Everyday now I feel so empty deep inside
It feels like my passion for everything has died
My friends ask me how I am doing all the time
I just lie to them and say I am doing fine
I am no longer the person that I once was
I have no answers other than just because
It is just so hard for me to try to explain
I see no sunshine in my forecast, just rain
It hurts to be awake and it hurts to be asleep
It is like someone has stabbed my soul so deep
I feel like I am trapped behind my own prison's walls
Not sure if I even want some to ever answer my calls
I no longer know what it is like to be alive anymore
I am in so much pain and everything about me feels sore
I am not sure how much better off I would really be
If my cage door was opened and I was allowed to fly free
Maybe I would soar to close to the sun and get burned
No lesson from my past mistakes having been learned
