The Love we shared was as real as the "i love you" you spoke
nothing but a candyland fairytale of what we always hoped
your i love you's held me close at night when i felt so alone and forgotten
your kisses felt like hot apple cider on a cold winters day
your hugs made me feel complete with you presed up against me
then you took it all away...
my world..
my life...
my everything...
the butterflie's i got when i saw you turned into a knot that went up to my throat.
the only person who i have loved so much that i spilled tears over turned into someone i hate
yet i still love you
my life was you
my strength was you
my dreams were you
you brought a sweetness to my life...
you knew my weakness's, my faults, my temper.
now your a knife in my back...
a bullet in my heart..
bleeding i lay here...
my blood spillling on your photo of us..
crying my tears of hate and sobs of love..
my breakdown this time will be my final goodbye
i wish you enough..
enough love to hate
enough tears to laugh
enough despair to live
may you think of me when your all alone..
dying alone...
taking your last breathe as i will take mine..
may my love haunt you till insanity...
take care my bittersweet lover...
i shall see you soon.
~~~dont read into it. just some rambelings~~~
