It's too painful , but you can't let go
confusing, but you can't not to follow
how dark this is, that you call it bright
call it safe, but you tremble from fright
fake the smile ,behind the toughest hurt
keep this pain all for you, to over come it..
pure is your soul , infront of all this dirt
am I strong enough to hold all this hurt ?
for how bitter this sweetness is,
how sweet the bitterness still
how dark the light I seek to see
how unclear things turned to be
too cold this fire that warms ,
too exposed to call these Homes,
but too wet to call it a smile of joy ,
why me, hurt people find relief to destroy ?
how painful this road is, but I took
how empty life is to be called a book,
but how full of sadness the hearts page is,
doing nothing because now it ain't mine ,
it's his...
