Feye's blog: "Skye's thoughts and rants!"

Well not sure where to start or even where to begin, not really had the urge to sit down and write or even really put things down. Which seems not really like me, well me from before, but guess things change. I know as people get older and life goes on things happen. But can anyone truly ever be what they were before?  I think I know to a point everyone’s true self will always be there, but with how life is and how people can be, it can sometimes easily be seen but not for what it is. Not always sure why things happen, or why people do what they do. But main thing is that I know that no matter how I am or things may seem. I would like to always try to look at the lighter side of things. I know I do not always share that view, but all in all I do really want that point. I can even say not just for me, but for those around me that I can, are ones I hold close as friends or whatever the situation calls for. I know that I have made mistakes, but I also have to say that for fact that everyone makes mistakes.

                If one person or another decides to take this time hard, I sorry for that, honestly all in all there was never any harm intended. There are things that are said and done in life, by one or another. But also some times they have to take in consideration with these, some are ill equipped and some are even not savy in talking or being around others. Not trying to make excuses for myself and others, but I can with what I have seen or said this far. I know that some things deserve more then what they are given at first whatever you want to call it. Like I said before this may not make total sense or follow in total order but if you know me, then you know the way. But for those just learning , just read as well as can and take into consideration not only what I am saying but also what you think or even say as you ready my words. I know lots read for many different reasons, but that in a way is a reason why so many do different things, but yet of the same topic. So many out there think one thing and so many think another, I see that more and more as days go by.

I can that for sure in my dealings so far with my own things, and with others around me. Lots can be learned, even without you realizing  it, suddenly something new there. I def do not know it all or even close to what I am I sure I can, but with things here and there I learned what I have and I know that it will help me sooner or later, if it has not already. I am sure that many have said some if not the same words I am saying, but this is what I do, or at least what I really use to. More and more I learn every day about so many different ways to express not only yourself but also that is within yourself. So much more as time goes on, more and more is being accepted not rejected as outcasts or not ordinary. Not that I honestly care of either thing, for the most that know of me I am my own person and do my own thing, yes I know that there are plenty out there doing the same. But the thing is all out there like that are still unique in their individual ways.

Here I am talking more on the other things in life then what is right in front of me, I know that I am sure that some do not want to read more drama or more bad stuff in life, but of course it will be there no matter what. Not that as of right now I really have too much to say, Joe and me are good, few bumps, but good. Every person and every relationship has trials, tribulations, good times, and what not, always keep in mind you will get through it together. I am grateful for him working, but feel bad that he works so much and seem that I try hard to find a job. But seems right now is not my time, so bearing with everything, plus making sure he not too overworked, and that we are happy.

Got few friends and close ones around, some I really am grateful to have here. Most I am grateful I can be there for them, and vice versa. In these hard times of falling emotions and thoughts, we have to try to stay up.  Try to not only ourselves but those around us from falling too far behind. I know that at times it so hard and such a heavy load, but all in all in the end it will be worth it for all. I am not sure what else to say so  I will close at this point till later do hope not bore you or any bad, just talking and say in some ways informing or whatever you see it as till later.. Stay thinking, most of all stay up in thoughts and all good things.