand it
nor can I give it away
How can I possibly use it
to promise for a better day?
Is there any reason
I should be so sad
when so much has happened
for which I should be glad?
I should just brush it off
and get back up
instead I sit here and wallow
with my computer and my cup.