TonyaLady of Liliths Lair's blog: "Hello everyone!"

Well, I've done it. I finally pushed everyone out of my life. Tim moved out and as much as I wanted to be alone, I miss him. He would come down anytime I want him to but I know he comes out of guilt and that he'd really rather be at his place. I never wanted this!

I just wish he would end it already so I can heal and move on. He keeps saying hes not ending it but a woman KNOWS! I can't take the pain of knowing he could leave at any second and that I'm the one pushing him away. I'm trying to get help, but its not happening fast enough.

 I just want all my pain to end already