I am thinking about how much of a fuck up I am. Not sounding all whinny or pathetic, but I seriously just love to fuck shit up. No matter how hard I try I let something little and stupid come in the way of true happiness. It amazes me how easily it happens, or the bad luck I must have. Do I try to hard? Maybe I am just not meant to be happy. I will never give up, but it is not that easy when I screw stuff up so easily. I promise to keep my head up and fight to make my dreams come true the best I can. No matter how much everything will try and bring me down. Wish me luck people!
Massacre
