As i sit here i think of you. All the days that we were together and all the nights we were apart . The days are getting easier now but the nights are so long. Yes we had good times and oh such bad times . Now it seems as if the bad times out weighed the good . You went on your merry way not thinking what you had done or even caring how many hearts you ripped apart . As i write this i hope you understand this is for me .I have never forgot all the times you looked in my eyes and told oh so many lies .I want you to know you are forgiven. I have grown so much in the last year and have become a very loving and forgiving person . Maybe it is the illness or the thought of dying that has made me grow in to the person i am today.But whatever it was i am grateful.
