Didn't sleep too well last night...had bunch of stuff in my head like usual...made me sad. Cried myself to sleep. Woke up with a sore throat...yay.....
Today I'm giong to be wearing a white shirt to work....Ohhh white wow...I tihnk it's been like a year and half since I've worn white to work. This would be my second time of working there wearing white...worn red and blue before....but I mostly wear black. I think it makes me look fatter...ugh..Even though another coworker asked if I been losing weight and she said it's pretty noticable... still need to lose more.
I hope that I don' thave eto work with that cunt that I had to work with yesterday...little Miss...Oh I'm so much better than you and all the other girls that aren' barbie dolls like me. She thinks she's the african version of Paris Hilton and all the fuckin' dudes just love her.
Not that I'm jealous of her looks, it just pisses me off that guys fall for her while she's a total bitch to other girls, making fun of them because they're not like her. So many times she would comment how fat I was. She knows not to talk to me again though because I almost took her to HR...she gave me a fake apoliogy...she told me she was only telling me she was sorry because the manager told her to do so... She's like "Sorry you're so sensative.."It's not that...I've just told her many times to stoip making fun of my weight and infront of everyone else...fuckin bitch..
Anyways, hope that I don't work with that cunt...she pisses me off...and hopefully i don't look like much of a freak today...we'll see....and I hope today goes by fat.