4th day today since i know you are gone.. it still hurts me for some reason i have known something then from your so called Yujin, those what they say about hurts me the most.. I am feeling judge while what matter most is our Yujo. I keep trying to find some answers but i guess this will be left unanswered cause you are gone. There are lots of things i want to tell but all i can say Arigato for everything you have done for me. My heart cant find a exact words to say but i can used great for the person i called friend and in the end you still make sure when you left we are still friends. I will never let go of our friendship i will be strong even others have something to say i will understand them instead fight with them. I know you want me to be strong but this days passing by was the hardest for me. You make sure i was okay when you left this world. Between us what i like the most is that we dont need to tell words to express how you are been love by me and how you love me. A great friend like you is so hard to forget.. maybe soon some can forget but not me i am still praying for you and keep you in my thoughts always. Hope you will see how i am like a friend to you than others judge me. Hope i will know what's bothering me or i can find some answer of that what they say. But just my heart is so hurt. I dont need to tell anyone how i love you as a friend, i dont need to show them and be like them saying words cause what i have here in my heart is more than what to spell from my mouth. I know you know that also you know my heart than others here. i have to move on but this is will not mean that i will forget you. I just need to step forward a little to make things better at my end. Thank you for teaching me a lot of things and making me more stronger than i thought i am. I cant say this to you anymore this words Konnichiwa, Ogenki desu ka? everytime i see you here and i will not hear you will say Genki desu, Arigato or Domo arigato. But i know you know this that Ai shiteiru my friend and i will miss you so much.Mataauhimade (h)
Watashitachiha jinsei no hantaisoku de futatabi au yo ni shiawasena shunkan o eien ni tsudzukeru koto ni naru