KillJoy's blog: "in my head"

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Another new song added to my playlist.. go listen while you read the lyrics... something I been meaning to put up for a while... Don't ya hate it when a song hits those heartstrings. [Massacre's Word] And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life When sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am (break and solo) And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am

Oh my gut wrenches with frear. My court date is tomorrow. Little worried, but I pray everything will be okay. There is someone who has captured my heart and I want to stay around for her. Oh my lord. I just got the most horrable new. She told her ex fiance yes! I think I'm going to go be sick now.

I honestly don't know who is for or against me.... but here shall be another in Blood! Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel Honey why you calling me so late? -=Hinder=- END ]V[assacre P.S. I don't even remember but I was totally fucked up when I posted this. :@

It's what I feel right now... and listening hurts my heart! "Bliss (I Don't Wanna Know)" (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink I really couldn't care less what you think Well I don't have to listen now Live this day down If I can't feel a thing You might as well save your goodbyes We can give this train wreck one last ride I'm gonna have to listen now Live this day down If I don't make things right I'll tell you one last time I don't wanna know it's over So save your goodbye kiss I don't wanna know it's over Cause ignorance is bliss I can hardly see What's in front of me Cause the vodka's running on empty I can't stay sober If it's over (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) So save your goodbye kiss (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) I woke up with a heartbeat in my head I reached for the bottle by the bed I saw your side was not slept in Cold sheets again Remind me of what you said We need to take a break for a while It's been so long since I smiled I don't wanna listen now Live this day down With you so drunk and high So I'll say goodbye I don't wanna know it's over So save your goodbye kiss I don't want to know it's over Cause ignorance is bliss I can hardly see What's in front of me Cause the vodka's running on empty I can't stay sober If it's over I don't wanna know it's over So save your goodbye kiss I don't wanna know it's over Cause ignorance is bliss Now I know I can't stay sober Cause you left me here like this I don't wanna know (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) So save your goodbye kiss (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) Cause ignorance is bliss I can hardly see What's in front of me Cause the vodka's running on empty I can't stay sober If it's over If it's over I don't wanna know If it's over If it's over I don't wanna know --HINDER--

I still don't know who she is.. and this song gets me every time I here it and I daydream about the one... so here is something different to who it may concern. maybe one of you ladies will fill in the name... "Hey There [Insert name here]" Hey there [Insert name here] What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there [Insert name here] Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there [Insert name here] I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there [Insert name here] I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me A thousand miles seems pretty far But they've got planes and trains and cars I'd walk to you if I had no other way Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know That none of them have felt this way [Insert name here] I can promise you That by the time we get through The world will never ever be the same And you're to blame Hey there [Insert name here] You be good and don't you miss me Two more years and you'll be done with school And I'll be making history like I do You'll know it's all because of you We can do whatever we want to Hey there [Insert name here] here's to you This ones for you Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me.

"Walk Into The Light" [The Carney:] Hurry Up, Show's Startin' [The Patron:] I ca't believe they're still having it I better get my butt in there right now [The Ring Leader:] Ladies and gentleman, welcome to the sensational and amazing... "Carnival of Carnage" They said it couldn't happen, they said it wouldn't last but boys and girls and everyone we got a carnival for that ass! Tens of thousands of freaks,sideshows, and fools a carnival who together lives by their own rules [Shaggy 2 Dope] We looked into the stars,foretold everyone Something dark and wicked this way comes We told of oddities, crawling from the dark And a carnival which we can all belong (all belong) I dwell upon the streets, and I can tell you this I see some circus, Juggalo shit going on People drawn together by rare and scubby music And we even gather once a year to put it down [Chorus] With Tilt a whirls and merry goes, and a carnival of faygo We're just tryin to tell you about the light, right Now all the jokers cards have fallen with spectacular array So when the wraith is calling,walk into the light,right [Violent J] I hold a bloody axe, dress in hatchet red We speak languages people don't understand I send faygos via punted clear across a staduim in fashion Only fuckin juggalos could ever demand I got ninjaz in my backyard wearing Anybody Killa paint I'm thinkin What the fuck is going on? Then I see the platinum on the wall, and I realize The carnivals been right here all along, so lets bring it on [Chorus] With Tilt a whirls and merry goes, and a carnival of faygo We're just tryin to tell you about the light, right Now all the jokers cards have fallen with spectacular array So when the wraith is calling,walk into the light,right [Shaggz And J] The crows have overlooked, we gave you all they gave The carousel will spin on through the night (through the night) In oz, I'd be the wizard cause I'm overwhelmed We just hoped the jokers cards would point you out to the light So you'll be tight, right [Chorus - repeat until end] With Tilt a whirls and merry goes, and a carnival of faygo We're just tryin to tell you about the light, right Now all the jokers cards have fallen with spectacular array So when the wraith is calling,walk into the light,right

"Lonely" Lonely I'm Mr Lonely, I have nobody, For my own I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, For my own I'm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there ya know got that one good girl who's always been there like ya Know took all the bullshit then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreaming, for her I was Feenin, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) girl Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) girl Been all about the world ain't never met a girl that can take the things that you been through Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you Cause ain't nowhere in the club I'd rather be, ain't no-one in the club I'd rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me Be so happy but now so lonely So lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) girl Never thought that I'd be alone, I didn't think you'd be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished I'd ever Hurt my baby, and it's driving me crazy cuz... I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) girl Lonely, so lonely So lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely, so lonely So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

Cupid's Chokehold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been awhile since we talked last and I'm tryin' hard not to talk fast But dad I'm finally thinkin' I may have found the one Type of girl that will make you way proud of your son And I know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long But I promise this is on a whole new plane I can tell by the way she says my name (ba ba da da) I love it when she calls my phone She even got her very own ringtone If that ain't love then I don't know what love is (ba ba da da) It's gonna be a long drive home but I know as soon as I arrive home And I open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor She'll be back into my arms once more for sure Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) She's got a smile that would make the most senile Annoying old man bite his tongue I'm not done She's got eyes comparable to sunrise And it doesn't stop there Man I swear She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten And now she's even got her own song But movin' on She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard And we can be on the phone for three hours Not sayin' one word And I would still cherish every moment And when I start to build my future she's the main component Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but Everywhere I go I keep her picture in my wallet like here Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)