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Busy, Busy, Busy!
Just a brief note! I will respond to all the lovely comments/rates/etc. as soon as I can, lol. This has been a crazy week - a short one, with incredibly long days! Lots of new clients, returning old clients, extra belly dancing practices (including tonight, I might add!!), and lots of energy being sent out and about! I am working hard to stay grounded and focused, as well as calm, lol! My niece Sarah is taking me out on Friday night for my birthday (actually on Sunday!), so I may spend Friday night at her house - just to be safe, lmao! Wish I weren't going into my weekend quite so tired to start! Have a wonderful Thursday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings for everyone, all my friends all over the world! You mean a great deal to me and are definitely loved, lol. Later! Muah!

Morning
not quite awake here.. but wanted to say hi. David's socer season ended last night. They tied. Kids all looked tired after playing last night and then last night it was still around 90 when the game started. Glad it wasn't me running around out there. Got lots of worktodo today. But I think I better mow this morning before itgets too hot and thunderstorns hit later. I can always work this evening. Ya know a friend really put a smile on my face yesterday. Its someone I hadn't really talked to much lately so I wasn't expecting what she said. She said she was glad I didn't leave CT(that we needed some normal ones here..lol). I know others have said it to me.. but I just wasn't expecting it from this friend. So it made my day. :) Hope everyone has a great day!

Friendships
Giving someone your friendship is the most precious gift you can give, except for your heart. Friends are something you can never put a price to.. they are worth more than any possession you may have. I worry when I lose one. I never give up easily.. and fight to keep it. But sometimes people just decide they don't want/need you anymore. Not much you can do about that. Sometimes though I wonder if I should stop worrying about what friends I don't have and just be happy with the ones I do have.

“well Behaved Women Never Made History”
“well behaved women never made history” I would like to comment on what I think is a profound misconception of the intended meaning of the phrase "well behaved women never made history". I've been seeing it quite frequently, especially as captions of pictures with breasts hanging out. I am getting the impression that it is being misinterpreted as "It's ok to act in a promiscuous manner, dress provocatively, be as wild and carefree about responsibilities as possible … for according to this quote, that is the only way to affirm my self worth in this world" Please allow me to explain what I believe the quote was originally intended to mean. Throughout history, women were shunned, condemned, ignored, trivialized and mocked because of their supposed inferiority to men. They were told what to do, when to do it, how much of an education they could pursue, whom they were to wed, etc. They had no freedom in society nor any opportunities to express their intellectual a

• Learning •
• learning • After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.... so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn, and you learn and after every goodbye, you learn...

• Lessons For Life: A Must Read •
• lessons for life: a must read • I received these in an email today, and it really helped me put a lot of things in perspective... hopefully they will provide as much light for you as they did for me.... 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."

From: Green Eyed Beauty
A chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable" ^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __..,Y.-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis _______skisskisskisskisskisskis

For The Real Friends I Have On Cherrytap!!!
Ok for starters- i am not going to delete this one- but there are some who beg to differ-- but-- I see no need in saying to hell with the ones i know have shyt on me and have shyt on real good people on here.What pisses me off is the fact that i have made some great friends here and have been through some shyt with alot of fake - phony assed so called wanna be friends that only use you- yes this is a site for people to see how many rates and comments you can get to level up and become a "BIG WIG" but you know-- lol-- how in the hell do you think that the people under you feel? when they come to your page and rate you your lousy assed ten or 11 if they can afford it- then a day later they go back to leave a comment and OOOOPS--- they cant because you have taken them off your list- or the men on this site--- not all of them but a alot of them-- the first thing they ask is--- "Do you have a web cam?" or Yahoo? or msn?ect. Now you that know me - know Im gonna speak my mind- reguardless- i

Survey I Stole Lol
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey 2.0 Name: Mari aka La Guera, aka Malandrina, aka SadGirl Birthday: Feb. 1 1986 Birthplace: Far Far Away lOl Current Location: Charlotte, NC Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Dyed Light Brown Hair Type: Long and curly Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed:Right Your Flavor: CHicana Religion: Christian, Pentecostal Marital Status: With Luis The Shoes You Wore Today: None Yet Your Weakness: Good Music, the beach, cholos Your Fears: heights, spiders Your Perfect Pizza: veggie w/ goat cheese and supreme pan from pizza hut Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: lose weight and graduate college Your Most Overused Phrase On IM: orale, chalez Thoughts First Waking Up: what time is it?? Your Best Physical Feature: hair, eyes, nalgas Your Bedtime: 9-10 Your Most Missed Memory: chillin w/ my homies Pepsi or Coke: Diet Coke McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds. Single or Group Dates: Grou

Be Careful
*BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW ** ** OF YOUR > VEHICLE * > * * > * ** ** NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS** > > ** (NOT A JOKE) ** > > ** Heads up everyone! Please, keep this > circulating... ** > **You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car > and get inside.** > ** You start the engine and shift into Reverse. > * *** * > *When you look into the rearview mirror to back out > of your parking space, > you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of > the rear window. So, you > shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of > your car to remove that > paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your > view. ** > **When you reach the back of your car, that is when > the car jackers appear > out of nowhere, jump into your car and take off.** > **They practically mow you down as they speed off in > your car. * *And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is > still in the car. ** > **So now the carjacker has your car, your home > address, your money,

Another Random Survey
1. Who were you with Friday night? Home 2. What woke you up this morning? The Ace & TJ Show on the radio 3. Where are you? my office at home 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? I hope so, its Friday 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Luis. 6. When was the last time you cried? Don't remember, probably about a week ago or so. Satuday. 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? Cooking, mojarra frita. 10. What were you doing at midnight? Sleeping 12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park? almost 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? I really dont want to go to the store... 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? mi familia. 15. Where would you like to live? the beach. 16. What kind of home would you like? Right on the beach. 17. What do you want to be when you grow up? More active in la revolucion, helping la raza 18. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? working hard, with a kid hopefully 20. Who is you

Native American Poem
~ Forgotten Ones~ Should we forget our Ancestors and our teachings, our culture and language or feel ashamed when we tell someone we are American Indian ~ its a sad reality that this bigotry is not confined to the white world as many within our own nations feel the same way. It may because our skin is not dark enough, the color of our eyes, or because we stand out, we don't look the same among our own people. My Mother was Cherokee Tsalagsi Trible Wolf Band--Kitualah Clan Anigiduahwa ~Father was german. Am I less American Indian because my blood does not run pure. I have not nor will I ever forget my teachings, traditions, culture, and language taught to me as a young boy then through my adult life. My heart is saddened my people as I know that this bigotry continues in every Nation across the Country. Stop the hatred my people ~ We Are All Related ~ These words written by ~ White Wolf (Chuck Westfall)

Hey There We Are 1236 Behind And We Need Help Please
HEY GUYS I NO I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND MUCH TO SHOW EVERYONE LOVE BUT WE NEED HELP IN HERE ASAP PLEASE THIS CONTEST IA OVER TODAY AND WE ARE 1236 BEHIND JUST CLICK THE LINK AND COME AND HAVE SOME FUN LMAO

Stress Management
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a > stress management technique recommended in all the > latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that > it really does work. Think about each step below. The > entire process can be successfully accomplished in > less than one minute. > > 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock > that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. > 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in > the cool running water. > 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. > 4. No one knows your secret place. > 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place > called the world. > 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the > air with a cascade of serenity. > 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily > make out the face of the S.O.B. you are holding > underwater. > > See? > It really does work.

Hand Signed Items
MULTIPLE GENE, PAUL, ERIC & VINNIE {$125.00}; “LICK IT UP” ON VINYL ERIC SINGER & BRUCE KULICK; “ALIVE III” COMPACT DISC {$50.00} & “REVENGE” COMPACT DISC {$50.00} ERIC SINGER TWO 1ST ANNUAL CINCINNATI kiss EXPO VIP PASSES {$30.00} 10 ½ “ SIGNATURE SNARE DRUMHEAD SIGNED & PERSONALIZED {$30.00} TWO AUSTRALIAN “FAREWELL TOUR” WINDOW DECALS W/ERIC AS THE BEASTKING EACH HAND SIGNED IN BLACK {$40.00} 2ND ANNUAL CINCINNATI KISS EXPO/ROCK SHOW STAFF PASS {$25.00} 2ND ANNUAL CINCINNATI KISS EXPO/ROCK SHOW UN-NUMBERED VIP PASS {$25.00} GENE SIMMONS 8x10 GLOSSY AUCTION PHOTO SIGNED IN BLACK W/ ENVELOPE {$55.00 FOR PHOTO} {$5.00 FOR ENVELOPE} PETER CRISS PROMOTIONAL POSTER FROM THE AHEAD DRUMSTICK COMPANY; SIGNED BY PETER IN BLACK SHARPIE Size: 18" x 24" {$15.00} POSTER HAS BEEN DAMAGED, AS IT WAS FRAMED ON THE WALL, THE GLASS SLIPPED OUT OF FRAME AND TOOK POSTER WITH IT. THE POSTER WAS TORN IN THE LOWER RIGHT HAND CORNER OPPOSITE THE AUTOGRAPH. BEND MARKS ARE VISIBLE, AND VA

Nasty Freak
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars?

"kiss Alive" Misc. Concert Items
“96-97” ALIVE/WORLDWIDE REUNION TOUR ONE PAIR OF PETER CRISS CONCERT DRUMSTICKS {$50.00} UNOPEND STILL IN PLASTIC CASE BLACK STICKS WOOD TIPS/METAL HANDLES PETER CRISS SIGNATURE IN SILVER W/KISS LOGO “FAREWELL TOUR” FROM CARBONDALE, ILLINOIS, SEPTEMBER 1, 2000 ORANGE FLOOR ACCESS BRACELET (CUT) {N/A}; TORN TICKET STUP WITH RAISED BLACK KISS LOGO {$6.00}; 2 PEICES OF CONFETTI FROM THE PERFORMANCE OF “ROCK AND ROLL ALL NITE” {N/A}; KISS ONLINE MERCHANDISE CATALOG RECEIVED AT THE CONCERT {N/A}; KISS FAREWELL TOUR LUCITE KEYCHAIN (BROKEN) {N/A} “WORLD DOMINATION TOUR” FROM BURGETTSTOWN, PENNSYLVANIA, AUGUST 21, 2003 2 UNTORE TICKETMASTER TICKETS FOR VENUE “POST GAZETTE PAVILION” IN BURGETTSTOWN, PENNSYLVANIA (MINT) {$20.00}; 2 CONCERT PROGRAMS FROM THE 2003 KISS/AEROSMITH TOUR; AEROSMITH “ROCKSIMUS MAXIMUS” TOUR PROGRAM (NEAR MINT) {$30.00}; KISS “WORLD DOMINATION” TOUR PROGRAM IN MINT CONDITION {$30.00}; ONE METAL LICENSE PLATE WITH RHINESTONE KISS LOGO, WORLD DOMINATION TOUR, 03

Monkey Pot Head
A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks past and looks up and says to the monkey, "Hey! What are you doing?" The monkey says "smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey and they share a few puffs. After a while the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. The lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A Crocodile sees this and swims over to the lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the monkey in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the jungle, finds the tree where the monkey is sitting, finishing a joint. The Crocodile looks up and says Hey!" The Monkey looks down and says....

Kiss Cars
JOHNNY LIGHTNING GENE SIMMONS FUNNY CAR OUT OF PACKAGE W/SOLO ARTWORK ON HOOD & NO LETTER IN REAR WINDOW {$2.50} STOCK CAR OUT OF PACKAGE {$2.50} STOCK CAR IN PACKAGE NEAR MINT {$10.00} PAUL STANLEY FUNNY CAR OUT OF PACKAGE {$2.50} STOCK CAR OUT OF PACKAGE {$2.50} CANADIAN IMPORTED STOCK CAR IN PACKAGE NEAR MINT {$15.00} THIS VERSION HAS A DIFFERENT BACKING CARD THAN THE U.S. RELEASE RACING CHAMPIONS KISS DIE CAST & METAL RACING CHAMPIONS 5 PACK OUT OF BOX {$12.50} FOUR MUSTANGS WITH BLACK BODIES ACE BLUE LETTERING PAUL PURPLE LETTERING GENE RED LETTERING PETER GREEN LETTERING ONE KISS VAN WITH LOGO ENGULFED IN FLAMES ACE FREHLEY BLACK MUSTANG WITH BLUE LETTERING, STAND & SUPER HERO CHARACTER CARD {$8.00} NASCAR 1:64 SCALE DIE CAST REPLICA OF THE #40 STERLING MARLIN COORS LIGHT/KISS DODGE RT {$12.50} 1:24 SCALE DIE CAST REPLICA OF THE #40 STERLING MARLIN COORS LIGHT/KISS DODGE RT {$65.00}

Kiss Guitar Equipment
ACE FREHLEY TODD MCFARLANE ¡§ALIVE!¡¨ GUITAR PICK FROM FIGURES {$1.25} THREE LIMITED EDITION GIBSON ACE FREHLEY GUITAR PICKS WITH CHROME SOLO ARTWORK {$30.00} ACE FREHLEY SIGNATURE GIBSON CHROME LIGHTING BOLT GUITAR STRAP {$20.00} SOFT PACK OF SIGNATURE GIBSON LES PAUL GUITAR STRINGS WITH ACE IN MAKEUP, REUNION ERA! {$10.00} HARD PACK OF ACE FREHLEY SIGNATURE GIBSON LES PAUL GUITAR STRINGS HAND SIGNED BY ACE IN BLUE SHARPIE ON FRONT {$60.00} GIBSON LIGHTNING BOLT GUITAR STRAP WITH A WHITE BOLT INSTEAD OF CHROME AS WITH THE ACE SIGNATURE STRAP {$10.00} ¡§FAREWELL TOUR¡¨ 2000 ¡§GENERIC¡¨ {$15.00} BLUE SEE THRU WITH PRISM PRINTING KISSƒnLOGO ON ONE SIDE PRINTED ACE SIGNATURE ON OTHER SLIGHTLY WORN FROM USE ON TOUR ¡§FAREWELL TOUR¡¨ 2000 ¡§CITY PICK¡¨ {$25.00} GERMAIN AMPITHEATER; COLUMBUS, OHIO MAY 13, 2000 BLUE SEE THRU PICK ACE SIG ON ONE SIDE WITH STARS & PLANETS FARWELL TOUR OVER STATE OF OHIO W/DATE & VENUE ¡§BAD BOYS TOUR¡¨ {$10.00} SOLID RED WITH PRISM PRINTING

New Seat Belt Law
New Seat Belt Law became effective January 15, 2007 __________________________________________ New Seat Belt LAW The national Highway Safety Council has done extensive testing on a newly designed seat belt. Results show that accidents can be reduced by as much as 45% when the belt is properly installed. Correct installation is illustrated below....... This is very Important, please pass on to friends and family. THIS MAY SAVE A LIFE!

Kiss Books & Magazines
BASS GUITAR MAGAZINE {$10.00} “KISS MY BASS” ISSUE WITH GENE (DEMON) SIMMONS ON COVER (WORLD DOMINATION ERA) KISS; THE OFFICIAL AUTHORIZED QUARTERLY MAGAZINE ISSUE #1 FALL 2004 (SPECIAL COLLECTORS EDITION) {$5.00} ISSUE #2 WINTER 2004 {$10.00} ISSUE #3 SPRING 2005 {$5.00} ISSUE #3 SPRING 2005 HAND SIGNED BY BRUCE KULICK ON PAGE #23 (TRANSFORMER AD) {$20.00} ISSUE #4 SUMMER 2005 {$5.00} COMIC BOOKS {$10.00} ROCK AND ROLL COMICS {$2.50} “KISS; TALES FROM THE ROAD” (FAIR – GOOD) DARK HORSE COMICS {TOTAL VALUE = {$65.00} {$5.00 EACH} ISSUE #1 PHOTO COVER ISSUE #2 COMIC COVER ISSUE #2 PHOTO COVER ISSUE #3 COMIC COVER ISSUE #4 COMIC COVER ISSUE #5 PHOTO COVER ISSUE # 6 PHOTO COVER ISSUE #6 COMIC COVER ISSUE #7 PHOTO COVER ISSUE #8 PHOTO COVER ISSUE #8 COMIC COVER ISSUE # 9 COMIC COVER ISSUE #10 PHOTO COVER ISSUE #12 COMIC COVER ISSUE #12 PHOTO COVER PLAYBOY {$45.00} SHANNON TWEED COVER {$10.00} SHANNON & TRACY TWEED COVER {$10.00} GENE SIMMONS COVER {$10.00

My Analysist
lol I got an analysist today from an old friend the names are altered so u stalkers dont pm people lol but check this shit out.. [12:48] sarahxxxx: if u call me a cunt again ill cry [12:48] sarahxxxx: so ur forewarned . [12:48] sarahxxxx: still wanna know ? [12:49] xxx.sniper: yes i do [12:49] sarahxxxx: i think down deep down deeeeeeep ur a nice guy BUT [12:50] sarahxxxx: i dont think u care about people like u wishh u could or did [12:50] sarahxxxx: i think u want what u cant have [12:50] sarahxxxx: and i think u take things like [12:50] sarahxxxx: sex too lightly [12:50] sarahxxxx: i tihnk u got alot goin for you [12:50] sarahxxxx: i think u dont see what i see in you [12:50] sarahxxxx: which is the potential to be a really great guy [12:51] sarahxxxx: i think ur scared tho that if u show yourself or your heart too much ... youre terrified of being hurt [12:51] sarahxxxx: which is why its so hard to get to know the " real u " [12:51] sarahxxxx: i dont like

Busy Busy
Things are pretty chaotic for me at the time so I haven't been on much. The school year is winding down so work has been hectic. I am so looking forward to summer vacation! So between work and my sons baseball and starting a new life and seeing someone, I don't have much time on here anymore. My whole Memorial Weekend consisted of my sons baseball tournament, which they took 2nd place in! He was asked to try out for the All-Star team and he did but we won't find out until June 5th if he made it or not. My life lately has been a whirlwind..never know if I'm coming or going but for the most part it's been good..I miss chatting with a lot of you on here, but once things settle down some I'll be on more. I hope everyone has been well and I will be trying to catch up with everything you have uploaded here and there. Take care :) Susie

The Haze (a Poem Kinda)
TEN YEARS AGO I FEEL IN TO THE DEEP STATE OF DEPRESSION. I WAS LIKE A FOG OR A HAZE THAT JUST WENT ON FOR DAY AT A TIME WITH NO END IN SITE. NOW TODAY THE FEELINGS THAT I THOUGHT I BARRIED SO LONG AGO HAVE RETURNED AND IM BACK IN THE SAME HAZE AND IN THE SAME PLACE. MY FAITH SAYS THAT EVERYTHING OF THE EARTH WILL COME BACK AS SOMETHIN MORE NATURAL AND MORE PURE, I DONT DOUBT THAT AT ALL. I BELIEVE MY GREAT GRANDMA OR MY NANA AS I CALLED HER, WOULD HAVE RETURENED AS A BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY. AND NOW MY GRANDPA WILL COME BACK TO ME AS A BEAUTIFUL EAGLE AND FLY AS FREE AS A BIG. I KNOW HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE AND OUT SOUL WILL CROSS PATHS AT THE CROSSROADS BETWEEN THE WORLD. THAT CALMS MY ACHEIN HEART AND SOOTHES MY DEMENTED SOUL.

Editor's Choice Award
Amazingly enough I have been writing poetry since I was 15 years old. And today I received an Editor's Choice Award For outstanding Achievement in Poetry. Which really means a lot to me. I guess not giving up does help you to accomplish things you never thought you'd have an option for in the future.

One Year.
Honestly, it's hard to believe it's been one year. Exactly. To the day. One year. It feels like it's been so much longer, like I've been alone and aching forever. And like it was only yesterday at the sametime. It's the odd sense of time that only comes with greif and despair. A severe loss, half of myself torn from the world. My heart is missing a piece of itself, and it's a rip that will never heal. I'm not sure I'm even making sense at this point. Then again, I'm not sure I care about making sense to anyone except myself. Because this? This isn't for you. Really, it's not. This is for me, for my own sanity. If you read it, more power to you. I think I'm going to make this a letter to him, because I feel like I need to do this. Right after he passed, I wrote him every few days. But I stopped because, well, it hurt to much. And I knew I didn't have to write anything for him to hear me. I just had to talk. I know that's still true, but every now and then, you just need to put things do

The Vampire Leader
Chapter 1 : the first night it was a very dark and dreary night, i slipped into the shower after my night of work, i carefully put on my long black sild night gown , and walked across the cold wood floor and as i looked outside i could see the moon. Red , full and very erie looking . Thing gray clouds floated silently across the sky. i cautiously looked outside agian and locked the door. A shiver ran down my back as a cold feeling came across me . I hurried over to the thermostat. 72 even , i turned around as I had thought i seen someone move around the house, impossible, both doors are locked, all the windows are not able to open from the outside. 12:07 am, i look at the clock and return to my room. My warm bed looked so comftorable to me. That cold feeling started to appear agian, i crossed my arms and shivered asi walked across the room. I moved the blankets as i turned my head again, what the hell, i had swore i seen someone in the house agian. As the black candle flickered in th

Stole A Poem....
Went to comment bomb in a contest and found this, hope you enjoy it as much as I have.... Thank you Baby Boy, it's a good poem. Hope you don't mind I stole it... lol I thought i saw myself today, at least, who i used to be. I felt that pain, once again, and thought this was the end of me. Inside, i feel a million things, all going on at once. I can't look back at yesterday, not even for a glance. Beauty is in the soul, it lies so very deep. My conscious always warns me, to get back on my knees. Ten million thoughts inside my head, i can't pinpoint a one, From anger to pain, to lust and love, When will my battle ever be won? Not a moment goes by, that i don't think of my past, Of all the times that i failed, the times i couldn't last. I pray you'll always listen, to your heart and soul. Because no matter what they tell you, your hearts the only one that really knows. Just how far can we go, on this journey called life? How much pain must we bear, full of sorrow, hur

What's Up Ya'll
To all of ya'll that visited my page and rated me i just wanna say thanx i'm still figurin out this cherry tap thing hell it took me a month to figure out myspace lol anyhow just be patient and i'll be gettin more stuff on here until then feel free to leave a comment and/or any advise to help me with my page take care Big Daddy Will

Who I Am
I get so tired or people trying to copy me or say they are stronger and better than I am it is a bunch of shit with all the drama lies and fakeness. I got so sick of putting on a mask to meet other's approval and now I have had enough Im coming out of this mask and showing the world who I am. I cant stand fake people who lie their way through life trying to be something their not to be accepted. I hate that others bring upon me that they are powerful and im weak when they are wrong. I am also tired of people making me feel like a caged animal because I know I am not one and I know I have a life to decide what I want. Freedom comes with sacraice but my freedom comes with hate a new rebellion I forseen and have started on those who wish to fuck with me. I do not play games I am who I am and love being it. I will not bow before anyone I will not play into anyone's lies and games. I will be me and always will remain me. I am powerful I have abilities that se more than most I am who I wan

I'm Sorry...
You know, I conceder myself a courageous and strong man. I mean I’ve had some really tuff jobs in my day. I’ve worked in Bail Bonds Enforcement, Undercover Investigator/Private Investigator. I was a case investigator for the County Attorney’s Office in Child Support Enforcement. I Hunted down Dead Beat Dads and Moms. I spent two years of my life being a Guardian Angel. I patrolled some of our nation’s worst neighborhoods. I had nothing to defend myself with, but my skills in Martial Arts and my comrades. I could entertain you with stories of action and danger for hours. I just can’t under stand how my broken heart. Could bring me to my knees and make me suffer so… I feel like I’m irreparably damaged. I can’t foresee a time where I’ll ever be the same man I was in my youth… For instance, I recently meet two different women on the internet. Both ladies are beautiful in their own way. I really enjoyed talking to them. One lives in another state. The other lives, within an hour of

Hillshire Farm Red Beans And Smoked
Hillshire Farm Red Beans and Smoked Sausage Serve this Southern classic over rice for a smoky, spiced-up version of rice and beans. And be sure to use your favorite hot sauce -- as much of it as you like! Credit: Hillshire Farm Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 2 tablespoons butter or margarine * 1 large onion, chopped * 1 green bell pepper, chopped * 3 celery ribs, chopped * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 (16-ounce) package bite-size smoked sausage * 2 (15 1/2-ounce) cans red kidney beans, undrained * 1 bay leaf * 1 tablespoon pepper sauce * Hot cooked rice Directions: Melt the butter in a large, heavy saucepan over medium-high heat. Add the onion, green pepper, celery, garlic and smoked sausage. Cook for 5 minutes, or until the vegetables are tender, stirring often. Add the beans, bay leaf and pepper sauce, mixing well. Reduce the heat and simmer for 25 to 30 minutes. Serve over rice.

Like An Eagle I'll Watch Over You!!!
Like an eagle protects its nest so for you I'll do my best I know you have my interest indeed you're a gift thats bless Like a down pour of rain you wash away my aches and pain when I am feeling hurt me you've not desert for you I've grown to love and care daily you help me conquer for fear with your politeness and kindness I have been so impressed to you i'll always be sweet from you I shall not retreat having you in my life makes me complete indeed you know how this man to treat..

(low Fat) Chicken Lasagna
8 oz. lasagna noodles, uncooked 2 c. chopped cooked chicken 1 (10 oz.) pkg. frozen spinach and/or broccoli, thawed and drained well 8 oz. grated Mozzarella cheese 1 sm. carton low fat cottage cheese 1 (32 oz.) jar spaghetti sauce Spray 9x13 baking dish with Pam. Pour 1/2 cup spaghetti sauce in dish. Place layer of noodles in dish. Place spinach, both kinds of cheese and chicken in dish. Pour about 1 1/2 cups sauce over this.

Apple-chicken Salad
MARINADE: 1/4 c. frozen apple juice concentrate, thawed 2 tbsp. salad oil 2 tbsp. soy sauce 1 tbsp. white wine vinegar 1 tsp. dried savory, crushed 4 med. skinless, boneless chicken breast halves (12 oz.) Place chicken breasts in a plastic bag in a shallow dish. In a small bowl combine marinade. Pour marinade over chicken, close bag. Refrigerate about 4 hours, turning once. Remove chicken, reserving marinade. Pat chicken dry with paper towels. Place chicken on a rack of an unheated broiler pan. Broil about 4" to 6" from heat for 8 to 10 minutes or until tender, brushing occasionally with reserved marinade. Or grill chicken on an uncovered grill directly over medium hot coals for 20 to 25 minutes or until tender, turning once. Remove from heat, cut chicken into strips. Cover and chill 2 to 24 hours. SALAD DRESSING: 3/4 c. mayo or salad dressing 1/4 c. apple juice concentrate 1/4 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. pepper In a small bowl combine mayo or salad dressing, apple jui

Childish Immature Down Rater Alert
Hello folks... apparently if u dont give this guy ur msn or ym ur a CUNT... so u might just wanna block him coz he will rate ya a 1 then block ya. Da White S...: SO DONT FLATTER YOURSELF LIKE THAT CUNT Da White S...: well, im not here to fuckin audition or apply for it.... ->Da White S...: and tt's TWO qs ->Da White S...: something I dont give out to just anybody Da White S...: what are they? ->Da White S...: I have both Da White S...: do u have yahoo or msn messenger? ->Da White S...: sure Da White S...: Qustion for u ok? Geez...I aint abt to give it out to someone I've only talked to for less then 5 mins...and who asked anyone to do anything or audition for it? how bout gettin to knoe the person alittle bit more so they knoe u aint some freak their givin their ims too??...but n e who.... Da White Sox@ CherryTAP Have a nice day folks :P

Parties
Well since this is the place to meet friends, might as well start this one up...LOL This is to let anyone near the Brunswick area of Maine know that if you are into meeting new people during a party then add me as a friend and keep updated on upcoming parties to hang out. Ladies especially you...LOL When adding me just put in the comments that you read this blog and are interested.

Would You Remarry?:-))
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks a bold question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not - don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurtful look on her face). HUSBAND: (makes audible groan). WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would she use my golf clubs?" HUSBAND: "No, she's left-handed." WIFE: -- silence -- HUSBAND: "Shit!!!"

Circumcised
A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of the class was squirming around, scratching his crotch, and not paying attention. She went back to ! find out what was going on. He was quite embarrassed and whispered that he had just recently been circumcised and he was quite itchy. The teacher told him to go down to the principal's office. He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it. He did it and returned to his class. Suddenly, there was a commotion at the back of the room. She went back to investigate only to find him sitting at his desk with his penis hanging out. "I thought I told you to call your Mom!" she said. "I did," he said, "And she told me that if I could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school." KIDS ; DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THEM???

Guys...
Is there any guy in this world that wont break a girls fucking heart by her putting her feelings out on the line for him? The answer....FUCK NO THERE AINT! I swear guys are all the same! One minute they want to be with you and everythings fine then...you tell em how you feel and they all of sudden dont wanna be with you anymore! To me thats just a little fucked up! But, I guess thats life right!!?? If theres a guy out there that aint like this!1 more power to you!! And plz...Find me!!!

Baked Beans
If this doesn't make you laugh out loud, nothing will........ Once there lived a woman who had a maddening passion for baked beans. She loved them but unfortunately, they had always had a very embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction to her. Then one day she met a man and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would marry she thought to herself, "He is such a sweet and gentle man, he would never go for this carrying on." She made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans. Some months later, her car broke down on the way home from work. Since she lived in the country she called her husband and told him that she would be late because she had to walk home. On her way, she passed a small diner and the odour of the baked beans was more than she could stand. Since she still had miles to walk, she figured that she would walk off any ill effects by the time she reached home. So, she stopped at the diner and before she knew it, she had consumed three la

Symptoms Of Being Over 25
1. You leave clubs before the end to "beat the rush" (worst still you don't go to the clubs). 2. You get more excited about having a roast on a Sunday than going clubbing the night before. 3. You stop dreaming of becoming a professional footballer/basketball player and start dreaming of having a son who might instead. 4. Before throwing the local paper away, you look through the property section. 5. All of a sudden, middle aged people are not 46, they are only 46. 6. Before going out anywhere, you ask whether there is anywhere to park. 7. Rather than throw a knackered pair of trainers out, you keep them because they'll be alright for the DIY or in the garden. 8. You buy T-shirts without anything written on them. 9. Instead of laughing at the innovations catalogue that falls out of the newspaper, you suddenly see both the benefit and money saving properties of most of the things that are in it. 10. You start to worry about your parents' health. 11. You have

Honey Grilled Pork Chops
8-10 extra thin sliced pork chops 2 cups honey (use more if needed) soy sauce These chops may be grilled or baked in the oven. Grilling on the BBQ is the best. Pour honey in a bowl. Add soy sauce until sauce is a syrupy consistancy. Place chops in a bowl or cake pan and cover with sauce. (Place balance of sauce in a sauce pan.) Let the chops marinate for as long as you wish. They can marinate all day for a stronger flavor or they can be dipped and grilled. Either way works. Turn the sauce in the pan on low heat. Place chops on grill, brushing left over marinade onto chops as needed. Cook until cooked all the way thru. Chops may be baked in oven. When chops are finished, pour sauce from the pan into a pouring dish (sauce will be thin) and as chops are served the sauce can be added as each person desires.

Seafood Pasta
4 green onions, chopped 1/2 lb. sliced mushrooms 2 cloves minced garlic 1 stick butter 2 lbs. raw seafood (shrimp, scallops, etc.) 1 c. grated Parmesan cheese 1 c. grated Monterey Jack cheese 1 1/2 c. heavy cream 1/4 c. sour cream 1 tsp. salt 12 oz. cooked pasta Saute the first 3 ingredients in half the butter (reserve the rest). Then add the seafood and set aside. Saute: combine the remaining ingredients with reserved butter. Cook over medium heat until bubbly. Add seafood mixture. Serve over 12 oz. cooked pasta. Serves 6 to 8.

Romantic Ways To Start The Day
Romantic Ways To Start The Day Brighten your day and your love life with these romantic ways to start the day! Give your love a lingering good morning kiss. Put a love note inside your love's morning paper. Lay a flower on your love's towel. Using a toothpick, write the words, "I love you!" on their soap bar. Using an anti-fog medium, write "I love you!" on the bathroom mirror. Take your morning shower together. Surprise your love, with breakfast in bed. Call to say, "I love you." Wake your partner up with a kiss. Leave a gift next to your partner to find when they wake up. Let the first words your partner hears in the day be a reason why you love them. Cuddle for at least five minutes before getting up. Wake up thirty minutes early so you have time to spend together before going to work. Give your partner bedside service by bringing them a cup of coffee, their favorite section of the newspaper and a plate of frui

Yeah Or Nay? Nay, 01:04
At 1:04 this morning an eight week old baby girl died. I never knew her, or anything about her. All I knew is that she was profoundly blue. When a person is that blue it represents a long period of hypoxia, which is invariably fatal. Somewhere in the city I work in a mother's heart is breaking, a family makes plans to bury one of their own, and another family member sits in jail for causing the problem to start with. I think sometimes that we are truly cruel to each other. I scarcely had time to wonder what could make a person that way when I got another call that answered my ponderances. A 45 year old woman who lost her husband to a violent crime, and just couldn't forgive. She became homeless after that and walked the streets in the area where he was beaten, robbed, and murdered, baiting those people into attacking her, and retaliating against people who fit the description of those who murdered her husband. Because the police never found the perpetrators she felt compelled to settle

Joke Of The Day..
Two aliens landed in the Texas desert near a gas station that was closed for the night. They approached one of the gas pumps and the younger alien addressed it saying, "Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Take us to your leader." The gas pump, of course, didn't respond. The younger alien became angry at the lack of response and the older alien said, "I'd calm down if I were you." The younger alien ignored the warning and repeated his greeting. Again, there was no response. Annoyed by what he perceived to be the pump's haughty attitude, he drew his ray gun and said impatiently, "Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Do not ignore us this way! Take us to your leader or I will fire!" The older alien warned his comrade saying, "You don't want to do that! I don't think you should make him mad" "Rubbish," replied the cocky, young alien. He aimed his weapon at the pump and opened fire. There was a huge explosion. A massive fireball roared tow

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To Sum It All Up
You say you don't want me steppin, But yet your game, just isnt quite right, You say your feeling me like no otha, But yet words say, you have no fight, I cant hold back how i feel, and to be honest, I now think your a dog, That jumps from woman to woman, And plays their hearts all along, You see, im a diffrent type of chick, One that knows the game and can play it well, But i chose to not be that shallow of a person, So to you, this is something i must tell, You weren't quite right with me from the get go, Lack of calls and seeing eachother alike, I'd rather let you go like this, Then end up in an some arguement or fight, I am a one man woman, And deserve the same, from a man in my life, So im saying you don't have what it takes, You lack the things that i like, Im ok believe i don't need you, Though you gave me that extra lil strut, But its over with us, I dont want you, Im sorry, i had to sum it all up! Author: Azalia

I Brake For Brunettes
Well I brake for brunettes Blondes in Corvettes Redheads I stop on a dime Now the way I drive It's a wonder that I Ever get anywhere on time So don't tailgate my pick-up truck Or you just might wind up in a wreck Now they ain't made the sticker for my bumper just yet but I brake for brunettes I let Firestone put me some new tires on Just a few weeks ago But man I swear that wear and tear Is already startin' to show Well I oughta just whistle or yell But man I can't help myself 'Cause I brake for brunettes Blondes in Corvettes Redheads I stop on a dime Now the way I drive It's a wonder that I Ever get anywhere on time Don't tailgate my pick-up truck Or you just might wind up in a wreck Now they ain't made the sticker for my bumper just yet but I brake for brunettes You'll see them big skid marks by the wave pool park And Judy's beauty salon Lord I tore up the street in front of Betty's boutique Where they come out with mini-skirts on Well I know I'm g

Hats For Sale
I am now selling kid and adult size hats. Any color you want. Both kid and adult size hats are $10 each. Just shout pm or email me theblackwidow2006@hotmail.com if you wish to buy one. Heres what ive got so far. http://cherrytap.com/myimages.php?albumid=148568

Final Exams -- From Children...
Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? A: Keep it in the cow. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. Q: What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty? A: He says good-bye to his boyhood and looks forward to

Sexiest Feet Contest!!!
% SEXIEST FEET CONTEST % Who has the sexiest feet? Submit your pic and find out, in my Sexiest Feet Contest!!! *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *PIC RATINGS ARE IN PLAY @ 10 COMMENTS FOR EACH 10 *TOP (3) PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS W/ COMBINED RATINGS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST PRIZES: 1ST PRIZE: OR 2nd PRIZE: OR 3RD PRIZE: OR Luscious♥Mami of Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL MA SEXI CHERRIES!!! HUGS, SONYA XOXOX

Dangerous Job
People say that construction is dangerous work. I never felt that way. I know there are hazards involved, but I've always felt if you take the necessary precautions, unless there is some freak occurance, you'll be safe. I don't know the details of what happened yet, but I'm getting ready to go into work and my roommate tells me he just heard on the news that someone fell off one of the bridges on my project. This is the second accident like this since I started on this job in February. The first was fatal, someone fell from the slope paving beneath a bridge and landed on his head. I hope the person who fell today is okay. Actually I kinda hope it was a pedestrian that walked around the barricades. Whether it was a worker or not I hope the person is ok. Maybe I should rethink the way I feel about whether or not the job is dangerous. I guess all I can really do is pay attention and look out for myself and those around me.

Swords To Knives
swords are nice for a gentalmans fight, and for slight distance but personally knives will always be better. you can get in closer, strike faster, strike from a distance if you have the skill. the only other weapon that can hold up like that is a a gun, and i have no respect for ppl that have to use a weapon that takes no skill. swords are decent as a defensive weapon but it really can't sneak in as a small blade can. for it to go through your armor it takes a massive shove or a major blow but a knife slides right between the attached armmor or the moving parts of it, or the side attachment or even right up under, and to make it better knifes are even a tool for forplay by some of us. what do ya'll think?

How
How can i tell you something When I know the answer How can I speak to you When your just in my mind How can I touch you When your just a dream How can I keep you When your not around How can I smile When there is heartache How can I cry When I have no more tears left How can I live When your gone

"people Like This Need To Die"
People like this need to die... and if they cross my path, they will, by my own hands!!!!! (repost) date: 2007-05-31 14:11:13 Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss he

Yummy
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A Special Man
This is for a very special friend who never fails to inspire me with his beautiful gift of writting and his abilitie to share warmth and love with all who need it. FOR YOU You are the beauty of the rising sun Bringing with it the promise of a brand new day You are the clear cool water Quenching the parched thirst of my dry mouth You are the warming glow of a log fire The chases away the chills of loneliness You are my nourishment Feeding the pangs of desire that fire my belly You are my safe harbor Where I can rest my head knowing you will keep me safe. You are my wellspring For ever inspiring me filling me with excitement and creation You are my rock For I know I can always trust your heart Though you share it with many Your arms always enfold me with peace and contentment You are Wisdom With words that light the pathway too heavens door You are yourself A dove whose splendor is enjoyed most when able to fly freely christcomments.com

Mi Familia, Resting In Paradise.
I grew up with a family of 7 brothers. Their mother raised them. After a long hard strugle they lost her last year. And now, the 2nd to the youngest was shot numerous times in the head and killed. Lastnight while the brothers were out having a drink in the bar, they heard comotion outside. when checking it out they found a man who had punched 2 women in the face. The brothers ran in and pulled him off, telling him to go home, to leave it, just get out of there and leave everyone alone. Vince, had pulled this man off of a woman, trying to help her. With that, the man left, going home to grab his gun, he then waited until Vince walked home, and shot, through the window, hitting my friends brother numerous times, killing him. For helping another person, my friend died. Now he is Resting In Paradise and we will never forget him!!!!!!!!! We love you Vince and will remember you.

Nana
i’m better at telling stories, you know. ones that start out with “once upon a time” there are princes, and princesses, and princesses who don’t know they’re princesses. there are frogs, talking animals… and houses made of wonderful things like candies and cookies. turn your eyes if you have a weak stomach i can’t help what comes out as of now. can you tell my brain… to… knock it off? and then there’s a storyline. as i stated, it’s going to start out with “once upon a time” there’s going to be a boy, and there’s going to be a girl. a dream boy and a real girl to be exact. there are going to be bombs, and butterflies. mountains covered in ash. curtains drawn and curtains open. too late, you’re too caught up i didn’t intend on reeling you in. can’t turn back now. know that this was your fault strawberries and houses made of brick. hearts will be crushed and games will be played. two minds thinking alike will likely rub one out (in a sic

Godhead-eleanor Rigby
Eleanor Rigby Picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been. Lives in a dream, Waits at the window, Wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door. Who is it for? All the lonely people, Where do they all come from? All the lonely people, Where do they all belong? Father McKenzie Writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear. No one comes near. Look at him working Darning his socks in the night when there's nobody there. What does he care? All the lonely people, Where do they all come from? All the lonely people, Where do they all belong? Ah, look at all the lonely people... Ah, look at all the lonely people... Eleanor Rigby Died in the church and was buried along with her name. Nobody came. Father McKenzie Wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave. No one was saved. All the lonely people, Where do they all come from? All the lonely people, Where do they all belong? Ah, look at all the lonely people...

5-31-07 31st Entry
So I am sitting here, extremely sick and jamming to the VampireFreaks Music Player (If I lay in bed much longer, I'll be as flat as the stupid thing, I've already got the shape starting lol). I missed work today I was so sick. Its been a rough week emotionally on me. Lets see, it got so bad I nearly gave up. I won't go into details on it exactly but lets just say I was wacked in the head with stress and run down and just plain nowhere near my normal self. I'd taken notice of the fact that most of my journal entries have been low level, not cheery like I like. Tooooo many things added up and created a different me that few will ever see. Luckily I have total trust is MrPeteyTypeDude and he got me holding on by a thread. I'm still down in spirits for the most part but I'm beginning to think that this week has been so bad due to the fact I was getting sick as well as I ran outta my meds again the other day and can't get them til Friday (didn't think of that until a littl

Today
So today has been pretty good... although i was craving an ice coffee ALL day... and i never got one... nor will i be abe to for the rest of the day... grrrrrr!! That and i got pink paint on my black capri pants... my fav pair *cries* hopefully the paint will come out... im kinda scared to find out... just watch it not come out.... OH i will KILL that girl... Anywayz... Todays a pretty good day... not feeling so depressed today and I wish everyone would stop buggin me bout me being a little emotionally under the weather. Lata *kisses*

Won't Be On Ct Much Due To Blown Cable Modem
OK, I had to replace my cable modem at home and although that fixed the problem, Comcast will not let me through to the internet until they reset my account which will take up to 24 hours. This is the second modem I have gone through. Not sure what is killing them but this is getting to be a pain. Here is the bottom line though. I will not be able to be online much at home until this is fixed. CT just takes way too much bandwidth on dialup, LMAO. Anyway, I didn't want you folks thinking I abandoned you. ;-) Talk to you all later. @};- Paul

The Fatal Attraction Test
The Fatal Attraction Test 1. Have you ever tried to lure an ex into the bedroom in order to win them back? Y or N 2. Have you ever checked or tried to check an ex's Voice mail, Cell phone, address or emails ? Y or N 3. Have you ever called an ex's family and tried to get them involved in getting the two of you back together? Y or N 4.Do you call their work? Y OR N Hobbies & Interests 5. Someone you really like tells you they are not interested in a relationship with you. Do you: A. Drive to their house at 3am. B. Except it and move on. C. Leave numerous emails, love letters and follow them around the Internet. Favorite Gadgets 6. Your at a party and you discover that your ex is married. Do you: A. Say nothing about your ex and change the subject. Occupation B. Tell everyone that you and the ex are destin to be together. C. Make up nasty stories about the ex and hope she leaves him. 7. Do you have photo albums of your ex's ? Y or

I'll Be Gone
I'm gonna be off CT for about 4 days. I'm going to mentor some girls in prison this weekend. Hope yall have a great weekend. I'll check my text messages at night so if ya got my number text me. See yall!!!

Can It Get Any Worse?
My day started out good, but got progressivly worse as the day went on. My children have stressed me, my husband has stressed me and all I want to do right now is leave. I want to go away. I want peace, tranquility. I am desperate forit! I need to laugh! Can anyone help bring a smile to my face?

D'unn
I am fucking dun, that's it. I'm sheathing my heart in ice, and it's not coming out again until someone proves that there fucking worthy! this ...girl has pushed me to fucking far, and I'm done. Davey Jone's had it right. Just rip my fucking heart out already. And for those who know me, and therfore the person I'm talking about, I would greatly appreciate not saying anything!! Thanks!! I just can't fucking believe the.... *sigh* again this is all rage and anger and i can't really say any of this cause... it's just... I don't know. I just can't fucking deal! FUCK!!!

Wanting You
Tossing and turning upon my bed of thorns, Memories of you haunting my dreams.... Wanting you.... Longing to feel your breath in my ear, As you gently caress my neck, And torture me with the promise of blissful surrender.... Needing you.... Burning passion, Desperate to feel your thrust and pull inside of me Filling my raging river with your molten lava of desire.... Missing you.... Longing to taste your sweet kisses once more And feel your arms, strong and safe, around me Holding me through the night as I rest my head against your heart.... Wanting you.... Needing you..... Missing you.

My First Kiss
I was 12, in 7th grade, and my friends all had boyfriends. It's not that I was a late bloomer in liking guys, I was just a bit shy and not really one of the pretty girly girls like my friends were... I was more of the tomboy in the bunch. I didn't go shopping for clothes and paint my nails I set bushes on fire and smoked cigarettes. One night my girly, but also deviant, friend Tara was over and she was on the phone with her boyfriend whom I had never met. She told me he had a friend that wanted a girlfriend and convinced me to talk to him. After about 10 minutes on the phone with him he asked me to be his girlfriend and said he wanted to come over and meet me. I was hesitant but said okay because I had never had a boyfriend and wanted one. Tara ended up inviting the guys over to my parents' house that night and they showed up somewhere around 3AM, far after my parents had gone to sleep. My new boyfriend, supposedly 16, walked in wearing a leather jacket, an american flag bandana and ti

.scope.
Yes, every emotion is valid and should be acknowledged, but that doesn't mean you have to take action on them. Learn to ride out your feelings and you'll see which ones deserve a reaction and which don't. if i ride anymore waves...im going to drown.

Kootenai Falls Pt 1
Here are a few short video's of the Kootenai River and the Falls up in Montana where i'm from... If you've seen the movie RIVER WILD w/ Kevin Bacon parts of it were recorded on this river.... Enjoy!!

Toxic Love
His love took me over I cannot forget I want to erase him I want to hate him But my heart won't let me I have to know Does you kiss taste like his? Will your touch feel the same? He's my drug and It's just so hard to quit I need someone to dull the pain His lips were toxic poision Sealed with a kiss He took my heart away And since then I've never been the same Love is suicide With him that almost became true I'll never get over him Because he was my first love All will be compared to him I need to know If your kiss tastes like his And if your touch will feel the same But he can't ever know How hard he is to quit I need someone to dull the pain His lips were toxic poision Sealed with a kiss He took my heart away And since then I've never been the same I've tried to move on But all I find are boys like him Give me something to live for Even for just a moment Cuz I can't seem to stop myself This sweet morphine will take me away So I can fo

What Kind Of Person Are You?
You scored as Outgoing, You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing100% Fun88% Immature75% Nice50% Shy50% Dramatic25% mean0% what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

Selfish People
alright i ain't much of the blog type of person but sense it is Internet people that have me cheesed off i am letting it fly. Here is the deal recently i was in an accident and was out of commission for a few days when i get back up and moving i get online and check my email and misc. messages and believe it or not not one e mail of message asking if everything was ok but there were plenty accusing me of ignoring people and being a jerk and even a couple accusing me of not having the balls to admit i found a woman. now come on i realize that it is just people online so i am not all that disappointed at the lack of concern but i am irritated that people jump to conclusions when someone might be laid out or dead and the best they can do is talk smack about them so for everyone that was more worried that i didnt want to speak to them than if i was even alive well you keep worrying about yourself and go away and have fun in your little world where if someone is gone for a few days its be

Please Help Get Back Where She Was
pixi@ CherryTAP She had a meanie butt go on her acct. and delete it and she was a cherry rockstar! It's her birthday 16th of june how about one of her old friends buy her a blast her birthday PLEASE!!! Let's get her back where she belongs,,,thank you!!!

Traveling Back In Time For A Bit
Maybe this should have been the first entry in here--or maybe it just doesn't matter where it goes.This is a bit about me, you may find it boring---hey we can't all be interesting people now can we lol-- I guess its how I arrived at where and who I am now: I'm going to take you back in time about 19 years: I was a recent graduate and like most people born in a small town, I was dying to get out of here and see what I could see. So, I hooked up with the carnival--yes, tis true! The first outfit I worked for was Walk-Up Concessions, needless to say it was a mistake in more ways than one: The living quarters were horrid, we were paid $5/day to live on--no shit. So I'm sure it came as no surprise to the owner when they found out that all 8 of their employees were skimming money---$10 here, $20 there, and so on. We'd make sure we had enough money to make it through the week. We did a spot in Amherst Ohio, this is where I met my ex-husband (f'n wanna be)and the father of my kids. For 5 yea

The Key
On the castle keep, I over look the landscape, waiting. Waiting for her, who is the key,she who will unlock all. All things that I will be and the future sense of all thing that will come. She will know all the secerts of the powers that I will be. She will unlock the future,past and present. She will unlock the universe for me and be all things to it. She will be the key to all things and all things will be her. The Key will be and held close to this heart for it will unlock many things. For the key knows,what she is and how she will change things. The Key will know the flow and ebbs of what I am and will be. She will understand the troubles and help. For she is the key. and the Key is everything

Can You Really Go Home Again?
And so, after a week without the computer, it's finally home, and running a bit faster than it was. I still have to reinstall FFXI, but that's what it'll have to do in the background. I am a little disappointed that nobody who really speaks to me is on right now... not even on my IM programs. At least, however, I won't be as bored at home.

Fuktardism
FUKTARDISM, MASS DELETION AND OTHER BULLSHIT AFTER THE EVENTS OF THE LAST FEW DAYS I HAVE REALIZED A FEW THINGS. CT IS NO LONGER A FUN PLACE TO MEET PEOPLE OR HAVE FUN. IT'S THE BREEDING GROUND FOR A BUNCH OF FUKTARDS WITH NO LIFE WHO LOVE TO BELITTLE OTHERS. AND WHEN YOU TRY TO DEFEND YOURSELF OR YOUR FRIENDS YOU GET ATTACKED EVEN MORE.WELL I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT. I HAVE REMOVED THE BULLSHIT FROM MY NAME I DON'T NEED IT AND IT WON'T BE BACK. I KNOW WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE HERE. I WILL BE THINNING MY FRIENDS LIST EVEN MORE. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT HIT THE BUTTON AT THE TOP AND DELETE ME. NOW. CLICK HERE IF YOU AGREE BTW I'M TIRED OF ALL THE CONTEST BULLSHIT AND PPL ASKING ME TO REPOST IT YOU'RE GONE TOO. ALSO ANY OLDER ACCTS WITH NO SALUTES GIT IR DONE OR YOU'RE HISTORY

The Flower
Ya know i'm goin to tell ya u all something. I had the bright idea of sending a couple of flowers to this girl i'm madly in love with ok fine thats cool right? HAHAHA the day before they were to be delivered she told me something. Something that broke every square inch of my body, mind and soul. She told me this a few months ago. I thought well she is pissed she is just telling me something. Now she tells me again. And i can't help but feel its the truth. And if it ain't y should i ever believe her ever again? You know i'm a dumb shit i'll admit it. But i wanna say something espically to "her" i would NEVER do that to u and i never did and i never will. NEVER!!! It hurt me. But hey guess what?? We are done. We are done for good. I never thought in a million years something like that would have been said or even done for that matter. My heart hurts!!!!!!!

Love
in the turns of the earth, searching for the one, will she be true to me and love me as all. Will she be all the things, I hope for and be. I can love her true as the knight I am, defend her always. Love, the most elusive thing there is, as a traveler of the waves of Time and Space, I am in motion. Love,so special, and so peaciful. Love is the things of the fabric of the universe, binding and vast. and can she indure in my realm, and can I indure in hers. Time will always tell.

The Knight Without Armour;before Years End
Again the the wheel of time has turn to end another year. In the realm, the Knight is still ever standing,Yet is alone. Watching the passing of time go by and seeing all. The world again doesn't see the knight,in all his splendor, watching all. The people go on with their lives,playing,loving and being. Time marches ever forward and the Knight is still. Letting the ebbs and flows swirl around him,for he is part of the Tapstery. Playing his part on the worlds stage, yet is always left on a stage alone. What things are and will be, yet what can all do in this little play. Watching the world go by and yet still not part of it, it's his calling. Waiting still for the one, which complete his cycle, and a new wheel turns. Time within time, turning, moving,flowing and yet so slowly. The Knight stands before time, and yet is not afraid, for he and time are one. And Time looks upon the Knight and wondors how he endures so. With all the things that have befallen the k

I Got Tagged!!!!!!!!
WELL I JUST GOT TAGGED AND THIS IS A FEW THINGS ABOUT ME... 1.I LOVE TO WORK PEOPLE SAY I WORK TO TO MANY HOURS A WEEK 50-60.... 2.I LOVE TO SAVE MONEY. I HATE TO SPEND CASH ON THINGS I DONT NEED BUT WANT... 3.I LOVE MY TRUCK 2007 F-150 I WASH IT TWICE A WEEK... 4.I DRINK A LITTLE JACK&COKE IS MY DRINK OF CHOICE!!!!! 5.I GO OUT SOMETIMES WITH MY FRIENDS BUT I DONT DRINK AND DRIVE.... 6.I DRIVE TOO FAST. I JUST TOOK A CLASS TO GET THE 6 POINTS OFF MY MVR... 7.I LIKE BOXING AND WRESTLING.... 8.MY EX-BOYFRIEND WRESTLES 2-3 TIMES A MONTH AND I STILL HAVE TO GO SEE HIS SHOWS. 9.I HAVE 4 WRESTLING BELTS MY EX WON THAT I WONT GIVE HIM BACK .HELL I LIKE THEM SO WHAT!!!!!HE CANT HAVE THEM BACK ...SUE ME!!!!! 10.I NEED TO GO OUT MORE AND STOP WORKING SO HARD!!!!!!!!

1st Thru 22nd (los Angeles)
i will be gone nearly a month. i should have some wifi access at the hotel or else i will crash over at ashlee's to use her computer. you all know youre going to miss me so leave me some messages if you can. there should be picture updates from time to time while im in california so be on the look out. XoxO -Jakob

Winers........................gets Old
I dont know about anyone else on here, but im getting really sick and tired of hearing and reading bout the winy shit about some one downrating CT has a scale on here from 1-10. Which the last time i checked meant you can rate as you see fit, it all you were supposed to rate was a damn 10 then thts all there would be............ and I understand about wanting someone to ask before ripping a pic, but dont be such a kid about it, if you dont want it done ( and you know its gonna happen anyway) then dont put the pic on ya know, ( thts the way i feel anyway) well anyway ill get off my soap box now, and go on my merry litte way lol

Questions
Why is it that people will rate you and make a few comments.. and expect you to do the same but after you fan them they dont fan u back...I think thats bullshit... I rate all 10's and I comment alot, I try to rate all pics unless ur 1 of those that have 100's then I gotta take my time to get to them , but if I fan you I would appreciate a fan back... Thanks for listening... Cindy

You'd Think I Was Blonde Or Something!
I am a Myspace girl. I admit it...lol. I got invited to this site by my best friend, Scott, and you'd think I've never been on a site like this before. I took me a week to figure out where to go to post a damn blog...lmao. At least I can start blogging now...lol. And while we're on the subject of this site... Man, I thought the guys were bad on Myspace! It's no comparison to the number of single, horny, desperate guys on here who can't seem to actually read a profile....lol. I wasn't on here a full TWO minutes and I had 47 friend invites! ALL from single guys whose profiles said they were into sex or looking for love. There is now way they had the time to read that I was married. Talk about getting overwhelmed though! Wow! How do people keep up with actually talking to each other if they're having to sift through a mountain of friend invites?? I actually read the profiles of each one to see what it is they are looking for. I'm sorry, but I'm no

Endless Sleep
Endless Sleep (7.24.04) Eyes slowly gazing to see the world. Breaths become slow and unfulfilling. The texture of the soil consumes the skin. Mother earth swallows another traveler for the great beyond.

Veal Chops With Basil Butter
INGREDIENTS: 25G softened butter 1 tbsp dijon mustard 1 tbsp freshly chopped basil olive oil 2 veal loin chops about 225g each salt, freshly ground pepper 1> to make the basil butter, cream the softened butter with dijon mustard and chopped basil in a mixing bowl then season with salt and pepper. 2> brush both sides of each chop with olive oil and season with alittle salt. 3> cook chops on a hot bbq or hot plate for 3-4 mins each side. 4> plate and add basil butter on top of the chops. serving suggestion:- some nice cooked seasonal vegies would go great with a glass of white dry wine

Still Missing You
Still Missing You As I awake in this world, I try and focus my sight, Hoping to find a beauty of this world. Almost blind due to the fact of her missing, Hoping my heart will beat once more. Searching endlessly but never finding what I seek, Hoping to find a beauty I have lost. Wandering without knowing, Hoping without wishing. Words echo in my head Repeating like a skipping record. Hoping to hear other words than “I’m still missing you”

Lifetime
A lifetime would not be enough… Time is of thy essence in life Life is not measured in love Nevertheless, Love is measure in time Why, why? If life can be created in-love And, life can be Taken in a split of a second Why, why? Must, I wait to tell you that... I feel love for you. It may be too soon or Perhaps too late I pause and think... Could it be that? I may have been loving you Even before, I met you So, why? Why? Why can I not tell you That I love you For Love is what you make feel For Love is what you awake in me For Love is easy to give to you For the beats of my heart called your name When it was still unknown to me But very well known to my heart That has heard your name since the first beat of my heart A lifetime would not be enough Loving someone is like caring for a garden, love it too much or too little and it dies, but love it just right and it will live forever.

Thunderstorms
What is it about thunderstorms that kick a libido into overdrive? I absolutely love the weather outside right now, minus the tornados and hail. We've got major thunderstorms all over the place. It's easy to guess my mood right now because of it but that's ok, right now I think the waiting will be worth it.

Letter From Charlie Daniels
HATS OFF TO CHARLIE DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! Did he ever hit the nail on the head with all the politicians: "I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people un this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame antbody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it a truly wonderful place.?? But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have anything against Mexican!? I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs

~~exploiting Our System Without Shame~~
MEXICAN INTERVIEW IN HOUSTON TX. Here is a REAL INTERVIEW with an illegal Mexican at a protest march in Texas. Trying to reason with an Illegal Mexican. Jim Moore reporting for a Houston TV station: Jim: Juan, I see that you and thousands of other protesters are marching in the streets to demonstrate for your cause. Exactly what is your cause and what do you expect to accomplish by this protest? Juan: We want our rights. We will show you how powerful we are. We will bring Houston to its knees! Jim: What rights? Juan: Our right to live here...legally. Our right to get all the benefits you get. Jim: When did you come to the United States? Juan: Six years ago. I crossed over the border at night with seven other friends. Jim: Why did you come? Juan: For work. I can earn as much in a month as I could in a year in Mexico. Besides, I get free health care, our Mexican children can go to school free, if I lose my job I will get Welfare, and someday I will have the

Lettuce, Tomato, And A Side Of Ranting Please!
Well, apparently, I've run into some bad things today. I know that I shouldn't but it just got to under my skin and made me think,"why?" I still feel a bit agitated at the fact that I don't have anybody as a friend or even a girlfriend. I keep running in my mind what would happen if I did run into that special someone in my life. And every time it ends up with me walking away from everything. I keep thinking about what the argument would be about. And I see my self saying,"Since when did you care? Since when did you ever cared about what I said, what I've done, what I have thought? Since when did your mind, body and soul ever truly care about my life? Love is a cruel and ridiculous sport that lies and kills you whenever there is an opportunity to pounce at such concept." I start to walk away and then that's when they say it. That's the exact point in which they insistently touch a nerve that you do not want anybody touching at all and say,"Do you say this because someone else th

Rewind!
Have you ever wished life had a rewind button,where u could rewind back through the good parts?Fast forward through the bad ones and even get back to the best part.Or the wonderful pause button to freeze that great moment in time.Just think if life was like that......where would we all be right now?Although,I sometimes wished I could do this..there are very few things I would change.The way my life has gone from the time I was born till now is meant to be.It has made me the person I am today.Just think if I had been born with a silver spoon in mouth..I would probably not be the person I am today.I have been hurt in several ways in my life from physically,mentally and emotionally but these things just made me a stronger person.Sometimes even when it seems that I am strong I still need that reassuring hug or touch.My smile does not mean that everything is ok..it just means that I have put everything bad aside for now and went through my day.When I go to work.. Only when I am alone,when t

The White Room
The White Room (4.8.02) My mind is lost, Lost among the people Lost among these rooms. I open my eyes to see one color but all I see is white. I close my eyes to escape but it fails, it is still white Day after day, Week after week, I see white. My dreams are white; the food I eat is white, No other color but white. I live my life among nothing, my days are spent sitting, Sitting in this white room.

My Thoughts
My thoughts are cloudy , things used to be so clear. My life has become so complicated, it used to be so easy. There were no worries. Not having to think weather or not I will have enough to pay my bills each month. How did it get this way? Where did I go wrong? Did i make a mistake with the route's I took? I don't know what to do. I want the life for my daughter to be good. I want her to have what I didn't have. I want to be Happy and in Love with someone. But who will that be? Will it ever happen? How can I expect someone to find me beautiful and irresistible if I don't think I am beautiful and irresistible? Will it be someone i am attracted to? Will I have to settle for less? Why can't the O.N.E. I Love, love me in return? For who I am and not what I look like? I know I have a good personality. Why can't that be enough? Life is hard right now. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. The one thing that keeps me going is Alicia. She is my love, my life. First and foremost my ALL

To My Baby
every rose has its own way about it. but when it is mixed in with a field of flowers it hard to pick it out. but u baby are like the one special rose that stands out in my world. in ur own special way. love u forever

A Tear For A Fellow Battle Buddy
Today i seen something that brought tears to my eyes and a overwhelming joy to my heart. Today they laid to rest a soldier near were i'm working. And as we (the soldiers) seen all the people come out to say a last goodbye i felt really honored to be a soldier. Makes me feel good that we are so thought of and respected. Really made me stop and think. There was a long line of bikers and the herse and cars. Really made me stop and think about what i'm doing and how proud i really am!!

It Was Too Hot
today was way too hot out like I know its almost summertime so the weathers gonna get higher and warmer but 86 degrees thats too hot and it wasnt just all hot out I was sweating all over I hate that Its good thing we have water to drink because if we did'nt I'd go nuts pop and sugary stuff makes you even thirtier and milk its not good when its warm out

New Beginnings
So I realize that I have not writen anything in a very long time. I guess my insperation has gone astray..... Well anyway I feel that I need to start back up again. I don't know if anyone who reads this really cares what I have to say, but I thought I would just inform you that I may not be writing just my "steamy" blogs that you all seem to love. So if you open a blog expecting just that I hope you still read what I have posted, hopefully what you find instead will not let you down. But also keep in mind I'm not going to stop the steaminess altogether, who do you think I am....... Much love, The White Rabbit

What He Did
a guy went up to his girlfriend and gave her 12 roses.he said ill love you until the last rose dies. she gladly accepted them. but when she grabbed them. she said "one of these is fake"he said "exactly". thats because i will love you forever!!! so very sweet i think!!!

I Wasn't Going To Blog So This Is Actually Just Random Things,
Ok, these past couple of days are finally done, and although I should be grateful that it is over for the weekend, I just don't know anymore. My ex called again last night (Wed) my guess is when he got off work (I got off 45 minutes before he did) and I didn't see him all day yesterday so that was a somewhat blessing. Other problems on Wednesday at work took my concentration to a whole new level. This morning however started out pretty easy enough, no major problems to deal with like the day before. BUT then again I was going towards the restroom and I know I saw my ex. Damn! I said to myself. So, when I saw him, I walked by him without making eye contact, arms crossed and was shaking my head no so he would know to leave me alone. I wasn't in the mood to hear what was going on with him, since I know I didn't sleep last night as it is. I guess the whole thing still has me stuck between a rock and a hard place. Tomorrow, I think we are going shopping for a new washing machine. The on

Loves Escape
She raises her head, And looked around. Her feet silently, Touched the ground. Moving along slowly, She made no sound. Looking far ahead, Her freedom unbound. Out into the night, Through meadow and field. The very ones, Her lover had tilled. He stood awaiting, Other side of the stream. His heart full, Of a lovers dream. His eyes shinning, With a lovers gleam. His mind full, Of a lovers scheme. She continues to run, Getting closer now. Wondering if they, Can make it somehow. She sees his, Burning light. Clear and soft, In the dead of night. He looks into her, Eyes so bright. She rushes into, His capable arms. Knowing that to her, Will come no harm. They fall together, Have a passionate night. If they hurry, They can get away. To far away lands, And adventures unknown.

Common Reactions After Trauma
Following a traumatic event, people typically describe feeling things like relief to be alive, followed by stress, fear, and anger. They also often find they are unable to stop thinking about what happened. Having stress reactions is what happens to most people and has nothing to do with personal weakness. Many will also exhibit high levels of arousal. For most, if the following symptoms occur, they will slowly decrease over time. Remember that most trauma survivors (including veterans, children, disaster rescue or relief workers) experience common stress reactions. Understanding what is happening when you or someone you know reacts to a traumatic event will help you be less fearful and better able to handle things. These reactions may last for several days or even a few weeks and may include: * Feeling hopeless about the future & detached or unconcerned about others * Having trouble concentrating, indecisiveness * Jumpy & startle easily at sudden noise

Hopeless.
Cold. Her body shakes as the droplet hits the floor, leaving a mocking red circle around the clear ones already present. "Why is it so cold," she thinks, still clucthing the razor in her fist causing more blood to hit the tile. She takes a look around her as if she hadn't been sitting in the same place for the past 4 hours. Nothing. Nothing worth taking in. Nothing but dirty, no longer white, tile, a dripping sink, and a ripped shower curtain. The only thing that might be worth a second look is her. But if you ask her she wouldn't think so. Sitting on the floor, arms curled around her knees and her head down causing her black hair to make a curtain around her face, but not enough to hide the tears that fall. Her naked body pale, fragile, and bleeding. Even in this state she's beautiful. Cold. It's so fucking cold. If she could just forget and get away from the cold. The razor in her fist slowly glides over her thigh adding another slash to the six dripping cuts previousl

Who Can Take A Joke These Days?
http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=63418 speeking of not being able to take a joke... this is my response: so i am going to post my side since there seems to be this thing with me being psycho or whatever people want to call it... idk why I am defending myself to a bunch of people on ct but o well I had a long day at work and feel like letting off some steem so here it goes... the fake profile her name was veronica, I created that so that maybe possibly i could figure out something about myself by leaving the drama side of my life out of everything and just strip everything down... it was not created to talk to Sailor or anything of that nature... the first person I was talking to I was really enjoying so I told him about my real profile and then told him all the actual real stuff about me and we laughed about it after I told him why I was doing what I was doing... durring all this Sailor starts talking to Veronica so I figured I would play a little joke on him and what not, de

This Is So My Attitude!!!
HEY! HEY! YOU! YOU! I DON'T Like Ur Girlfriend!! DON'T pretend!!! I think U KNOW I'M DAMN PRECIOUS!!!! And HELL YEA!!!! I'M a MOTHA FUCKIN' PRINCESS!!! In a second U'll be wrapped around my finger!!! CUZ, I CAN!! Cuz, I CAN do IT BETTER!!! There's NO other!!!!!! So, when's it gonna sink in?!!!! She's SO stupid!!! WHAT THE HELL were U THINKIN'?!!!!

A New Beginning
Its been a while since Ive written in a blog.....no one on here knows what has been going on in my life so I see it as a fresh start. Recently Ive been contacted by a couple ex-girlfriends and I am asking myself, why? Why not just let it be and let me go on in my life? Do they not understand, its over, its done, one cares for no one but herself and thinks that because I cared for her once she can keep fucking me over and screwing the other half of the county. The other loves her drugs so much that when I needed her the most in my life she was too fucked up to care. So I pushed them away and for once turned my back on them. I had to turn my back to see a future in front of me. This is my time, this is my step forward, this is my new beginning. I like to write in blogs so to those who read this I dont just ramble on about useless and pointless stuff.....I like to provoke thought and ask the hard questions in life and see if I can type out an answer. I hope that this blog is filled

Tell Me If I Am Wrong....
I have recently, got with a wonderful man, that I have been friends with on CT for quite awhile....My question is because he is my real life lover is it necessary to make him my CT hubby too? Even though, I know one day he will be my real life hubby....

I Am So Stressed!
I AM SO STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW IT ISN'T FUNNY! I AM HAVING SOME HEALTH ISSUES THAT ARE JUST SO STRESSFUL AND SOME FAMILY PROBLEMS AND I JUST CANNOT MAKE UP MY MIND ON HOW TO HANDLE ALL OF THEM. I MAY BE GOING TO SURGERY AND I HAVE GOT SOME ISSUES UPON LEAVING MY FAMILY HOME TO TRY NOT TO FIGHT WHILE I AM NO THERE. I AM THE REFEREE WHEN POSSIBLE. THE BOYFRIEND HASN'T FOUND A JOB YET AND MONEY IS TIGHT AND I HATE STRUGGLING JUST TO BE ABLE TO PAY BILLS AND GROCERIES. THE DOCTORS TOLD ME EASY EASY ON STRESS CAUSE IT IS REALLY HURTING ME. SO I CANNOT SEEM TO GET AWAY FROM THE STRESS AROUND ME. IT IS LIKE A MAGNET ANY MORE. CHERYL

A Love Lost ( Song I Wrote )
I took this picture just for you hoping you would like it too It's just me standing in the rain trying not to show the pain Pain i feel inside my heart because we were so far apart look at this and think of me And know I always think of you your in my heart, in my dreams I won't go I won't ever leave Remember back when we had fun? remember when I was the only one Remember when, you would say, I love you more, each and everyday I remember, you looking in my eyes And I remember you telling lies So look at this and think of me And know I always think of you your in my heart, in my dreams I won't go I won't ever leave I didn't see it coming, but I should have I wasn't good, and I wasn't bad Nothing on earth that I could do, I was starting, you were through And when you left, I had to cry Cause not one tear left your eye So Look at this and think of me I don't think of you anymore Not my heart, not my dream It ended when you closed the door

Some People Are Asses!?!?!
I have posted my first mumm. And as I expected I got ripped by several people. I have seen that these same people have posted non-sense, sex based mumms. I wonder why it is that someone with morals and convictions who is not here for a f*ck buddy, gets ripped on for real issues. Granted it was a bit inmature, but I was curious as to the like mindedness of the tappers. You know we preach tolerance, but why is it that these equal rightists are so biggoted and intolerate of any veiw that does not agree with theirs? And here's the moral of the story, People who live in glass houses, shouldn't throw stones. It would do us all good to remember that opinions are like ass holes. Everyone has one, and everyone thinks everyone else's stinks. This is just another rant from my boredom psychosis!!!

Volume Xx - Tb Blues And Other News
Well well, a lawyer from my hometown of Atlanta, GA is the dude who spread the TB on those airliners from Atlanta to Europe, to Montreal and back. He should be jailed after he's treated. He had warnings and orders not to fly in his condition, but he proceeded anyway. He should be jailed for a long time, and, since he's a lawyer, he should have to pay for the treatments for every person he infected. __________________________________________________ The presidential candidates are stepping into high gear, over who takes control of the White House next year. I've come to the conclusion that none of the current candidates--Republican and Democrat alike--share the true interests of freedom-loving citizens like myself, of which in modern times are few and far between. Obama and Clinton tout "universal health care", which, if implemented, would be such a disaster it would put Canada's system to shame. Giuliani is anti-gun, and plus, he's a Yankee, and probably has no interest in the Sout

True Story
This is TRUE --Check it out! http://www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/pancake.asp I recently made a batch of pancakes for my healthy 14-year-old son, using a mix that was in our pantry. He said that they tasted "funny," but ate them anyway. About 10 minutes later, he began having difficulty breathing and his lips began turning purple. I gave him his allergy pill, had him sit on the sofa and told him to relax. He was wheezing while inhaling and exhaling. My husband, a volunteer Firefighter and EMT , heated up some water, and we had my son lean over the water so the steam could clear his chest and sinuses. Soon, his breathing became more regular and his lips returned to a more normal color. We checked the date on the box of pancake mix and, to my dismay, found it was very outdated. As a reference librarian at an academic institution, I have the ability to search through many research databases. I did just that, and found an article the next day that mentioned a 19-year-old mal

Hope He Knows Its For Him
I see him online and can not talk to him. I wait for his call but know it may not come. I am writing this in hopes that he reads it to let him know I am thinking of him. Hope to talk to you again soon.

Rant...
So i sit here and quite frankly im really pissed about what.. well a lot of things. Im sick of wearing my heart on my sleve just to be played with. i think i want a relationship so bad that i fall for just about anyone and thats bad. im sick of the false hope... the untrue promises.. why is it that i find great women everywhere in the us but i cant find shit in my hometown or around my area when is it my time?? im so sick of dickheads getting girls they dont dseserve and here i am mr nice guy but no one wants me im the big brother.... FUCK THAT im so sick of my friends making out w there s.o in front of me get a fucking room im so sick of everything you emo bastards you can die too .. im so tired of trying to find some one... if you like me tell me cause im done chasing...

Quotes I Love!
Here are some quotes I love. (The first is for *you*) "The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough. " George Edward Moore " Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets." Arthur Miller "Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret." Ambrose Bierce "Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night. " Edgar Allan Poe "I like not only to be loved, but to be told I am loved." George Eliot "Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. " Buddha "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." Robert Frost "It's not what you look at that matters, it's

Exstrodenary Man Ur About To Pass Up On
I Do Not! Like Meeting Friends On A Slow Basis.Lifes To Short To Go Slow.So Speed The Freindships Up Please.I Wish That The Women That Viewed My Profile Would Stop & Take The Time To Comment Me.But Thats Not About To Happen.They Got There Head Shuved So Far Up There Ass That They Can't See Anything Else But Themselfs.I Realise Men Hit On You Daily Women But Thats Not My Fault That Im A Good Man & I Suffer For The Other Men's Bullshit Sexual Statments.If You Pass Up My Profile Here & Not Ask About Me Then Thats A Major Flaw On Your Part.For Im A Great Man & Im Far & Way!!! Above Average.

More About The New At&t
Okay, well today I was on the phones at work like I am all of the time and my last call just happened to be a customer inquiring about a new deal Cingular Wireless, the new AT&T...is promoting. The sad thing is that it is going on till the end of October though. I guess we are offering the new 99.99 unlimited talking plan for both consumer and business accounts. I certainly hope that this will boost the sales at least. Its going to be fun stuff I guess. And then we are offering 19.99 for unlimited texting too.

What True Friends Are!
Some of yall know of that saying, "Nice guys finish last", well I know two of those guys, They are two of the most wonderful men out there, Both very caring, very loving. Would go to the end of the earth to make sure I am happy. I'm not gunna drop any names but they know who they are. I just wanted to thank them for everything they have done for me, Down to the latest thing that has happend in my life, Both we're there for me in ways no one else would, well besides My mom. All three were my rock in the stress and painful time. I even woke my mom up a 5 in the morning cryin and she didnt get mad at me for it. The other two would drop what they are doin to be by my side! You dont find many friends out there like that, people who would drop what they are doin just to help you out when u need it the most, If you do find people like that, dont let them go, You will kick youself in the ass for it!

No Little Girls Please...
Lookin for ladies....I'm talkin WOMEN not some skinny little girls, thankyou. Real women with real curves that can appreciate mine. Married with children looking for playmate... have an understanding hubby who doesn't even have to be there....

Steph Up Yours And Majorsharps Wedding
HEY CHERRY LOVERS , YOU ARE ALL INVITED TO ATTEND THE WEDDING OF STEPH AND MAJOR SHARP ON JUNE 4th AT 12:30 A.M. PLEASE PLAN ON ATTENDING AND CELEBRATING WITH US IT WILL BE A VERY HAPPY OCCASION. AND THEY WOULD LIKE ALL OF THIER CHERRY FRIENDS TO BE THERE. AND TO ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE W.C.M PURDY FAMILY YOU ARE EXPECTED TO JION IN THIS BLESSED EVENT. THE FAMILY HOPES TO SEE ALL OF OUR FRIENDS THERE. IT WILL BE HELD AT http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7554 PLEASE COME AND JION IN THE FUN WE THANK YOU, THE PURDY FAMILY

Decided On My Next Car
Though I dislike talking about things concerning the passing of my Father, these are my thoughts and I suppose I have to acknowledge them, especially if they are good ones... this came to me so fluid it had to be destiny, cuz it felt right instantly without thinking it over... it just made sense. Right now I drive a 1998 Dodge Neon with no a/c and a lot of body damage. I also have no stereo and the car is covered in dust because I don't love it. I've had the car since I was 16, minus the 3 years it took to have a rebuilt engine put in... and I've only had it back now for about a year and a half. When whatshername sells my father's house I'm definately going to buy a new vehicle. I hadn't decided what and don't care to spend much over $10K because I'd like to save most of what I'll have for other things. Tonight, I started browsing through auto trader ads out of boredum and didn't see anything I liked for around that price that didn't seem like a boring cheap piece of shit. I decided to

If I Was Gone Tomorrow
If I Was Gone Tomorrow If I was to leave tomorrow to never return would you miss me. Would your heart be hurt and tears in your eyes cause you didn't get to say or do things with me;if I were to leave tomorrow could you move on with life without me being here to wipe away your tears,if I was to leave tomorrow and not return I love you and will see you again on the other side. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson ( ThunderWarrior)

I Put Some Music On My Page
It's some of the mouldie oldie music that I like from the seventies, eighties and nineties. I'm sure it will annoy some people when they arrive and the random shuffling feature is on some noisy track (like Lizzy Borden just annoyed me, even if I do like it). I couldn't find a lot of things to put there, but I was surprised at some I did find. I have a huge CD collection at home and many of the albums are rare and not easily found. When I do find them they are invariably imports with high prices. I'm a big fan of Tony Carey, for example.

Greener Pastures
this week may be the beginning of a wonderious adventure, a friend has made an effort for me to see a stables in GA, now i am a male paramore of 38 years of age, that has been around horses for thirty of those years, even have pics of my mother riding with heroheto of japan. so i might make a good stable hand... lionlon

Stalkers , Trolls
What is an Internet stalker? At its mildest, a stalker is simply a troll that has attached itself to an individual. At worst, boring, at best, flattering. Find out about trolls. But a stalker can be a serious predator, using the Internet to pursue a real or imagined vendetta, or other perverted agenda. Risk assessment is an essential first step.

My Dark Side
I started to develop a liking for the darker side of music, movies and art around the time my brother introduced me to GWAR... so around 13. My brother often talked about gruesome things, probably trying to gross out his little sister and only sibling, but insted it sparked more of an amused following from me than a retreat from his presence. I liked to gross out people as much as my brother did. I have since surrounded myself with horrorcore rap, horror movies and graphic reality fatality movies, which have pretty much scarred me from actually enjoying seeing graphic violence to being more thrilled by the concept. Developing into being grossed out by gore has only heightened my liking for horror. I started getting into demonic art around the GWAR time as well. I would draw graphic pictures of people dying and would hold on to any clippings of gorey art I could find. The internet made it much easier to appriciate dark and morbid art. I have downloaded graphic programs and made da

Pitbulls In Dog Fancy Magazine!!!
quote from: http://www.dogchannel.com/dog-magazines/dogfancy/dog-fancy-american-pit-bull-terrier.aspx "Can-do Dog With a zest for life, the outgoing American Pit Bull Terrier rewards responsible owners with affection. By Eve Adamson Like any happy, healthy American Pit Bull Terrier, Penny loved life with fervor and enthusiasm. When Ginny York, an American Pit Bull Terrier breeder in Virginia threw Penny her favorite ball, it wouldn’t bounce more than once before Penny dove across the yard to catch it mid-air. Whenever the Yorks took Penny to the river, this show champion flew out of the car, raced down the steps, leapt into the river and out, and was back at the car in seconds to see what was taking everybody so long. When Penny suffered an embolism at the age of 10 and her rear legs became paralyzed, York was heartbroken, but in the car on the way home from the vet, she showed the ailing Penny her favorite ball. Want to read the full story? Pick up the July 2007 issue

Seems Like....
My stash isn't good enough for everyone,OR my blogs,fine whatever.Don't wanna comment,Fine I don't care.Kinda makes me feel better knowing that maybe I can't write for shit.Well thanks hope your all happy and dandy!

Grilled Chicken And Vegetable Kebabs With Yogurt Dressing
This recipe serves: 6 Ingredients For the yogurt marinade and dressing: 2 cups plain non-fat yogurt 2 cloves garlic, minced juice and zest of 1 lemon 1 tablespoon honey 1/4 cup chopped, fresh mint leaves salt to taste freshly ground black pepper For the chicken and vegetable kebabs: 1 1/2 pounds skinless, boneless chicken thighs 2 tablespoons olive oil juice of 1 lemon 2 small red onions, peeled and cut into eigths 2 medium zucchini, cut into 3/4-inch half rounds 2 red bell peppers, cut into 1-inch pieces 1/2 pound medium-sized mushrooms 18 metal or bamboo (soaked in water) skewers 3 pieces pita bread 1 lemon, cut into wedges Cooking Instructions For the yogurt marinade and dressing: 1. Combine the yogurt, garlic, lemon juice and zest, honey, mint, salt and pepper in a large mixing bowl and stir to combine. 2. Divide the mixture in thirds: place one third (the dressing) in a decorative serving bowl, place another third (marinade for the chic

Grilled Coconut Shrimp With Pineapple Salsa
This recipe serves: 4 Ingredients For the pineapple salsa: 1 1/2 cup canned or fresh crushed pineapple, drained 1 jalapeño chili pepper, seeded and finely chopped 1 red bell pepper, seeded and diced 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice salt to taste For the grilled shrimp: 1/2 cup lite coconut milk 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice 1 tablespoon low-sodium soy sauce 1 tablespoon freshly grated ginger root 1 tablespoon brown sugar 20 large shrimp, peeled and deveined freshly ground black pepper 3 cups cooked rice 1/2 cup cilantro sprigs 4 metal or bamboo (soaked in water) skewers Cooking Instructions For the pineapple salsa: 1. Place the pineapple, jalapeño pepper and red pepper in a bowl and toss to combine. Season to taste with lime juice and salt. Refrigerate until ready to serve. (This can be made in advance and stored in the refrigerator for up to 3 days. For the grilled shrimp: 2. Combine the coconut milk, lime juice, soy sauce, ginger and brown

Simply Grilled Chicken
This recipe serves: 4 Ingredients For the chicken: 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts, 4 to 6 oz. each 1 tablespoon olive oil salt and pepper Cooking Instructions For the chicken: 1. Preheat the grill to medium-high. 2. Sprinkle the chicken with salt and pepper and drizzle with olive oil. 3. Place the chicken on the grill and cook until the juices run clear, about 6 to 8 minutes per side. 4. Place the chicken on a serving platter and let it rest for 3 minutes before serving. Serving Size: 1 chicken breast Nutritional Information Number of Servings: 4 Per Serving Calories 182 Carbohydrate 0 g Fat 7 g Fiber 0 g Protein 29 g Saturated Fat 1 g Sodium 106 mg

Excited!
so here's the story: I've got 2 wisdom teeth that are causing me problems. I can't wait to get them taken out. My aunt Michelle is a receptionist for an oral surgeon.. and she talked to him.. and since I don't have insurance and she's my aunt, he's going to do it for free. I go today to get my x-rays done.. then Friday, June 15th is when I go to get my wisdom teeth taken out. I'm nervous about it, but they are going to put me to sleep. and I'm gonna have to be off work for a few days.. so Friday is a good day of the week to do it on since I don't work weekends.

You Are Unique
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND WEEKEND.. TAKE CARE .. LOVE GERI You Are Unique Enjoy that uniqueness. You do not have to pretend in order to seem more like someone else. You weren't meant to be like someone else. You do not have to lie to conceal the parts of you that are not like what you see in anyone else. You were meant to be different. Nowhere ever in all of history will the same things be going on in anyone's mind, soul and spirit as are going on in yours right now. If you did not exist, there would be a hole in creation, a gap in history, something missing from the plan for humankind. Treasure your uniqueness. It is a gift given only to you. Enjoy it and share it! No one can reach out to others in the same way that you can. No one can speak your words. No one can convey your meanings. No one can comfort with your kind of comfort. No one can bring your kind of understanding to another person. No one can be cheerful and lighthearted and joyous in your w

Daily Horoscope June 1
"Oh, 'Give you a home, where the antelope roam ....' In other words, the stars are telling you to head for greener pastures and wide-open fields. It's all about exploration, expansion and manifesting your destiny." Expand my horizons. Hm.

Inspiration
Well after the whole copied profile incident i decided to change things up a bit... well... alot lol. If anyone else likes what they see and doesn't want to be bothered coding their own i can try to knock up a profile or two for my lovely friends lol ;)

Love You!(this For My Real Freinds In Ct)
Hugssssssssssssss Love ya.. One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it . It's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no

Song Or Poem You Decide
Im so tired of being alone. No one to share my joy. No one to share my sorrows and pain. Im so tired of being alone. Each night I pray to god and the stars above, that someday I find my love. A love that had evaded me so far. Im so tired of being alone. My days are filled with sorrow. my nights with darkness. Im looking for the light. One to share my joy, my sorry and my pain. Im so tired of being alone. 5/31/07

Free Golf Wedges!
A friend asked me to post this for everyone & he would give me a piece of what he makes. Seems like a cool deal if you are into that golfing thing. He also says to not forget to copy the certificate code down first before heading to the site, cause you will need it when you get there. Well anyways, enjoy! (repost of original by 'lc' on '2007-06-01 05:17:35') (repost of original by 'Mr_@ssh0le' on '2007-06-01 05:46:16') (repost of original by 'DUKEsucks' on '2007-06-01 05:50:06') (repost of original by 'NCAA Basketball Tournament Pool' on '2007-06-01 05:54:29') (repost of original by 'MrOrangeman' on '2007-06-01 05:59:59')

Pat?
why do some female profiles contain the word pat where gender is supposed to be? i know who pat is. It's the person from snl who nobody can figure if it was man or a woman. what does it mean on cherrytap? the woman is a lesbian? the woman is a transvestite? the woman is a bisexual? what????????????????

Reply To Blog I Read
ok, i seen a blog that was posted about me from a so-called friend. so, I am being accused of tellin lies on a "certain someone"? well, let us get the facts straight here!! HE is not going threw a nightmare first off. You have to care about something in order for that to happen. HE never cared about me in the least. The only thing HE cared about was HIMSELF!!! If he ever cared about me at all, in any way, he would never of done the things to me that he did. (which we will get into shortly) First off, I have never accused him of being a "woman beater"!! HE attacked and hit me in front of our 2 small children, and I put a PFA on him. So, if I am wrong for that, sue me!! BUT I will NOT stand by and let any "man" hit me over lies his family told him!!!!!!!!! And I certainly will NOT wait around until it gets to the point that he does beat me and I am stuck gettin surgery to fix what he damaged!! I am not that stupid!!! And to make things clear, this is what happened. HE came

Why I Should Own The World
There comes a time in my life, like, every few weeks or so, when i realize, I should own the world. Cuz ya know what, i would do a damn good job of ruling the world... and being the Queen... cuz ya know, shit would go my way more often... and things would be done the way i want them to be done... (which is of course, the right way, duh) anyways though... last night was pretty cool... work went by quickly... which is always nice... i chatted all night... how unusual huh? It stormed like MAJOR bad... quickly, but it was BAD... tree limbs down everywhere... all kinds of stuff... bad bad bad... but man, rain is SOOOO awesome... one of these days i want to have sex IN the rain... like, naked as the day i was born, having sex, in teh rain... man that would be soooo awesome... thought i would add that... anyways, other than that, things are going ok i guess... i'm stressed as hell, cuz of the wholse house, packing, moving ordeal... but other than that, i'm doing quite lovely... just

A Buisness Trip
A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business; I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Charlotte ." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting right next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs! Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are there?" "Well," she explained, "one popular myth is that African-American men are the most we

Obsessed With Size
Serbs barter cows for penises Serbian men are swapping their prize cows to get a bigger penis. The bizarre exchange was revealed by the country's top plastic surgeon Srecko Djordjevic who said dozens of farmers obsessed with the size of their penis had traded in their prize cows for larger members. He said: "The size of a man's member seems to play a big role in our society and the price of the operation, around £400, is almost exactly what a good cow is worth - so farmers are choosing to swap a cow if it means a bigger penis." The urologist, who is based in the central town of Kragujevac, told the news agency Sina that the only problem had been that some farmers had unrealistic ideas of what they could get for their money. He said: "Some of them want to add 10 centimetres and that is just not possible - at least not for just one cow."

Dumb F*ck's Of The Week
Indian family exhumes son's corpse to revive him Thu May 31, 10:59 AM ET The corpse of an Indian man was exhumed by his family in a remote eastern village in the belief that a witch doctor could bring him back to life, three days after he died. Arun Majhi, 21, died after he was bitten by a snake while scouring the jungle near his home for firewood last Thursday and his grieving family buried him the same day. But two days later, Majhi's mother dreamt that her son could come back to life. On Sunday, they dug his grave, exhumed the corpse and hired Natabara Sahu, a local witch doctor, who promised to do his best. "I am sitting beside my son waiting for him to come back to life," Bibhisan Majhi, Arun's father, told Reuters Television as he fanned Arun's corpse, which was covered with a mosquito net. But with Arun still dead two days after the witch doctor was hired, the family gave up and reburied him in Bhejapadar village in the eastern state of Orissa. Superstitions are widespr

Sex Is Good For The Body
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities o

Wont Be On For A While
so im movign again my roomates doing some heavy shit so im getting a storage unit and putting all my shit in it and then well who knows where life may take me maybe to some far away land or maybe ill be stuck here forever. i dont know ...but i do hope that i will do somthing great with my life if not great at least something good... anyways if you need to get ahold of me youll find a way ...either that or its really is our time to part -goodbye

Ouch!!!
It was fun chasing an illusion.. it gave me a reason to be happy even if it wasn't real... but any chase surely has to end... coz when it did end, I was left with nothing... but a memory of something that never existed.

Back To The Online (christian) Dating Scene...
Remember this post? It says that eHarmony is a christian dating service. Well, I guess they can be whatever they want to be, since it's a private business.Or can they... It turns out they are based in Pasadena, California. And California has an anti-discrimination law for sexuality. And christianity doesn't like homosexuals.Gays and lesbians and bisexuals, oh my!So, now there's a news story about a woman now suing eHarmony for not matching homosexuals together. From the story: Linda Carlson said she tried to use the Internet site in February to meet a woman but could not based on her sexual orientation. When Carlson wrote to eHarmony to complain, the company refused to change its policy, according to the lawsuit filed on her behalf in Los Angeles County Superior Court. The lawsuit claims that by only offering to find a compatible match for men seeking women or women seeking men, the company was violating state law barring discrimination on the basis of sexual orientation.

Free Desk & Black Entertainment Stand For Sale
The Desk Below is free. Must pickup - Located in Seymour - The Black Entertainment stand below is for sale. $50.00 Located in Seymour - Must pickup - About 1 year old. Completely sturdy

Fans
ITS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT WITH ALL THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE I CAN NOT GET ANYONE TO ADD ME AS A FAN. I AM TRYING TO GET AT LEAST A 1000 OR MORE FANS. I HAVE 930 NOW PLEASE FAN ME AND I WILL RETURN THE FLAVOR.......MUCH LOVE BABYDOLL0215 Graphics and Glitters by HitupMyspace.com

Stuff I Like
There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. The Magic Of Love Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!! When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out. Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more it is willing to see less Love is a moment that lasts forever.. Love reminds you that nothing else matters. Love is a decision not an emotion or feeling, that if made f

$5'000 Mosqueto Foger
well i finaly got the new brag bike engine fired up on tuesday night i was tickled it fired rite up .only spun over about 3 times after i primed the oil system and then after about 30-45 seconds in to the breakin @1'800rpm it started smoking and i mean smoking (mosqueto foger)so i shut it down looked over my check list nope i did every thing rite so i pulled the plugs to see witch cylinder was pumping oil and guess what .the plugs wer perfict all 4 of them so now im realy bent outa shape its like wtf. so i pulled the header off and low and behold my head bilder that ported this head ground somuch out of the exhaust port he got into the oil gally so i call him up and he said o yah it happens a lot im like wtf man so he said pull it off and send it back and hell weld it up im like ok how long is this gona take and he sed i dont know so i now have a bike with a dismantled engine thats going to the next how ever many points races (damb it)....................go figure

A Loverly Interlude.
For some reason, my lower body is sore today. I'm not sure from what this soreness stems, but with every step I take, I certainly feel it in my lower back, my glutes, my abductors, my hamstrings, my quads, and my calves. Strange, but life goes on. Check it out! This man offered to fulfill my wildest dreams. It went a little something like this: Dream-fulfilling Man: "Well, aren't you just as pretty as a peach?" Transparent Me: "Well, I don't know if I'd put myself in such a high class, but thank you just the same." Dream-fulfilling Man: "Yeah. I bet your life has never been better!" Transparent Me: "You're right." Dream-fulfilling Man: "I know. Now that I'm in your life, it just has to be better." Enter cheesy smirk. Transparent Me: "But of course." Dream-fulfilling Man: "You know, little lady, I can make your wildest dreams come true! Transparent Me: "You would do that for me?" Dream-fulfilling Man: "Baby, I'll do all that and more!"

Women With Similarities
Two women in the same city. These two women you might think share similarities. Both have been educated to a point. Both are attractive. Both can earn cash and neither depends on a man for that. They both do, however, depend on men for other duties. The likeness ends there. Let’s begin with The East Side Woman. She hired a private detective to follow her around. He was unaware of who had hired him. He was told that he was employed by a Mr. So-an-So who would be out of town on a business trip and the woman’s voice on the phone was Mr. So-and-So’s personal assistant. Her contact e-mail was such-and-such. He, the private detective, would be on the job for a week and then report what he had seen to Mr. So-and-So. Half the money had already been moved into his account and it was better than his standard rate. But the client wanted this woman watched for long hours at a time, going into the early hours of morning. The woman in question had a busy social life so there was alwa

Show Him Some Luv
Please help a very good friend of mine win a contest he is in. "The Sweetest Candy" contest AND HE IS THE SWEETEST!! He had helped me win my contest I was in. He is truly amazing and loyal... He deserves to win this...so common guys...help a SWEET GUY out! Contest Runs from June 1st - June 10th Click on the picture below to rate and comment bomb {UAO Bomb Squad}:{Carmel Apple}

Crumb
A bitter crumb From the bread of life Dipped in blood red wine Lodged in my throat Cutting off my air Raising my dispair A word softly spoken Screams inside my head Until I wish I were dead Feeling their stares Rank condemnation A cold determination To hate all that I am Without knowing why Who would dare defy All gathered about my corpse All that remains is a shell And they bid me an icy farewell And so i descend Knowing not where I go Or why I'm alone Whispers circle around Echoes of sweet moments past How I wish they would last But I must depart Going deeper in my maze Heart torn and mind dazed I hear your voice calling I'm afraid to hope So i blindly grope Reaching with longing A hunger I cannot expain Burns till only ashes remain And then I see your face And my dream comes true At then end of it all I find you

Eyes
Close your eyes and visualise A place of love and peace Hear inside,a river's flow Let go, outside world, cease. Prisms of vivid colours see Rainbows arching high Bright blue backdrop hovers calm, a wondrous tranquil sky Let the outer world be gone. Settle down and feel The colours, peace, tranquility Feel it, make it real. Lay your body down to rest upon the cool green grass. Open up your inner eye, in here, no time to pass. The sound of water flowing. The wondrous warming sun. Settle now your inner soul Relax and be as one... Watch the flitting butterfly with enormous coloured wings. Listen to the chorus of the songbird as it sings. With inner mind and spirit Relax now, to your core. Your body lies in perfect peace visit again, when you need more. You open up your shiny eyes and feel so fresh, anew. Your journey's end has come again Awaken, tranquil through........

Failure!
So I said I would become friends with only people I could strike up a conversation with... Well I confess I failed! I have met some great people so far, but have to confess I have also added some people as friends because I want to progress and be a little more popular here on CT.. Does that make me a bad person?

Go Now & Get Cokerewards
100084226454945 - free 20 oz. coke 100084148441474= 25 POINTS 100084056688357 - 25 Points 100082622438433 - 10 Points 100082211832616 - 10 Points 100082157763657 - 5 Points 100082021821624 - 3 Points 06/28/2007 I JUST USED THESE CODES. THEY ARE STILL WORKING. YOU GUYS GO FOR I IF U HADN'T ALREADY. IF U NEED A LINK TO GET THERE. LET ME KNOW. I don't know how long these codes will last. I just used them this morning. Well thougth I would share with my friends. GOod Luck

Fucked Up
blood on my hands... my dress covered in the ink of the flesh like a coloring book, white was the fabric i wore on this judgement day not long i took. my eyes would gaze in wickedness and sympathy on this heart, my concious of butterflies fly around my psycho spirit to depart. i went totally insane on the carcass aside of me on my romantic madness, hearing my memory begins the ripping and tearing asking for forgiveness. i dare to destroy an innocent who i knew in childhood like glass, screaming and gasping insanity to ashes and dusts for it all to pass. my hands are what did god's power to take a wonderful life, my hands can do the magic even the devil can't with a knife. the blood on my hands... they did it all. Mood:fucked up Music:sleepwalk - Jessicka

20 Things A Guy Should Know
20 ways to win a girl's heart 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then

Untitled
I miss you like clouds miss the rain bellies once full now emptied again once full as a mother awaiting birth relieved of life as it waters the earth, the thirsty earth will nourish on your sweet. I walk through cool grass in bare feet. I miss you like sunshine before the rain that warmed my skin and bleached each stain.

Passing The Blame
The first to get the last word The hatred that's inside You are your own victim There's nothing there to hide Proclaiming you are honest Everyone's done you wrong Play your games Words are lame The next girl/guy will catch on Users, and abusers Oh the whoa is me Everyone has hurt you Oh how they've hurt you deep Broken heart was bended As you fell to your knees Your words of love and passion Are as fake as they can be life's true reality Eventually due to show Someday you will grow up And then you know you'll see Looking back onto your past Wondering why you are so lonely Ignoring all the facts Knowing that you had done wrong Showing you the broken hearts That you've crushed and thrown away Living in your own misery Only you are now to blame No one there is by your side To help you pass the shame Be mad as you choose to be Curse and throw a fit You are number one this time On your own shit list.

Time To Find Another Job
Good Afternoon Tigers Team! Chase has decided not to renew Image Quest’s contract due to consolidation. Chase made this decision effective today which means we will not be working any more Tigers games. If the Pistons continue on this season to have a home game, we will be working those games. After that, it unfortunately leaves us with no immediate events in your area for continued employment. I want you all to know that you are each very hard working and dedicated and this in no way reflects on you and your performance or on Image Quest and our performance as a company. This was a business decision made by Chase and no other factors were involved. If we find we have any other events in your area, we will let you know. Thank you and I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors. Bo Koskey Vice President Sports Marketing Image Quest Worldwide Inc.

Who Knows Me Best?!?!?
Who knows me best? The race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME...even if you don't have any idea...and send it back to ME (via reply). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest 1. My name: 2. Summarize me in one sentence: 3. Where did we meet: 4. Take a stab at my middle name: 5. How long have you known me: 6. When is the last time that we saw each other: 7. Do I drink: 8. Do I smoke: 9. Do I do Drugs: 10. Am I happy: 11. Am I a good person: 12. What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: 13. What's one of my favorite things to do: 14. Who do I love more than my life: 15. Am I funny: 16. Have you ever made me smile..if so when & how: 17. What's my favorite type of music: 18. Have you ever seen me cry: 19. Can I sing: 20. What is the best feature about me: 21. Am I shy or outgoing: 22. Am I a rebel or do I

People
Its amazing that I haven't went on a murderous rampage yet. Living in a trailer park is a continueous episode of fuckin Springer. People are cunts around here. These motherfuckers get all up in business that is not theirs,Then they get mad,You'd think when they get all bent out of shape they'd come punch you in the face or at lesat yell,Right? Well not here you know what they do here when their mad they were discontinued? They call child services and tell them You're all strung out. Thats wonderful huh? Well I know who called,You are on my friends list and will probably read this So what I got for you is a big ole HAHAHA Bet you didnt count on me having friends who work at child services and guess what one of them took both your calls. Be a man you walk around here like one so next time you have a fuckin issue,just hit me Don't ever fuck around with my kids.

Enslaved
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.

Vacations
It seems like everyone I know takes their vacations in the summer. Family and friends plan trips. People want me to go have a good time with them. I would love to go somewhere during the summer. The only problem is I work in road construction in Michigan. Summer is the busiest time of the year. Nobody seems to want to get away during the winter when I have just about all the free time in the world. I guess I'll plan a vacation for myself this winter.

Ive Been Thinking About When You Leave
its easy to sleep next to you, and its nice to wake up and see you sleeping next to me and as creapy as it is its even nice to wake up and see you staring at me ..when your not with me i think about you cause ive had a ton of fun hanging out with you. it scares me though because i know that a year from now you want to move away.. who will i stay up all night with drinking .. and who will i make jelous when we go out cause girls check me out instead of checking you out. who will i walk down the street with and check out the same girl and say i was thinking the same thing ..im an independant person and it really scares me that i care about you and our friendship soo much...cause when its gone .. a part of me will be too .

Love
Why must you be so far away? I see you only in my dreams I need you now, here with me I need to feel your arms around me I love you so much yet your so far away Why can't you be here, with me, today? I need you know, I need your shoulder to cry on I need to feel your arms around me I will make you see That I love you, you mean the world to me I need to feel your lips upon mine And I need to feel your fingertips gently caress my cheek I need you so much, even as I speak You mean the world to me, I will make you see That I love you so, and I need you here with me.

Hurt
I hurt, oh how I hurt Searching for answers Where do I turn? My heart filled with despair Crushed and torn apart Should I make a new start? Or should I just forget about it and not go on Theres no point in living My life is pointless; worthless What the hell did I do to deserve this? Everybody is leaving me behind I need a place to go and unwind To escape from it all I need answers I need help I need someone to save me from all hell I need love I need hope I need someone to help me cope I need direction I need understanding But most of all I need to know that Im needed

Used To The Pain
Used to the pain Keith Urban And so I wrote this song for you I think I know just what you're going through Did you believe you'd never change Nothin ever stays the same I know it's hard holdin on Even harder trying to let it go And so you're frozen like a stone But you are not alone Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain What you hide inside I see There's a scar that's always gonna be There's a past in everyone You can't undo You can't outrun Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain Once you get used to the pain

My Special Someone
I set here listening to it roaring thunder on this hot summer afternoon. Watching the light raindrops fall from the heavens. It feels like the tears i weep the night we shared our first kiss and hug. I shed tears not of sadness but of joy from the moment u came into my life. No matter where i go i see in the heavens above me the trees etc. Baby i could go on forever but i wont. You know how i feel about from my heart, mind and soul. It belongs to u now and the end of time and past that. God brought us together and i thank him everyday that he did. So baby i will end this like this. If loving u is a crime i will pay my dues for it. Cause I'll be guilty till end of time.

Things That Make Us Wonder
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people

Teach Me...
Teach me how to love, for i guess i know it not. Trying hard is not enough, it doesn't reach the spot. The place inside your heart, is where i wish to be. And though the path seems long and dark, i know that you can see. My love is never ending, and only just for thee. So take my love into your heart, and shape it as you should. For no one loves you more than me, and no one ever could........Silverthorn...

Some Of The Things I Believe
I believe - . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. Remember that! I believe - . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't. I believe - . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . that we are resp onsible for what we do, no matter how

Leaving Ct
hey Everyone, I will soon be deleting my profile.. so if you want me to keep in touch you need to send me an alternative way by private message! Thanks to all my new friends... many of you are very special to me! xo Cheryl

A Love Story
A Love Story I will seek and find you . . .. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you . I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot (BETTER LATE THAN NEVER) "YOU CAN CLOSE YOUR EYES TO THINGS YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE, BUT YOU CAN'T CLOSE YOUR HEART, TO THE THINGS YOU DON'T WANT TO FEEL"

Negative People
i can't stress this enough, people with negative atitudes need to shut the fuck up and grow up, you negative losers bring other people down to your stupid level, i dislike negative people, most negative people are jobless losers with no sense of direction on life so they take it out on others, it's better off ignoring the negative person hoping that they would grow up

This Is Amazing
Yesterday while checking the main myspace page of the 11 I have, I know q: what's the point of so many?) a: just or the heck of it. Anyway, back to the subject. I opened an message that was sent to me from my biological mother...who I've never met in my 24 years on this earth. I find out that I now have 3 brothers, and sister on her side. On my father's side (I've never met him either) I have 2 twin sisters. She said that she just got the urge to look me up on myspace and found me. FYI~ I was adopted straight out of the hospital because she was only 19 years old, and in the military. (I thought this as an important piece of information needed in order to understand the situation.

Quote For June 1
In terms of being late or not starting at all, then it's never too late. -- Alison Headley Bonus Quote: I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by -- Douglas Adams This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Trying To Level Up
once again im down under 1000 points to level up, ive added some new morphs and pics in my folder if you have any free time please stop by and check them. Some are funny some are cool. Im also in a blast giveaway where I could use some more help if anyone has any free time come share the love at this pic link...ill return the favor whenever needed. Thanks for helping me out my friends LUV YA ALL.

I Will Buy A Gift For Everyone...
that helps me out. I have a lot of friends and just one vote from everyone would help me a lot. I want to be on the show "Real World" but so far I only have 25 votes. There are only 4 day and 16 hours left...so please help me out. I will buy a gift for everyone who votes for me. All you have to do is vote and leave me a comment on the site with your cherrytap link. Please repost! www.realworldcasting.com/people/Karena Vamp

Damn The Doctors!
Ok, so if you've been keepin up with this whole damn thing, you know that I wasn't gonna go to the doctor until it hurt really really bad...today is that day. Just got back from the doc and I'm so mad at her. She made me move it in ways I can't even do when it's 100%, and made it hurt worse. To top it all off, she didn't give me any kind of pain meds and I'm dyin over here. So, she tells me it's not my rotator cuff/cup whatever...which is good, but! There's always a but! I have tendonitis in my shoulder. She recommended that I get some Motrin and take three with breakfast, three with lunch, and three with dinner. Call me stupid, but I think that's called over dosing? Anyways, I'm gonna see if I can't get some generic anti-inflamitories and if I do, I have to take them for a week...if no improvement, go to the athletic doc. So, another reason I'm pissed at the doc is because her bitch ass made me get on the scale. I don't weigh myself. I look in the mirror and say "I need t

Wednesday's Ex Is In The Contest And Need Your Help!
It would be nice if you could join in to finish this crazy race from hell. Or in the Massacure which we can't catch up due to someone who's in the contest is killing us! :-( Please help us beat this contest for all of us including my goth sis Wednesday. Thank you all

Come Meet Me At The Flo Lounge (june 8th)
Come Join me at The Flo Lounge June 8th. It's going to be so much fun. Hope to see you there. The Flo Lounge 2325 Ulmertion Road Clearwater, Fl 33762 Official Myspace Muah xoxo, Breann

My Life
It is so funny how you spend forever trying to figure life out and just when you think you have it, the unexpected comes along. I always thought I knew what I wanted and damn it I was going to get it, even it took me until my dying day. I hate change. Things should always be the way I expect them to be. I try to keep control of everything to make sure that it is that way. Recently, something unexpected came up and changed what I want in life, what I expect in life and everything that I think should be. I am trusting something I would not normally trust, believing in dreams that I thought were just dreams and I am willing to sacrifice everything to achieve it all. It is definitely not what I planned on, not even close to being able to fulfill that, but oddly enough, I think I am okay with it! I just hope that it is what it seems! And I thank you for giving it to me! I have made alot of leaps of faith lately and life has never been any better. I hope to God it stays th

To My Wife
THIS IS STRANGE FOR ME TO DO, I WAS JUST PLAYING ON THIS SITE. THINKING MY WIFE WOULD NOT FIND OUT. SHE DID, THIS IS A BIG MISTAKE ON MY PART BECAUSE SHE HAS STOOD BY ME FOR OVER 20 YEARS AND I DO THIS TO HER, IF IT WAS NOT FOR HER I WOULD HAVE DIED FROM MY HEART ATTACK, AND NOW I HAVE MORE OR LESS BROKEN HER HEART WITH WHAT I HAVE DONE. I ONLY WISH SHE WOULD FORGIVE ME BECAUSE THIS IS NOT REAL AND MY MISTAKE FOR PLAYING THE SINGLE GAME. I HOPE THIS FINDS IT'S WAY TO HER, AND SHE WILL FORGIVE ME. I LOVE MY WIFE AND OUR KIDS. SHE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME, EVEN WHEN I CHEATED ON HER BEFORE. SHE WAS THERE GAVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE AND I DO THIS TO HER. I AM SORRY WILL YOU FORGIVE ME ?! I BEG YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME !

Kiss Of Death
Kiss of death I reach your lips, To feel their passion. I reach your mouth, To feel it's wetness. I touch them slowly, To feel their softness. I touch them close, To feel their fullness. I kiss your lips, To take me further. I kiss your mouth, To take me somewhere. I kiss you softly, To enjoy the passion. I kiss you harder, To make me tremble. I take the kiss, That makes me weaker. I keep the kiss, That makes me sicker. You lay my body In my bed, I feel my soul About to escape. I look at you And whisper softly, You've won my love It's done, it's over. I close my eyes And lick my lips.... You kissed me, With a deadly kiss. Written by Mara Drotar I wrote this one on feb. 9th 2006

Heart
i feel like my heart has been broken for the last time i don't know if it will ever be fixed i feel in love with a woman who i though was my soulmate now i hear that her jeep went up in flames and so did my heart. Why do i fall for women like this and a older woman on top of it.

How It Is Done In Iowa!! I Miss Almost Everyone There!!!
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk IOWA FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs IOWA FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat guy you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. IOWA FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. IOWA FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. IOWA FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Borrow

Ugh Feel Like Shit
If I seem to ignore ya'll tonight its just my head is pounding...I was running threw the house today to catch the phone ,triped on Koda ( my lil puppy ) and slamed my head on the tial floor .I went to the hospital and recived 5 stiches in my freekin head ...Damn i hate weekends lol Higs and kisses my Kodas

I'm Back!
Hey everyone just wanted to say sorry to all of you that I havent been online and that I had removed all my pictures....I was going through a tough time in my love life and made some major mistakes but I am back where I need to be, with the man I need to be so I am able to be on here and show you all the love you deserve!! I also quit my job at T-Mobile so I am even more happy because that job just depressed me so much, I am currently working part time at a gym that I used to work at for years, there I can be my own boss and if I need time off I can get it no problems so its great. Well I just wanted to say hi to everyone and apologize for not being around and let everyone know my pics are back and there are a few new ones so please take a look and comment. Bye All Bella

Please Read Important Info On Granadaghia75
HEY YALL HELLO EVERYONE ITS WHITEANGEL2229, GRANADAGHIA75'S REALLY LIFE WIFE LOL.... I AM POSTING THIS BLOG TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON AND Y HE ISN'T HERE.. MY HUBBY DECIDED TO AGREE TO TAKE CARE OF HIS MOTHERS DOG FOR THE 2 NIGHTS THAT SHE IS AWAY EXPECTING TO STILL HAVE COMPUTER ACCESS, LMAO...BUT IT TURNS OUT HIS MOTHER'S COMP STILL ISN'T WORKING RIGHT. SO HE IS FIGHTING WITH SOME GUY ON THE COMP RIGHT NOW THAT WORKS FOR SYMANTICS, BECAUSE THAT IS HOW SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD GO ABOUT GETTING RID OF WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HER COMP, BUT TO HIS SUPRISE IT DIDN'T WORK. SO HE IS STUCK BEHIND FIREWALL AFTER FIREWALL AND IS GETTING REALLY PISSED LOL, AND HERE I AM AT HOME WITH ACCESS TO THE COMP, TEACH HIM TO GO AWAY, LMFAO.... HE HAS MY LAPTOP WITH HIM BUT BECASUE OF THESE FIREWALLS HE CAN'T EVEN GET THAT ON LINE LOL.. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT AND HOPEFULLY HE WILL GET IT ALL WORK OUT AND ON BUT IF FOR SOME REASON HE CAN'T, HE WILL BE BACK EITHER LATE TOMORROW NIGHT

I Just Want To Let It Go..
I don't mind to cry, and let my tears fall down, without hesitation, that your there, seeing me like this, that im hurting to much, i wont mind to speak up, the words that i say, the feeling that i felt, maybe this time you listen, i don't mind if i cant hide, the pain in my eyes, the beg in my voice, just want to let it free, i don't want to pretend, that you did not hurt me much, i don't care anymore, i just want to let it free, all the emotion that i kept, for the time im with you, i don't care anymore, i don't mind if your going, i just want to let it go, i just want to let it go...

This Dude Be Walking For Katrina Relief! Please Stop By His Myspace Page And Show Him Some Luv!
"A man leaves all kinds of footprints when he walks through life. Some you can see ... others are invisible, like the prints he leaves across other people's lives." -- Margaret Lee Runbeck -- "The woods are lovely, dark and deep. But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep." -- Robert Frost -- Click HERE for Walkthewalk07

Night Court
Night Court by marcX© This wasn't supposed to have happened. I hadn't seen my ex-wife since the hearing, some 15 years ago. I wasn't crazy about her new hubby, nor did I dislike him. It was pretty much just a tolerable event, when the need arose. I feel that we've both been pretty much perfect gentlemen towards one another during our short minutes on the phone, except on two occasions, which were at length because I had some specific things to say to him, and believe it or not, they were all positive. Which brings me to this. How do I find myself having sex with my ex, his wife? I mean, this is too weird. I was shocked, to say the least when my phone rang and the voice on the other end was Klacey. It was totally unexpected, as I had maybe 3 times tops, had never done anything but exchanged pleasantries with Klacey, and then asked to speak with our daughter. That was pretty much it. I rarely gave her a thought, but during those rare times, I would think of how much we used to r

God?
> A United States Marine was attending some college > courses between assignments. He had completed > missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses > had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member > of the ACLU. > > One day the professor shocked the class when he came > in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, > if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this > platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." > > The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin > drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor > proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It > got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine > got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and > cold-cocked him; knocking him off the > platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine > went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The > other students were shocked and stunned and sat there > looking on in silence. > > The professor eventually came to, noticeabl

Choosing A Wife
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future b

Primal Anal
Primal Anal by Raunchy Romantic© Leaning against the doorway, I watch you; standing by a bed bereft of all but the sheets, bending over to retrieve a tossed and forgotten pillow from the floor. The sun revealing the parting of the curtains, your petite figure clad only in my shirt which is twice your size. Legs long and lean, I smile remembering their feel against my lips and hands. Watching you now, I bask in your sensuality, your taste still fresh upon my lips and chin. So long we have waited to be together, the urgency of our meeting filled with need and ravenous hunger. In two long strides, I am behind you. You gasp, not in surprise but anticipation as I press my body against you. There is no mistaking my need to have you and as you slowly moves against me in response. It is apparent the feeling is mutual. I take pleasure in sliding my hands under the hem of the shirt, moaning as your hands reach up and claps behind my head, drawing it closer to your sinewy neck. Your b

One More Time.
Well here we go one more time.I know it seems like i do is complane.lol.Guessi need to vent some.Just seems like my life is one big mess.Not all of my life sucks just things between me and my hubby. We have been married for 14 years.I left him for 7 years been back for 3 years.All was great when i first came back.Now its all to shit.I just cant seen to get it together not sure what to do?????????? Guess i just dont have it anymore.Maybe i never had it.

Just Some Tips
Heard alot from real life folks saying how things don't work out not any of you members just some close friends so I decided to post some info and tips now and then hope you enjoy it. Limits (BDSM) In the BDSM world, limits refer to activities that a partner feels strongly about, and to which special attention must be paid. Before a BDSM scene, it is common to perform a negotiation to outline what will and will not happen during the play session. During this time, all participants outline what they desire and what they will not tolerate. This is the time to discuss limits. Both Dominants and submissives can express limits. They can be spoken or written, and discussing them fully usually results in an improved experience for all involved. Popular variants include: Hard Limit – something that must not be done. Violating a hard limit is often considered just cause for ending a scene or even a relationship. Examples include “scat is a hard limit for me” or “I have a

Lost A Friend Today
and the world lost an amazing soul. an amazing mother and a strong woman, sadie overcame alot in her life, most recently making life go on after her 14 yr old daughter was paralyzed in a car accident last year. she was found dead this morning and the people who she's touched their lives will have a little less spark in their world. rest in peace sadie...we all loved you!!!

Shit
Got my first tat the other day!! I lost my virginity!!! I was so freaking scared when my best bud kat went and took me but it was all ok because she was there. It didn't really hurt. I don't have a pic of it yet but i soon will as soon as i can get a cam because i lost mine at the park with nate. It freakin sucks because i wanted to get more pics and put them up. Oh well steve said he is going to get me another one soon since he is workin.

Juke Special Report
I'd like to take this time to express my love for chugging random shit at the fan in the hallway and hearing the *tear*, *crunch*, *kerplunk*, *bonk*, or whatever sound that I hear afterwards. I do not derive more fun from anything else (besides dry humping snow angels). More at 11.

Bad Day
Ok today started off like most. I get up feed my dogs, let them out, take shower. Go to work. When I get to work is were it all starts. Outside of the fact that I've been depressed of late, a little more than usual, having girl trouble, and whats going on at work just made my f**king day. I work in a plant that is union. I how ever work for an outside contractor, non-union. Ok here the drill. A few weeks ago this little prick who work in the union, comes in to our storeroom that we run and steals a $250 saw. He only make about 19.00 a hr. Well we thought that had all blown over until today. They call one of the booses up stair and chew his ass out over this again. We are now being held reposeable for the tools in here. So noone is allowed in here! We were told that if something else gets stolein who ever is on duty at the time will be fired!! They however will do nothing about the little prick who stole it in the first place. F**ked up aint it! So that is part of my bad day.

Hillary Clintons Modern Progressive Vision:
Hillary Clintons Modern progressive vision: Shared Prosperity Today in New Hampshire, Hillary Clinton outlined her vision for economic growth with fairness. She outlined her views on how America could restore a strong middle class in the face of globalization and the Bush Administration’s concerns for the special interests. Rising Inequality Undermines the Middle Class: The fruits of our modern global economy are showing up in the corporate bottom line, not in workers’ paychecks. CEOs have seen their pay go from 24 times the typical worker’s in 1965 to 262 times the typical worker’s in 2005. Last year, the share of national income going to corporate profits was the highest since 1929 – while the share going to the salaries of American workers was the lowest. Globalization and economic policy dynamics are generating rising income inequality. In 2005, all income gains went to the top 10% of households, while the bottom 90% saw their income decline – despite the fact that work

Love Thingy...ew..
U Was My Frist Love Now I Want u to be my last love. When I first meet u i feel in loved with u , i hid my feelings from u jst as i do now, not wanting to lose what i have with u. im to scare to tell u how i feel , i jst stand back letting u live ur life. but it hurts hearing u tell sum1 else u love them ,when i wanna be the one u say u love , i wanna be the one u hold at nite . why cant i tell u i love you like i did long ago in the past now im to scared to say it. i love u now and then i wanna love u more and more till i die.

Hillary Speaking On Healthcare
http://www.hillaryclinton.com/video/31.aspx I tried to embed the video but couldnt get it to work so you can use this link and it will take you to her site where you can see the video on Healthcare.

~~our Politicians In Washington~~
Subject: Fw: Trainee for Congress -- so true................ -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An Indian walks into a cafe with a shotgun in one hand pulling a male buffalo with the other. He says to the waiter "Want coffee." The waiter says, "Sure, Chief Coming right up." He gets the Indian a tall mug of coffee. The Indian drinks the coffee down in one gulp, turns and blasts the buffalo with the shotgun, causing parts of the animal to splatter everywhere and then just walks out. The next morning the Indian returns. He has his shotgun in one hand, pulling another male buffalo with the other. He walks up to the counter and says to the waiter "Want coffee." The waiter says "Whoa, Tonto! We're still cleaning up your mess from yesterday. What was all that about, anyway?" The Indian smiles and proudly says .

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Treating Me Like A Human Being
Entry for June 02, 2007 I think i've come to the end of my rope for one reason and one reason only and I'm tired of being frustrated about it, simple as fucking that and it's going to be said on here and Cherrytap in seperate blogs and hopefully this wakes some up! Anyways, I'm tired of not being treated good by others other than a those few like my girlfriend Kate and also a few others who I won't say here, What I will say is, people, I'm still a human being and I've got feelings like you do and everybody else and people shouldn't be faceitious and say one minute, they see me for me and then go off and sit there and not be honest about how they fruly feel, if your my friend than great but if your going to "act like my friend" and not be one for sure and be faceitious, I got a newsflash for you, it's done, I don't care if that means I clean out a good majority of my list of friends on here or Cherrytap or what have you because I'm frustrated and sick of the bullshit and sick of th

More To Read
Honesty is something I value and something that really helps inspire trust and build credibility in a relationship. If you really know me, you know by now that it is better to beg for forgiveness now and be honest than later. If you want any type of relationship with me and to be in my life, honesty is the thread that will hold it together and allow us to both grow. Bottom line, you need to be honest with yourself before you can have a relationship with someone else!!!!!!! You can't be "secretly" honest. Being "honest with yourself" is simply not separable from being honest with another. A person who says, "I was honest with myself, but decided not to tell..." is just another miserable liar and will have to suffer the consequences. Sharing honestly, with others present, is the way we can have an authentic relationship with another person Ask yourself, is it possible to be completely honest without hurting a person's feelings? Ummm, prob not. If you are in an ongoing relations

When A Girl Misses You"
Girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than

True Love
Love What does it mean to say I love you? It means I treasure you who you are, what you are but even more--- what you are becoming. When I say I love you I see you as you are-- beautifully and wondrously made; special and unique, like no one else in all God's universe. When I say I love you they are not words of ownership but of thanksgiving. freedom, not bondage, loving the you, you are! When I say I love you I see in you revealed in you the potential of all that God created you to be. When I say I love you I acknowledge oneness, with God, with you with all the universe. I am saying thank you to God, that you have touched my life and I yours thereby enriching us both. Many blessings of Love and Joy. Author: Angelbeybe

Pool Party
another great pool party happened this weekend. You guys have to see this. I had Cyanide on one side of me and Poison Ivy on the other. And let me tel you, we were not holding hands. After steaming up in the pool, we all came inside. After a fast run to the liquor store... no telling where else the night will take us....

How Can Peope Feel Good About Themselves Not Being Like Me? Lol
" I am wonderfull. And those who aren't like me, must feel worthless because they aren't like me. Then they do things becausethey are forced to, due to their worthlessness. They do it to escape from their feelings of worthlessness that they get from not being just like me. I feel so sorry for these people. " I think that is the monolauge that goes on inside some people's heads sometimes. How could anyone possibly want to be anything different than the awesome thing that you are? LOL So then we started blaming people's problems on self-esteme. " Because of course they have low selfestem if they aren't like me, how could they have anything else. " It's the narcissists way of lashing out at those who threaten their own selfestemes. The skewed view of this. The people who wear suits, and work in offices are only doing it because they don't have the balls to do anything different. They are scared of what other people might think of them if thei

Sex Appeal
You Are 64% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

I Miss You!!!
Why am I finding making a video so freaking hard for me to do??? Is it because its a reminder of how I lost touch with my family and never got to say Goodbye to my cousin before she died?? Is it because I never got to tell her how much she meant to me in my life?? I lost touch with everyone when my dad passed away. He was with me one minute gone the next without any warning. The depression I suffer from this traumatic episode is so incredibly great still after almost 13 years!! I cry everyday for the chance for my children to meet their grandfather. A day I know will NEVER come. I hide my grief behind a fake smile. Never bringing it to the surface!! My dad was my life my world!! I was a daddys girl and still am to this very day!! I was the only one with him when he fell in the hospital after getting a blood test done and died. An 18 yr old girl alone in the hospital unable to reach anyone in her family. Not even her mother or brother. An 18 yr old girl crying out to her

Middlesex
So, I just finished reading this AMAZING book (I read a lot, so when I call a book amazing, it usually is). As the subject of my blog implies, it is called Middlesex and is by Jeffrey Eugenides. I don't usually post blogs to tell people about a good book, but, as this website has no book section for our profiles, I thought I might write a little about it. The book is about Calliope, a girl who is born "intersexed" because of a strange recessant gene in her family. Somehow, the doctor doesn't realize that she was born this way. She is raised as a girl and doesn't find out until she is fourteen, and going through puberty, that she is actually more male than female. There is a lot more to the story, and it tells the tale of three differant generations, rather than just the main charactors. It follows her grandparents (who are brother and sister) as they immigrate from Greece to the US, continues to the story of her parents (who are second cousins), and then finally tells Calliope's

My Oldest Son
Well on 07/09/07 my oldest son will be leaving for his training. He joined the Army, and as long as all the testing that he hsd to do comes back as passing, he will be gone for about 25 weeks. As with all the men and women in the arm forces I wish him the best and hope for a safe return.

Falling Apart :'(
i am sitting here typeing this with tears in my eyes cause i may lose the woman i love cause i may be getting put back in jail cause i owe my probation officer $300 bucks and i can not get a job to pay it cause i live in a fucked up state where they laugh at you if you have a felony and try to get a job i have been trying now for about 15 months to get a job and nobody will hire me it sucks i do not know what to do anymore i need some help i am lost right now so lost i cannot think anymore please if you can give me any ideas let me know

Bars
Well I got dragged to the bar to hang out tonight. I ended up having a lot of fun. It was the typical neighborhood bar. Everyone knew everyone. No one argued. And a good time was had by all. I saw people I havn't seen in 10 years! Of course it was the standard friday night kareoke night, so by midnight my ears were bleeding.... No I am not picking on anyone, and I do it too. It's just funny being the only sober person laughing at everyone trying to sing songs they really don't know the words to. This was a better end to a really messed up day. At least I can go to bed with a smile!!!!

Drifting Grains Of Sand Through A Withered Hour Glass.....
As time passes i see myself through new eyes the old an what needed to be made stronger a metamorpasis of sorts ive put myself through new streams of power an life flow through these viens. the power an things i feel unlike anything before the surge has passed an i am reborn. Something more nothing less the old has been shed, im finding myself amoung the thousands of currents an life beacons in the world sifting through them all sorting wandering through them all gathering what i need what i want an collecting all those i hold close an dear to myself. I am but one man you say i wasnt strong then im better now reformed reborn in this new flesh. shifting through all the lies the hate the fear i once again make it my own now dont fear the reaper but the judge waiting for you at the end. I will take as much as i can from you all as its in my nature the old me has gone some say i simply patched myself up an the cycle will return if so then i will welcome it as it'll be my quarter

Andrea
Andrea,lady so sweet. Gorgeous in all ways,glad i was able to meet. As beautiful as a sunset that she always glows. A Heart so big,it blossoms like a Rose. A precious Jewel,that's what you are. Eyes so hypnotyzing,like a Dimond,can be seen from a far. Blessed us with two beautiful gifts who are our world. Sapphire and Jazmyn,our two wonderful girls. Once together but now apart. Still my Friend,but most important,a woman i love who will always have my Heart. Thank you for everything,lady of my life. Exspecially the Nine years,though now getting Divorced,for being my Wife. My eyes are crying as i write and now sobbing wet. Due to my joy for you,Andrea.A lady so sweet,that i'm glad i met.Just up got on here decided to write thinking of you. Got on here and decided this is my tribute to us,and was imspired to do. Love you my Friend,always will. Just know for you my Heart will always stand still.Andrea,lady so sweet. Hot as can be,though far away but together soon,all the way from here i ca

Visions Out Of Darkness
I close my eyes yet sleep does not come Pictures fog my mind I awake in another place another time Scenes of life with colors so vivid I see you there Are you calling to me I cannot have you Dark shadows hide you from my sight I fight for you I die for you Every single night I cry for you Leaving teardrops on my pillow so I can find my way back for another try Visions out of darkness pull blood from my eyes Thunder rages in my heart As lightning strikes me from the skies Love is more powerful than any God It hesals most wounds and binds our hearts The rose is a symol of this love Let it destroy the shadows and pull light from above Send me rain so I can hide the never ending pain Send me thunder to cover my cries Send me the one who can save my soul, mend my heart, and make me whole I am running I am breaking I am crying I am dying Don't you see I need your help Fight for me Make the nightmares stop A sword is raised and an arrow flies Stop them both

Seven Years
He left me on a Saturday One day before we met Said he'd never forget me I said some things you will regret The words he spoke so softly will never escape my mind I don't deserve your love So I will leave you far behind Till my heartneeds you May the world treat you right Ask our star for guidance It will get you through the night He picked up his suitcase and headed for the door I followed close behind him and watched him take his course As he turned to face me Tears rolled down my face These were his last good-byes to me before he slipped inside Those words he spoke so softly will never escape my mind I don't deserve your love So I will leave you far behind Till my heart needs you May the world treat you right Ask our star for guidance It will get you through the night I will still remember those memories we shared The first night I met you Till the moon has passed seven years © S.R.G. 1991

Needed Some Advice On The Mumms Thing
Yeah ummmmm I asked people for their advice whether or not I should leave or stay here in MI. next yr. to move to Okalhoma & I got some that comments that sounded good; but then I got some that was just plain rude & unnecessary!! I know that when people read stuff & don't have the whole picture drawn out for them & only have part of the picture then it's hard to give a good sound advice, but come on telling me to move to Iraq was 1 person's comment to me, then I even had a rude ass comment about how I had stupid children yada yada.....!! Please people if you don't have anything nice at all to say then Have a Nice Cup of STFU!!!!!! People nowadays don't care at all how their words can hurt others. I know that I didn't tell everything & now I'm so F'ing glad that I didn't given the rude ass comments I got by giving only part of the story. Anyhow all a mumm is; is getting a yay or nay anyways!!!! I had a very good explanation as to why I didn't say everything; because of the backfir

Can We Say Busted Boys And Girls?
Ok, so I'm not one to really write about my sex life all right but I/we got caught by my 7 year old. I am so embarrassed and horrified at the same time. I am scared to death that I have scarred him for life. I pray to God that he doesn't remember this later in life. So, when the question comes up later tomorrow...what the hell do I tell him?

My World
Never in a million years did I think I would find a girl that is as sweet as my Nicole and never did I think I would want to spend the rest of my life with one person but I found her and am the happiest person alive and if any one tries to get in the way I will judge them I love My little Nicole I have never felt this way about anyone and cant live with out her Nicole Petsch I love you

I Want Real Men Back Too!!
The following blog is written by a very good friend of mine Jaz Mckay. He is a talk show host in Bakersfield, CA at KNZR. I am including this because I as a FEMALE do agree with what he has to say. We have become a nation of women. It wasn't always this way, of course. There was a time when men put their signatures to a document, knowing full well that this single act would result in their execution if captured, and in the forfeiture of their property to the State. Their wives and children would be turned out by the soldiers, and their farms and businesses most probably given to someone who didn't sign the document. There was a time when men went to their certain death, with expressions like "You all can go to hell. I'm going to Texas." (Davy Crockett, to the House of Representatives, before going to the Alamo.) There was a time when men went to war, sometimes against their own families, so that other men could be free. And there was a time when men went to war because

Happy Days Ahead
well yall been awhile since i did one of these. well went to my docs thursday and we talked about the opions of the gastric bypass or the lap band. well we thought the lap band would be better for me. so next week ill be setting up a meeting with the doc that does that and find out how much it will be and what risks are involved. so keep me in ya thoughts and prayers and hey next year will be a whole new me. well im out much love from ya one and only DJ Bigdaddy

To My Great Great Uncale
Known by his troops in World War II as "The Soldier's General" because of his care of and compassion for those soldiers under his command. He graduated from West Point, just missing service in World War I. At the outset of World War II he was a training officer and felt he would miss involvement in another World War until he was assigned to the European Theater. There he served for a period under General George S. Patton, Jr., prior to taking command of the United States Army Group, the largest single command ever held by an American general officer. In 1950 he was promoted to 5-star General-of-the-Army rank, served as Army Chief of Staff and Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. He also served as leader of the Veterans Administration. He is buried in Section 30, near many other World War II leaders.

Add On
Photo By M. Known by his troops in World War II as "The Soldier's General" because of his care of and compassion for those soldiers under his command. He graduated from West Point, just missing service in World War I. At the outset of World War II he was a training officer and felt he would miss involvement in another World War until he was assigned to the European Theater. There he served for a period under General George S. Patton, Jr., prior to taking command of the United States Army Group, the largest single command ever held by an American general officer. In 1950 he was promoted to 5-star General-of-the-Army rank, served as Army Chief of Staff and Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. He also served as leader of the Veterans Administration. He is buried in Section 30, near many other World War II leaders. Mary Elizabeth Quayle Bradley Esther "Kitty" Bradley -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Courtesy of

People Like This Need To Die...
Pagancowboy posted this in his blog for reposting, and it deserved attention... Pagancowboy31 *Heavily Medicated For Your Safety :D Remember Our Troops Fighting To Keep Us Free!!@ CherryTAP Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned

Turbonegro
Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turbonegro, Im going to see Turb

Superficial Hypocrisy
I hope this post pisses some people off. Maybe if it offends a few people, and makes them angry enough, it'll get them to thinking. This post also does not apply to everyone I know, I want to make that clear. I am angry. I am hurt. I also write this with a heavy heart. When did we get so fucking superficial? I mean, seriously, it seems to have gotten WORSE over the last few years, rather than better. And, I've noticed, it is women who have gotten worse. Argue with me all you want, I don't care. And, as was stated earlier, this does not apply to ALL women I know. Most of the guy friends I've had in my life had the same attitude I did, and still do: “Well, yeah, she's pretty . . . but I don't know what kind of person she is.” Most WOMEN I've come across lately, are: “Ohh, he's hot, I want to fuck him.” I remember when women used to bitch men out for having this attitude (and STILL do), yet they go around acting the same way. You have no leg to

The Remains Of The World Trade Center
This is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! Here SHE is, the USS New York, made from the World Trade Center ! USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003 , "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there, "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us do

Beautiful Mom
MY GIRLFRIEND took her five-year-old daughter shopping with her. The little girl watched her mother try on outfit after outfit, exclaiming each time, "Mommy, you look beautiful!" A woman in the next dressing room called out, "Can I borrow your daughter for a moment?"

Mexican Oysters
A big Texan stopped at a local restaurant following a day roaming around in Mexico . While sipping his tequila, he noticed a sizzling, scrumptious looking platter being served at the next table. Not only did it look good, the smell was wonderful. He asked the waiter, "What is that you just served?" The waiter replied, "Ah senor, you have excellent taste! Those are called Cojones de Toro, bull's testicles from the bull fight this morning. A delicacy!" The cowboy said, "What the heck, bring me an order." The waiter replied, "I am so sorry senor. There is only one serving per day because there is only one bull fight each morning. If you come early and place your order, we will be sure to save you this delicacy." The next morning, the cowboy returned, placed his order, and that evening was served the one and only special delicacy of the day. After a few bites, inspecting his platter, he called to the waiter and said, "These are delicious, but they are much, much smaller t

About Time!
I guess it'a about time I got around to doing more on the site so a blog is a good enough start I feel! It's my first saturday without a job and having worked weekends for the last four years, it feels pretty good! Soon enough I'm gonna go around to my best friends house, have breakfast and read the newspaper...it's her saturday morning ritual and I'm stealing it till I find my own!! Ha, that's a good one, finding my own. I'm not too good at that, but I'm trying! Not having a job at the moment leaves me with a lot of time to think and although it's great to clear your head and what not, it also leaves time for the demons to attack. It's the same old ones as always. But the main one is, that I haven't done enough and don't do enough. I haven't travelled really (Im a home bird and just haven't really been ready) I don't feel like I'm smart enough...yes I'm intelligent and get good grades but I don't know enough about the world, politics etc. I just worry that if I sit at home watchi

Who Knows?
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought

Alone
All alone she sits in her room Thoughts of work left undone Children sleep peacefully in the night Never realizing who walks in the night Daybreak comes another sleepless dream Stumbling she barely making it through the day Only to face another night alone at the end of the day Tears have graced her pillow and cheek Sorrow abounds with no end in sight The years pass and she gets older Although she is bolder there is no continued lover Night comes yet again and her dreams go unfullfilled She daydreams about her choice of lovers past Reviewing each one and finding flaws she missed Sighing she falls back to sleep to dream of the perfect soul To share her life with never realizing she is not alone No need to have another in her life She is complete by being herself Not by joining with another Physically she is alone But she will never be alone mentally

Poem
CAST NO SHADOW WITH PREDATORY DETATCHMENT /CASTING NO SHADOW HISTORY STARTS AFRESH/ EVERY DAY SWEET AND FORBIDDING/ OUR FATHERS GIFT TO US SINS PILED UPON SINS/ OUR FATHERS GIFT TO US PAST AND FUTURE / TANGLED IN A DANGEROUS BALLET NOT FORGIVING OF YOUTH / OR INEXPERIENCE NOT ESPECIALLY AFFECTIONATE / NOR CURIOUS PARTICULARLY UNSATISFYING / A DISTANT PROMISE VIELED THREAT / A SUBLIME WILDERNESS OF CONFUSSION AS PRETENTEIOUS AND PROMISING AS TOMORROW AS FRIGHTENING AS YESTERDAY / A LEGACY FOR THOSE WHO FOLLOW DEPRESSINGLY FAMILIAR / HAUNTING TREACHEROUS / COVERING AGES WITH OUR MEMORIES HEARTS AND MINDS LEFT BEHIND / AS IF THIS PLAY, ONCE BEGUN COULD NEVER END / REGRETS, A PART OF THE INHERITANCE CASTING NO SHADOW / TOMORRROW SLINKS TO HER BED LEAVING THESE IMAGES / FOR US TO CURATE PRESSERVING THE DESTINY / BEQUEATHED US UNASKED FOR / TRIBUTE PUNISHMENT, DESIGNED TO TEACH / CARELESSLY OUT OF REACH SILENT / MOMENTARY

Poem
GOD’S LIVING ROOM HANGING ON THE WALL IN GOD’S LIVING ROOM A PICASSO OF A MAN EVEN THE ANGELS DON’T LOOK AT ME ANYORE IT WASN’T EASY GETTING HERE MY NAIL IS THE COLOR OF YOUR HAIR STUCK INTO THE PLASTER IN HEAVEN JUST AN OBSERVER NOT A PLAYER, OR A PRAYER THE ANGELS DON’T EVEN DUST ME OFF ANYMORE I COULD SPEAK ONCE WHICH EVENT STOLE MY VOICE OR WAS IT SEVERAL I CAN’T REMEMBER FRAMED, SOMEWHERE IN THAT LIGHT AN IMAGE OF A THING THAT COULD HAVE MIGHT HAVE, SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ANGELS WILL NEVER THINK OF ME AGAIN I DANGLE FROM A TACK AND DON’T DARE LOOK BACK THER IS NOTHING THERE BUT A WALL AFTER ALL AND A NAIL F.M.

Poem
LOCKED UNIT MOON SPEAK TO ME DARKNESS TELL TO ME THE AGELESS SECRETS YOU HAVE COME TO KNOW THE SILENT SKILL TO ENVELOP THE WORLD IN PEACE AND RENEWAL THE QUIET ESCAPE AS THE SUN HIES WESTWARD OVER WATER YOU FLOAT, DRY OVER DESERTS A BLANKET, COOL TELL ME OF THESE THINGS YOU CAN DO WITH EASE YET, TODDLER TO TITAN WEAKEN IN THE KNEES SUCH SUBTLE POWERS RECORDED IN LOVE AND WONDER SPEAK TO ME DARKNESS OF MOONS FULL ROMANCE, LOVE AND NIGHTMARES 072005 F.M.

Thanks To Friends
(MUSIC) LONDON CALLING - THE CLASH LONDONTOWN - JAMES TAYLOR (DEPENDANT UPON YOUR AGE OR MOOD) It seems as though there are more wayward angels roaming this earth than I would have expected, you know who you are. They have managed to bring the dying embers of my hopes back to life, with their throaty whispers. Prehistoric as one might imagine herself or from far distant lands as is another, they have made themselves very close, and dear to me, with their kind and encouraging words. Thank you angels, my spirit is renewed, and my lusts rekindled. Beware the beast you have awoken, he bites!

Ultimate Contest - This Is Big !
ULTIMATE CONTEST THREE PRIZES - ONE WINNER! ********** 1 MONTHS VIC 1 MONTHS BLAST MILLION DOLLER MANSION YES 1 WINNER GETS ALL THREE PRIZES ********** CONTEST OPEN TO EVERYONE WITH A SALUTE PIC PICTURE MUST BE OF THE PERSON WHO ENTERS AND CANNOT BE FLAGGED NSFW ANY FORM OF PIMPIN OUT AND SELF PROMOTION ALLOWED INCLUDING COMMENTING OWN PIC ***MINIMUM OF 50,000 COMMENTS TO WIN*** ALL ENTRIES WITH OVER 5000 COMMENTS GET A PIMPIN GIFT AT END OF CONTEST ********** CONTEST STARTS 12 NOON UK TIME 4TH JUNE CONTEST ENDS 12 NOON UK TIME 21ST JUNE (UK clock on my profile - work out own time zone starts) NEED AT LEAST 10 PPL B4 CONTEST CAN START ALL DETAILS ON MY PROFILE ********** STRICTLY NO CHEATING ALLOWED NO SCRIPTS ALLOWED NO CHERRY BLASTERS ALLOWED IF ANYONE IS CAUGHT DOING SO THEN THAT PIC WILL BE INSTANTLY DISQUALIFIED NO ARGUEMENTS OR DRAMA MY DECISION IS FINAL !!! C-MAIL ME WITH THE LINK TO PIC YOU WANT TO USE **********

The "f" Word
In ancient England, people could not have sex without consent from the King When people wanted to have a child, they had to solicit a permission to the monarchy, in turn they would supply a plaque to hang on their door when they had sexual relations. The plaque read … "Fornication Under Consent of the King" (F.U.C.K).

Jay Leno Said This (it's Good"
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific

Angels
Do you believe in angels? Who walk upon this earth Are they here to guide us? And show what life is worth Are they just here to love us? And teach us right from wrong Is there more to heaven?s beings For on earth do they belong? They are sent to us when needed To help us through our pain To make our lives worth living To be our sunshine through the rain Some believe whilst others don?t The question I ask is do you? I can say I definitely believe That angels on earth are true They may not have shining halos Nor fly with silk white wings But I have my guardian angel It?s the hope that believing brings It?s not in the form of the living But the strength that's to given me To help me through as life goes on Without my angel I could not be It's my hope, my love and strength That will never leave my side I believe in my guardian angel My best friend, my angelic guide

What's Love? By Daniel Handler
What's love, again? No, seriously: what is it? Why are you quoting song lyrics? Do the lyrics of love songs actually cut to the heart of the matter, or are they simply so vague that it feels like they do? Why does one's own love feel as if it cuts to the heart of things, but other people's loves feel like vague amusements? Why are love songs we don't like so noxious? How can we love a song so dearly for a number of years and then suddenly find it embarrassing? Also, a person? Why is it that love feels so individual, and yet nearly every individual falls in and out of love in basically the same way? Why are stories of other people meeting and falling in love invariably tedious? Why are stories of other people breaking up so riveting? If love can happen in an instant how come it actually takes forever to get it together? Is love like taking a taxi, in which the route is important but the passengers could be anybody? Or is it more like driving a taxi, in which you end up in neighborhood

Another Brush With Pain And Death
I was out of the hospital for two full weeks last time, before having to go back in an emergency. I had a blockage in my stomach that prevented food from passing. With Morphine for the pain, and Phenergan for the sickness I was admitted into the damn hospital again. Where they kept me for over a week, before deciding to once again, cut my stomach open to fix things. I was in so much pain that they were forced to give me a medication that was 10 times stronger than Morphine... and I got it three ways... a continuous drip, a button for "as needed relef", and an additonal shot from the nurse, should I need more. This went on for weeks before I was discharged and allowed to go home, with a small bottle of Percoset. Ahhhhh... withdrawls. So much fun. Since painkillers are opiates, the only thing you can relate this type of withdrawl to is one from Heroine. Not a drug I would ever dream of touching, but here I was, knee deep in shakes, twitches, vomiting, fevers- and nothing could stop it...

Best Sexy Folder Comment
To all you sexy cherries reading this I am holding a contest for the best coment in my sexy folder. You may leave more than one, the more entries into the folder the better the prize will be for one lucky lady. So hit up the sexy folder under my picks and get this party started Peace

Need To Just Chill
So over the 10 days leading into Memorial Weekend was awesome, always a great time on the beach. Now, back to work and I am all screwed up. Down the beach was getting up early and going to bed late and all this past week I have been about falling asleep. Today is sit on my ass and be lazy day! The first weekend there was a car cruise. every classic to new car was there and all you could smell was racing fuel everywhere. Saturday I hung out on the beach with my friend Allie and Amy and even got in the ocean that was fucking cold. So cold that I looked in my boardshorts and turned into a woman briefly. Saturday night my parents and I went to dinner and had seafood. Sunday was pretty much the same thing, but I went a got my tongue re-pierced, thank you Allie and Amy!!! Durning the week I just relaxed on the beach and hung out on the boardwalk. Tuesday night my buddy Ed got in and then the rest starting getting there between Wed and Friday morning. Did the whole pimp thi

Another Dickless Wonder
OK EVERYONE CAN TELL THIS IS A BOGUS ASS PROFILE OF SOME HATER GOING AROUND AND DOWNRATING PEOPLE! I CANT BELEIVE THAT SOMEONE WOULD GO TO ALL THAT TROUBLE TO ACT LIKE SUCH AN INBRED CHILD! THIS PART IS TO RSTORMY66 THE INBRED ONE.... LOOK DUDE GROW THE FUCK UP AND DONT DO WHAT YOUR PARENTS DID!! DO NOT FUCK YOUR SISTER/COUSIN!!!! rstormy66@ CherryTAP

Stevie Nicks Pics
Hey gang! Thank you for your rates and comments on my recent pics and blog. However, PLEASE ask my permission to "rip" those Stevie Nicks picks as a courtesy. Again, many thanks and I appreciate all my Cherry Tap fans and friends. ChrisXOXO

The Former Tennessee Senator
Fred Thompson The former Tennessee senator and “Law & Order” actor is expected to file papers Monday that will take him a step closer to a bid for the Republican presidential nomination. The time might be right for Thompson. The latest NBC/WSJ poll says just 53 percent of Republicans are satisfied with their presidential choices (compared with 78 percent of Democrats who say they are).

Dancing In The Dark
Crazy Love documents an unusual courtship. By Dana Stevens Posted Friday, June 1, 2007, at 4:01 PM ET Burt and Linda Pugach in Crazy Love Crazy Love (Magnolia Pictures) is a poisoned Valentine of a documentary, an ode to undying passion that sometimes comes across as an apologia for pathological abuse. Like Capturing the Friedmans, the 2003 documentary about a child-molestation scandal on Long Island, N.Y., Crazy Love retells a well-known tabloid story from the point of view of the principals involved. But whereas Friedmans provided enough multiple perspectives to leave the viewer in an epistemological house of mirrors, Crazy Love remains narrowly focused on the tawdry biographical details: not he said/she said, but the New York Mirror said. Still, those tawdry details are jaw-dropping enough to make for one hell of a sideshow attraction. Burton Pugach, now 79, is a Bronx-bred lawyer who made a fortune in the 1950s from dubious negligence suits. More than an ambulance chaser, h

A Dog Named Sex..
Usually everyone who has a dog would call the dog Rover or something. I call mine "Sex". Sex is a very embarrassing name, but I never knew HOW embarrassing until one day I took Sex for a walk and he ran away from me. I spent hours looking for him. A police officer came along and asked me what I was doing in the alley at 4 o'clock in the morning. I said, "I was looking for Sex." My court case comes up next Thursday. One day I went to City Hall to get a license for Sex. The clerk asked me what I wanted, I told him I wanted a license for Sex. He said "I would like to have one too!" When I said "But this is a dog," he said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said, "You don't understand. I've had Sex since I was two years old." He replied, "You must have been a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I wanted to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole

Now, This Is A Teacher!
Now, this is a teacher! Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." A nd she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing. Third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. C othren' s class to find out about this crazy teacher

Petition!
OK here goes! I want to petition for Celeb- up- in -coming CT member! I am gettin' ready to hit the high-way on tour and hopefully Europe by January during their summer-time! Just signed with Moody Judy Music in Nashville and am currently putting a band together to hit the road by the end of the month! I have enjoyed being a CT member and all my friends and fans have helped this brother out with alot. TY all for the ratings and the chat. Hope to get enough votes to get that Celeb status! So just sign away and let's get it done! All the CT money I raise will go back to each and everyone that can confirm in the numbers what they have done to help

The Online Disinhibition Effect
You Don't Know Me (dissociative anonymity) You Can't See Me (invisibility) See You Later (asynchronicity) It's All in My Head (solipsistic introjection) It's Just a Game (dissociative imagination) We're Equals (minimizing authority)) Personality Variables True Self? Self Constellations Across Media Altering Self Boundary It's well known that people say and do things in cyberspace that they wouldn't ordinarily say or do in the face-to-face world. They loosen up, feel more uninhibited, express themselves more openly. Researchers call this the "disinhibition effect." It's a double-edged sword. Sometimes people share very personal things about themselves. They reveal secret emotions, fears, wishes. Or they show unusual acts of kindness and generosity. We may call this benign disinhibition. http://www.rider.edu/~suler/psycyber/disinhibit.html

If Your A True Friend
Heres a test to see who is a real true friend here on cherrytap.If you sign and post a pic in my guest book ill fan you and rate your pics.But you have to do both.To those who have all ready done it ty.So if you want rated to hell n back.And i might even throw a few comments in also.Ty for being my friend.ttyyal Love you all XXOO Your friend PETE

The Gingham Dress
THE GINGHAM DRESS (Atrue story by Malcom Forbes) A lady in a faded gingham dress and her husband, dressed in a homespun threadbare suit, stepped off the train in Boston, and walked timidly without an appointment into the Harvard University President's outer office. The secretary could tell in a moment that such backwoods, country hicks had no business at Harvard & probably didn't even deserve to be in Cambridge. "We'd like to see the president," the man said softly. "He'll be busy all day," the secretary snapped. "We'll wait," the lady replied. For hours the secretary ignored them, hoping that the couple would finally become discouraged and go away. They didn't, and the secretary grew frustrated and finally decided to disturb the president, even though it was a chore she always regretted. "Maybe if you see them for a few minutes, they'll leave," she said to him. He sighed in exasperation and nodded. Someone of his importance obviously didn't have the time to

Updating About Ultrasound Day
[02 Jun 2007|09:48am] Josh and I got up early that morning b/c he had to go return some things to Advance Auto. April and her mom past us and then came by to talk to us in the parking lot. From there we went to the bank and then to the hospital. I went in to talk to them about signing in when I do go into labor. We ended up having to go up to the fifth floor to get the paper work. Then we headed over to the ultrasound place. We got there and when we got in the building didn't know where to go so we went up to the third floor and asked someone there. She didn't know either and had to call some number and they said 470. So we went there only to find out it's 420 so we went there and waiting a little while b/c the people were still at lunch. They then started to hand out paper work and we were called into the room. I laid down on the table and Josh was in a chair. I had to pull my shirt up and my shorts down just below my stomach. She put some icky stuff on me and we begin. She was show

Party Sunday!
JOIN WORLD ROCK RADIO SUNDAY, JUNE 3!!! WE'RE HAVING A HUGE PARTY!! LOTS OF MUSIC, FRIENDS, AND YES PRIZES!!!! DON'T MISS OUT!!! Bingo Cards will be handed out from 1:00pm EST until 4:00pm EST. Contact DJ Evil @ anthraxbio@yahoo.com or CSC @ original_csc@yahoo.com for your card!! Click banner to enter lounge

Daily Horoscope June 2
"Dinner and a movie? Boring! It's time to spice up your after-work activities. Come on, there's so much you're interested in. Try something off-the-wall and fabulous. Give yourself some freedom and branch out." That's what D&D is for.

Pirates Of The Carrabien 3
Shite. Utter, Utter shite. For 3 hours. A eally complicated plot, great actors given sod allscreen time and a blatant set up for a sequal. I would like to say more, but I might get sued.

It's Fear... But Of What???
i'm scared... terrified... i love him... more than anything. he makes me feel like nobody has ever made me feel before... completely and totally loved. like i have no flaws... perfect. my mind reels with thoughts that shouldn't be there... thoughts of love, marriage, and forever. we've only known eachother for a few weeks... yet he's all i can think about... all i can dream about. i actually dread going home... because i won't be with him. i honestly don't think i could live without him now... well i guess i could... but i sure as hell don't want to... and it scares the hell out of me... and god forbid i say anything like this to him... because knowing my luck it would scare him away. he talks of moving in together come christmas time... and my heart feels like it will burst out of my chest. i lay here while he is at work and hold his pillow close to me... reveling in the scent... his scent. as i drifted to sleep last night i did so with his arms around me and a smile on my face and a

Carwash Bbq Sat. June 9th!! Come See Me!
The New England Rally carwash has been set! KC's Ribshack on 2nd st. in Manchester Noon to 4-ish. Carwash/bbq to benefit the boys and girl's club on behalf of New England Rally! Bring your appetite and your wallet! Hot chicks in bikinis washing bikes and cars while you eat some fabulous KC's bbq, you can't ask for more than that! Bring the kids, Tiff will be doing face painting and I'll be bringing the alligator down! Definitely a fun time and you get to help out some kids in the process! I hope to see some of my friends there! Stop in and visit!! ~Karoline~

My Live On The Streets And My Story
Kerry Hoffmann Story 11/19/03 I was born in Seaside, Oregon at 12 p.m. On April 30/1963. Well I had very large family 8 kids in all. Some are haft Brothers Sisters. My Mom was married 3 or 4 times but she was not to happy and loving Wife and Mother to her kids. When I was like 2 years old I moved to Mitchell, South Dakota. Where I lived till I was 18 when I moved out and started hitch hiking all over the places. From South Dakota to Nev. for 2 years and got a job as a dishwasher to make the rent & food till I could find a better paying job. Well that is when I join the carnal (Butler Amusements) they where in the town and I ask them how much they made a week and it was more than I could make there dishwashing. So I left there and got hired as a ride jock in the show. Well it was hard work but fun to we where all over different places in the U.S.A. and I loved it meeting new people and kids and making new friends and more. But that is another story. Then I came home to see my

Puttin' In Work
S'up y'all? My$ta' Phreaky here... Been off-lyne for a whyle now flippin' theze traxx. Missin' all my friendz tho', so I had to stop thru. Gonna' b onlyne only on tha' next 2 weekendz due 2 Tha' Rubba' Room (My studio) Gettin' a lot of work in... (about tyme!) ;) I'll be more fokused on droppin' some of tha' kompleted projektz down for a preview on my playlistz, as copyrightz klear... I appreciate every1'z input... Az tyme permitz, I'll be in touch with all of my friendz and fans... Keep embracin' tha' In$anity, and thanx 4 tha' Luv... One. Copyright 2007 In$ane $oundz/$traitJakket Muzik... All Rights Reserved.

A Check Up
I started school on the 16th of may and I am still doing a good job. I am getting all A's in my classes so im happy. I am acually paying more attention in my classes then I did in High School. So far its going good But i think i will have to update later into my school year. It could change or it could stay the same. Well thats it for now all.

Clean
i WRITE THIS ONE TO THAT PERSON WHO WRITE ME IN MAIL..HERE AND TELL ME LIFE,WHERE IS ONLY DIRTY AND DARKNES.. AND YOU CANT LOOKING YOUR SELF.. I TELL YOU NOW SOMETHING,I DONT WRITE YOU MAIL BUT WANT WRITE HERE COS THERE CAN BE ANOTHER TOO WHO NEED THIS. I PRAY FOR YOU AND THIS IS WHAT SPIRIT TELL ME TO TELL YOU: you maybe think; i cant look my face at mirrow.... i dont know if i see nothing over there... there is so mutch on.... my career... my face front of my frends... my family... and those place where they didnt know who i am... and then when no one see me.. YOU FEEL DIRTY. Sometimes you know something and want something feel happynes and wait... But there is now just so many on. Things what you promest yourself,that you never,never do any komppromise.... some whats make you upsed and those things what you fight for... it,s not possibe to stay clean, you have to go down. and there is no glamour. To be clean in this life - that.s so unrealisti BU

Once Again!
My friend, Adam, whom you have already heard of before in previous bulletins, is already in training, and getting ready to leave for Iraq. He is doing great, but he is talking like him might not come home. Will everyone please pray to give him the strength that he needs not only to come home, but also to stay positive. I was talking to another friend in the military with me, and I asked him, "Do you need to stay positive to come home", he told me that was a big part in coming home is staying positive. If you think you're going to die, it's one step closer to death. You let your guard down. So he is getting a little depressed and now just needs to be in peoples thoughts and prayers. Also, another friend, Shane, he is leaving for Iraq next month. It's scary once agian, but I'm asking for you all to help pray for him. I feel the more people pray the better off they are. Thank you everyone for everything you have been doing. I'm not sure if you people even care or not, but this is

Dont Just Watch The News
I'm very upset that people don't see the good that we do when we go off to war. They watch the news and that's good enough for them! To me there is more then that to see. Nobody trys and talks to people who have been overseas or anyone that know people who went. They don't try to research what is going on over there. They see half the story and not the whole truth. What people see is the killings, the murders, the bombs, ect..., but there is more then that. They don't see the good that we do over there! We not only fight in the war, but we also protect the United States, build houses, build schools for the under privlaged kids, ect. This is what I feel needs to get off my chest. Don't talk shit about us, unless you are going to talk to us to figure out the truth. Do your research, don't just assume! Also, find the truth! Thank you! God Bless the Troops! I love you all! Even if you haven't been overseas, if your retired, or if you are overseas right now! I may not know

Ive Lost My Best Friend
I had to have my dog put to sleep He was best best friend my companion my boy I will miss him so much a gentler soul you could not find go in peace my friend till we meet again Please remember i love you

Little Kids
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The >>>>>house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl, >>>>>to hold a >>>>>flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver >>>>>the >>>>>baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and >>>>>pushed and >>>>>after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his >>>>>little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. >>>>> >>>>>The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the >>>>>wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. >>>>> >>>>>Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the >>>>>first place......smack his ass again!" >>>>> >>>>>If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you!

Military Support (red Fridays)
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had de livered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Up

Don't ...piss Me Off
I don't hate.... really but....don't make me mad! It's simple..I'm not here to play God & would never put anothers life in my hands.....but that does not mean I am not the KARMA enforcer.... it's like this....you make me mad and I might just cover you in gasoline and throw matches at your sorry ass. If you catch on fire ...it's not my fault....that was your destiny....I just helped...watching you burn is just the added bonus(for me)! Sorry...I am a little EVIL....deal with it!!!