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Hey there Fu-Barians, The Metalhead Lover here with an update for the summer. Yeah, I worked all summer, hung out a bit, saw a few concerts. Those were the high points. I lost a few friends, got led on by a couple of nutball chicks, and just a few days ago, got the message that the one I really liked, doesn't want to communicate with me anymore (she didn't say it directly, I have gotten the message). To top it off I had a few nice ones down here, they were in town for a few weeks or months, and they were pretty much just liars. I really have gotten to the point where I just don't care anymore. I am pretty much just so used up and abused, that I don't care. I am so sick of gold diggers, clingy psychos, arrogant cheaters, and these friggin straight up fakes, pretending like they have a fucking soul & and a decent intellect just to get my damn attention and consideration. They never want to do anything fun, they never have the time to do anything, and they are always like so damn far away, they don't care to even talk. They meet you, use you, and forget about you. That's what I get here. So you know what, just out of smite, I am gonna let them have their way. USE ME, SCREW ME, LIE TO ME, TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME, MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY CARE!!! Only thing is, your not gonna get any genuine feelings from me. I will give you anything you want, everything accept my heart. Personally, I am just waiting for that horrific car crash, that friggin hold up, something needs to happen so I can just die. I would rather be selfish and die with the little of my cold black heart I have left, then give it to anyone again. Life is so shitty for The Metalhead Lover. If you or some chicks you know want to just get laid, no strings, or if you willing to kill me quick, just let me know.
