TnGlnY's blog: "Becuz I love you"

It's too painful , but you can't let go confusing, but you can't not to follow how dark this is, that you call it bright call it safe, but you tremble from fright fake the smile ,behind the toughest hurt keep this pain all for you, to over come it.. pure is your soul , infront of all this dirt am I strong enough to hold all this hurt ? for how bitter this sweetness is, how sweet the bitterness still how dark the light I seek to see how unclear things turned to be too cold this fire that warms , too exposed to call these Homes, but too wet to call it a smile of joy , why me, hurt people find relief to destroy ? how painful this road is, but I took how empty life is to be called a book, but how full of sadness the hearts page is, doing nothing because now it ain't mine , it's his...

Will walk on the edge of this earth forget everything I got from birth I will go on with this ship, and sail not looking back ,what's behind is pale.. what's behind is behind.. and as I step to the stage of no return every fear in my heart I'll let burn every tune of refrain, am going to mute crashing the hopeless thoughts on my way to reach you if there's none,I'll create a day I'll have my own sun, my own moon and world for you I can build my own rules that I walk with to fulfill a promise , I'd cross what's beyond this cuz something is missing in this gloomy place, which is the bright light of your love, your face in my world, without you heaven do lack grace without you I lose my breath in this space away from your touch , it feels so cold too how long, how lonely is the night without you , even my life is white & black, my sky isn't blue I need to recolor my spring, but only with you I will run over the bridges of this universe , rivers of fire,fear,danger my love I will cross to reach you I'll go on with this journey, never will I fail .I wont turn my face to what's left behind..What's behind in my memories will soon get pale . And I only need what's after this un_blue sky I need to recolor everything only with you. For us , I'll build my own rules that I walk with to fulfill a promise , I'd cross what's beyond this