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Hey Everyone . First of all i just want to Thank all my Friends and Family For all the love you have shown to me .. I have had a death in the family and I will be leaving for Minnesota on Thursday night or early Friday Morning . And will not return home until late Sunday night or early Monday morning I will Miss all of you . I wish the best weekend ever for all of you . All my best Darlee .

I sit here today wondering about life . Why it has to be so complicated .Why things never seem to go the way you want them to . I found out today that my son in law had a close call with a I.E.D damn this war . I support our troops to no end . But i hate this damn war . I know that sounds like a oxy moron but i have the highest regards for our troops. My son in law means the world to me . He is the father of my 3 beautiful grand daughters. And the husband of my beautiful daughter . God i pray please bring our troops home .The sooner the better .I know i do a lot of rambling in my thoughts some times . And i wonder about life a lot but with him being so far away and only getting to talk to him maybe once every two weeks .Things get in my head and if i don't write them down i think some days i might lose my mind ...

All the things I said, I should have said and didn't say, And I wonder why. I think about the time we spent, The places that we went, Still makes me cry. Yes, it makes me cry. You taught me how to love, I am all I am Because of you. Just because of you. Everytime I lost my way, you shine a light, you made my day,

Ill go on loving you......Thanks Alan I'm reminded that what i feel for you Will remain strong and true Long after the pleasures of the flesh And be it the wind or the rain Or the moon up in the sky The spin of the earth Or the change in the tides I don't know what brought us together What strange forces of nature Conspired to construct The present from the past but When i look into your soft blue eyes I'm reminded that what i feel for you Will remain strong and true Long after the pleasures of the flesh

> Near a little cottage in the better part of town. > There is moisture on the sidewalk where we tried to settle down. > > Two hearts were drawn together. > And one was proven untrue. > Now there are tears on the sidewalk a result of a broken heart. > > People think it's so strange to see moisture on the sidewalk and it hasn't even rained. > But if they only knew what I knew there would be no need to talk. > Because everyone would know it's tears on the sidewalk > > The day we were married I showed my love for you. > Then you started cheating . > And tore our home apart. > Now there are tears on the sidewalk a result of a broken heart. > > People think it's so strange to see moisture on the sidewalk and it hasn't even rained. > But if they only knew what I knew there would be no need to talk. > Because everyone would know that it's tears on the sidewalk.

I wept in my dreams. I dreamed you lay in the grave; I awoke, and the tears still poured down my cheeks. I wept in my dreams, I dreamed you had left me; I awoke and I went on weeping long and bitterly. I wept in my dreams, I dreamed you were still kind to me; I awoke, and still the flow of my tears streams on.

As i wake up this morning ; I do not look forward to this day .It is going to be a very sad day indeed. Today my son goes to live with his father. You may ask why i named tHis blog my beautiful friends . I will tell you . Because of you my beautiful friends i have gotten through so many things from the fear of dying to the fear of being alone . So as i wake this morning i tell you all thank you so much . MY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS ...

If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

As i sit here i think of you. All the days that we were together and all the nights we were apart . The days are getting easier now but the nights are so long. Yes we had good times and oh such bad times . Now it seems as if the bad times out weighed the good . You went on your merry way not thinking what you had done or even caring how many hearts you ripped apart . As i write this i hope you understand this is for me .I have never forgot all the times you looked in my eyes and told oh so many lies .I want you to know you are forgiven. I have grown so much in the last year and have become a very loving and forgiving person . Maybe it is the illness or the thought of dying that has made me grow in to the person i am today.But whatever it was i am grateful.

Unless you have been very, very lucky, you have undoubtedly experienced events in your life that have made you cry. So unless you have been very, very lucky, you know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better, even if your circumstances have not changed one bit. ~Lemony Snicket