Well as days come and go and sometimes in your life realize that they are sometimes harder than they were past the day it happened. For you that don't know me today my husband died 4 years ago. No matter how hard I tried to save him I couldn't he died in front of me. Though my marriage was hell he was my life. I so just hate today. So for those of you that see me in the Red Dragon and I am not saying much you know why... Thanks to those that cared enough to ask and make sure I was ok. Chris
