matt37's blog: "Somewhere and knowhere "

Ok, so I bet when you girls out there (and some guys) look at my profile pics (and please don't think that I am assuming or generalizing, bc this is just speaking from what I have factually seen and experienced on here) you think, "what a creep!", or "this guys gross." Or something along those lines. For those of you that haven't looked at my profile pics, besides the couple regular pics I have on there, I have folders of some very erotic photography. So, what's the deal? Why am I writing this? Well, several reasons. First, because I think sexuality should be celebrated! I spent a lot of time studying and visiting other cultures. And with many things, the idea of what is " normal" differs from culture to culture. Just because on type of people do something that you think is absolutely disgusting, does not give you the right to judge them in any way shape or form. If judgemental attitudes would discontinue existing, there would be no war, no hate, and no consequences to diversity! Reason two. To see just how many people create personas and how many are themselves. Furthermore, if there is an age bracket that does it more frequently. There are so...SO many women out there with innuendos to sex in there profile name. Less of them have NSFW folders. Even less have actual NSFW pics. Of the ones that do, many either are unflattered if you comment on a pic or are actually offended! In yet another class, are those in the same category, but are married as well. They say that they are uninterested and married, etc. However, they put up very provocative pics. Does their mate have knowledge of this? Are they truly happy in the relationship? I don't see why they would need to be on here if they truly were. And the final point is because for those girls or guys that embrace their anamilistic, sexual, curious, human beings! The way we nature/your higher power made us! Then let's talk about sex! Nothing is Taboo in this world. Somewhere, a group of people are doing something different than the "norm" and unrightfully being judged by people that have no right to judge.

I don't have any idea what day it is. What time. If it's early or late. But, I know it's dark. In my world it's always dark. I slowly turn over in bed and pull the covers over my head, wishing I never woke up. Like yesterday...and the day before, I disconnect from the outside world. To me, there is that world, and there is my world. Then, slowly the welcomed grip of slumber carries me away. I am confused to wake up to a world that is bright a full of vivid colors. I notice intoxicating smells floating gracefully from silken petals of lovely flowers that stem from everywhere. I hear crisp clear sounds of birds chirping, slight breezes, and water from a brook trickling nearby. But then I feel a light touch on my left shoulder. It feels as if a butterfly has landed on my shoulder. But, as I look back, I see an angel with beautiful, deeply complexly colored eyes with flecks of sparks that look like magic was created in them. Your smooth skin feels as soft as porcelain and your hair shines in the sun beams. Your pink lips look so soft, and your beauty so unmatched, I am instantly stricken by your spell and put my lips to yours. As we kiss, our hands connect and fingers intertwine. I feel as if we become one. I feel like long beams of light are shining brightly from our fingertips. Our hearts beat in unison. We break just for a moment. Then.... I open my eyes. Darkness. I know now that my world is infinite.