Things were finally starting to straighten themselves out. My life was falling into order, or at least I thought it was. For once I have a good boyfriend who even though we have our issues is tryin to show me he really does care and Im not alone, my daughter is growin to be a beautiful lil girl...just all about everything has been pretty good. Hell even my family has left me alone like I wanted them to...until tonight. She just couldnt respect my wishes and leave me alone...but than again why should that be a surprise, she neverhas respected my wishes. What does a person have to do in order to make a person understand they want nothing to do with them, that they are no longer important in even the slightess way??? I have ignored her, told her to go to hell, straight up told her to leave me alone...and many other things. Yet she still insist on fuckin things up, makin my life hell. When she refused to give me my daughters baby pictures I told her I wanted nothing more to do with her and she was no longer my mother in my mind. But no she still has to come along and start problems. I block her and ignore her phone calls so she uses my family to get me, tearing me away from them all. Now I have nothing to do with any of them, refuse to speak to them cuz of her....God how did I end up with such a dumb bitch in my life. Most people would realize after 14 years of being told they were unwanted in a persons life that they were really unwanted....I just want to give up. Happiness seems to be so impossible. Something always comes along and fucks it up
