deathpoet's blog: "In Memorium"

for my Dad...

And the rain came on
and for so long,
the tears that i pented up
finally exploded out of me.
I'm sorry i wasn't stronger,
just a human after all.

oh father forgive me i loved you so.
And i tried so hard to learn the lessons
like a good son.
But the world is so different today.
its not the one you lived
and tried to make.

And it's thundering and raining
again today,
just like it did three years ago to the day.
And standing in that chapel
watching the flag draped,
and the color guard they fired,
God echoed their report,
like cannons in the heavens,
things will never be the same,
again.

And here again comes the rain.
but these showers,
can't make it clean again.
Why does it always seem to rain?
Why does it always seem to rain?