I feel like telling the world HEY, I HURT! No one cares and I don't blame them. But I need an outlet so here it is.
I despise whiny EMO people, but I am a hypocrite so screw it. One of my biggest passions in life is sex. Not that I'm a nymph or a perv, but I want to be wanted, pursued and seduced. I really don't think thats too much for a 37yr old female to want. Yet, I always seem to end up with guys who are passive and reserved and claim there just not into sex.
YES! NOT into sex? Is that even normal? Why is it so hard to just find someone who desires me? I'm not talking about love, I have that, but I'm talking about passion. I'm not getting any younger or any healthier and lets face it, I am certainly NOT getting any more attractive. This may never happen for me and I'm having a hard time accepting that.
To be honest, I see no real reason to go on, but don't worry, I don't have the balls to do anything about it.
Please don't comment with optimistic reasons to go on. I know there are a few, but I'm so hurt right now I just can't see them.
Anyway, TY for reading my whiny EMO rant again.
Tonya
