SKIPPY's blog: "SNAKE PIT"

I was chosen by AUTOBAHMS =p....Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details.(6+6+6 ?) Here Goes: 1.) I L.O.V.E subway! and the ppl there know me...heck the owner knows me now..and my sammich. 2.)I am addicted to ketchup on almost everything. white rice, pizza, eggs, even a sammich if i feel like it =) lol 3.)i am petrified and horrified of zombies. if i see them in a movies i cry or shake usually. but i love being scared. so i never stop watching...but i really hope zombies never eat me...ya 4.)When i was little i used to cry myself to sleep thinkin' i would spontaniously combust...i still am afriad of that. but eh...when you die you die..but wouldnt it suck to burn? geesh... 5.)I genuinly love everyone. Even if you burn me or stab me in the back i'll always have love for you. especially if you were ever a freind. when i reach a certain point in a friendship or relationship i'll start to pull away or cause a division...idk y..just always do lol...ah well =) so my choices are: KING VEGAS KOOKIES RYHNO SHANNY ANAYALATOR enjoy my lil monkeys!! xoxo

The Love we shared was as real as the "i love you" you spoke nothing but a candyland fairytale of what we always hoped your i love you's held me close at night when i felt so alone and forgotten your kisses felt like hot apple cider on a cold winters day your hugs made me feel complete with you presed up against me then you took it all away... my world.. my life... my everything... the butterflie's i got when i saw you turned into a knot that went up to my throat. the only person who i have loved so much that i spilled tears over turned into someone i hate yet i still love you my life was you my strength was you my dreams were you you brought a sweetness to my life... you knew my weakness's, my faults, my temper. now your a knife in my back... a bullet in my heart.. bleeding i lay here... my blood spillling on your photo of us.. crying my tears of hate and sobs of love.. my breakdown this time will be my final goodbye i wish you enough.. enough love to hate enough tears to laugh enough despair to live may you think of me when your all alone.. dying alone... taking your last breathe as i will take mine.. may my love haunt you till insanity... take care my bittersweet lover... i shall see you soon. ~~~dont read into it. just some rambelings~~~

deep in this snake pit of you i find myself staring back at me all i hate, is a mirror to my soul reflecting my fears, my thoughts, my death... consuming my soul as a fire would consume a forrest. you take me away... but you are nothing more then me. nothing more then a shallow image of what i once was. a shell of sacrifice i laid down years ago... you are no longer a cool breeze on a summers day or a glass of water in the desert. you are now the weight that pins me down. never knowing when i will see you i close my eye's when i pass refelctions in fear that you might reappear, like today. but i see you. i look in your eye's. my eye's. i see the faults. the flaws. the fear. but now i see what i am supposed to see. my past is no more. my fears are far behind me. my flaws and faults are what define me. so as i lay here in this snake pit i find myself... not staring back at me...but i find myself within myself... and i am not afraid......