what a makes a nice guy and why do people think that he wont just snapp and drown his self in beer hopeing his liver gives out and he can die the way he lived drowning in missery. eveyone looks at himm and say theres my patsy. lets see how far we can push him today. hwat makes us finish last. and what the fuck is last cause when i died i'll be remembered for who i helped not for who i screw over. sure i'll have the nice guy title still but i will be mourned and all those guys out there that pretend to be or those that say we finish last they are the one that gave up so they never finished and i win because im the only one in the race. i always get asked dont it make you mad you have to do for eveyone else and then get spit on or treated like your a bum when you need help. i say no cause even though everyone else got people to hang with and places to go the fact that i never lose my happy go lucky look on life. kills them they try to break me down and they get close. but again like it says in my poem i still wont fall. i got two kids that look up to me and love me for me. so what noone wants to hang with me they think im god so in my dark corner i cant see it cause of all the bullshit i can feel it. friends online is nice but i get in trouble by my family because im on here instead of slaveing for them. i am the nicest guy you'll find. i dont know how many nice guys that get a little time to theirselves to clear their minds and relax to be treated like a slave and then be told that im taking avantage of them cause i pay four hundred a month to watch kids clean a house and cook meals so that my parents dont have to. no one i know understands why i put up with it "your to much of a nice guy i wouldnt do it... thats just it i do it cause i refuse to let someone dictate how i think. i get laugh at, spit on, put down, and told that im worthless becuase of who i am. women say they want a nice guy then when they get one they treat him like shit. i know some of you are reading this and saying well not me. but think about it hard when was the last time you were with a nice guy. where is that guy now either you were fooled by a fake or you cheated on him or left cause he wasnt "good enough " for you not saying anything about you and sorry if anyone get affende but really before you reply ask yourself were is my nice guy? i asked a couple ppl just to hang out i was turned down i laghed my ass off when they said no cause i figured they would i dont know what i woud say but i might have said the same thing no hurt feeling and i still consider them great friends. but what got me is that one person that shocked the hell out of me and said i dont hang with ppl off here. which was cool but whats wrong with ppl on here not everyone is here to find some one to fuck. personally i really aint that in to sex its all about pleaseing the other person for me so sex oral i do it for the woman im with lol and i do it well lol but thats just what i hear. i think i suck at it. so that wasnt even on my mind when i asked.and this has nothing to do with the topic sorry. sure i posted pics of my dic and even asked a friend to look at them and tell me what she thinks. but as a nice guy that was the most diff and craziest thing ive ev///ive done in a while....i tried to calm myself down earlier cause my x pissed me off i climbed a mountain and about 3/4 of the way i get a call saying i need to come home cause they needed a babysitter but my brother that lives here for free is out with friends and since i have none i need to get back i was five miles up a mountain and 50 miles from home my brother was right around the corner. but still i came home and im here crying to yall again like this is going to help. all it does is show how much of a loser i am. but winner or loser i still do anything everything your man dont do.sorry need some humor well i think i calmed down back to doing what i do best flirt and show the ladies love peace out <3 merc
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