The most agonizing moments have passed
My husband and I thought it would last
The labor was long and hard
Where is my baby I asked the doctor
I see him there in his crib
Beautiful boy that was our wish
My husband with a tear in his eye
Said darling our baby has just died
I screamed and said no that cant be
He was crying and I could feel his heart beat
Our little boy was as precious as could be
I told the doctor hand him to me
He just needs his mama and I need him with me
He asks if im sure
I said hand him to me this is my love I have waited for forever
My husband starts to cry more and more
The doctor hands me my love
The beautiful boy I named Connor
I tell them all to get out
I do not want my boy to see anyone one pout
I sit strong as i can be the tears strolling down my face
I knew this was a race
They said he did not breathe in 24 minutes
His heart stopped and he would not come out of it
I closed my eyes
I could feel his warmth
Connor come to mama I know this hurts
I ask for jesus
In a moments notice a man walks in
And says your a proud mama
I cry and say yes look at how beautiful he is
The man says he has my eyes
He said when he learned of the baby
He knew my faith was low
He said do you believe in me and my hope
I said your Jesus who would not
He leans over kisses my head
Out comes a scream from the boy they thought was dead
I open my eyes and the baby is squirming
My husband walks in and asked what was happening
I said this little love of my life
Was chosen for us
Would you like to hold the son given to us
