ElisARoX's blog: "rants over humanity."

And you wonder why i closet myself from humanity.

To realize something.

To open up my eyes and realize that i am an endless target of getting hurt.

That the only certain people that actually "matter" are so self centered and full of shit that they are oblivious to the everythings that are going on around them.


That people let others lie to them repeatedly so they can hopefully learn to trust only themselves.

That people take the internet way to fucking seriously and the only thing that fucking matters is the people you know in real life, or are going to make an attemption to get to know in real life, and not the ones that live in fucking canada... united kingdom.... mexico... whatever.

Oh, and that people are not the clothes they wear.
The music they listen to
The movies they watch
The color of their hair
The tone in their voice
The cigarettes they smoke
The herb they grow
The beer they drink
The church they go to
The religion they CLAIM to believe
They are not the left
The right
The up
The down
The diagnol
NOTHING OF THAT.
So why do they claim to Really fucking be it?
To live their lives in a lie.
To paint a smile on their face and pretend that everything is okay.


Ive learned that people are the reason why humanity is slowly going insane.
Ive learned that people are the reason why existance is becoming nothing but a joke.

ive realized that people are so fucking full of shit that they dont even know that the person sitting next to them really doesnt care.


But oh god.

There is also that handful of people that do matter.
That do care.
That do know that they live their lives the way they want to... That they aren't a lie.
That theyre real.
That completely trust themselves, and maybe 1 other person....
And there is that handful of people who opened up your world to a whole different life... a different way.... a different meaning...>
The ones you treasure to spend time with on a personal level.
And count down the days to see again....

There are those people....
who are in your life... physically...mentally...emotionally...spiritually.....

And You never want to let them go.

i really think ive mixed up my group of people...