i sit and cry in the dark where i stay
away from lite and the day to day
alone with my missery alone with my hate
i drink to forget not to excape
dont hate me cause im ugly the world made me this way
dont call me freak cause i love to play
i stay in the dark cause its good for you
for the sickness inside is evil its true
i sit alone wondering why
why cant god just let me die
there is no one out there for me
doesnt matter how many woman i please
if only i could find true happiness
but its quite hard to see in this abyss
damn this demon i try to hide
its better off if he's locked inside
i close my eyes and what do i see
death pain deception and greed
