Well i've been talking to a few close friends of mine about my general life situation...why i'm so miserable all the time,angry..ect even when my life is going relativly well. And i've come to a conclusion why..well i've always known why..and here it is..I am really sick and tired of suppressing the darker aspects of my personality because of Moral and Social constraints all its doing is making me miserable pretending i don't have these impulses to tell people what i think and actions i want to preform..it's causing me to drag ALOT of dead weight in my life. the only thing i have to really consider is if i want to keep going with this is the consequences that will be far reaching for friends and family...
all i know is i've got a lighter in one hand and i'm about to light the fuse on this holocaust...
