i know, it seems rather bizarre. a guy who actually READS, let alone reads profiles. so suspend your suspension of disbelief for a minute and hear me out.
this person said on their profile that "real love" did not exist, they they had no hope of ever finding it, and that everything is just hollywood media using this as a fantasy to sell soap, cars, skin cream, washing machines, and everything else. reading more of the profile it wasnt too difficult to figure out how they had come to this conclusion, hell, if i had those things happen to me, i would undoubtedly feel the same.
but i havnt had those experiences, in fact i have had quite the opposite.
because we have not experienced something does not mean that it does not exist, or can not exist.
see, to argue is generally my first inclination. blame my mom and our nightly debates around the dinner table.
but then i step back and i think. wow, imagine living a life where i thought love was an impossibility. that thought has tasked me for a few weeks now, i keep coming back to trying to put my head in such a space where that is my view of the world. i keep trying, but i just dont like being there, so i really cant understand that.
i hope i never do.