Jace Face's blog: "Ransom!"

Everyday I fight for something

with everything I am

My heart, my dreams have brought me to this moment

that I swear you won't forget

All I neeed is just one chance

give me one chance

I'll burn this city down

Do you know how it feels to have nothing

I swear I'll show you how

there's always something left to prove

another song to write for you

and I'll give everything

until I find that I have nothing left

All I need is just one chance '

give me one chance

I'll burn this city down

do you know how it feels to have nothing

I swear I'll show you how

I have given up everything for you, for you

take what you want, take what you need

before this life starts killing me

do you know how it feels to be broken, battered and torn

and still fight (still fight) still fight for who you are? 

All I need is just one chance 

give me one chance

I'll burn this city down

do you know how it feels to have nothing

I swear I'll show you how

If you want to point a finger

baby I can do that too

you know just who you are

and you can bet this ones for you

so lets get it all out now

sooner rather than later

hells breaking loose

once my pen hits paper

Call me weak I've got some words of my own

and everyone will hear me when I'm done

I'll never trust a single thing you say

to be honest I stopped listening anyway

No we can't work it out

There's nothing left to talk about

You call yourself a friend

but under your conditions

God forbid I be happy

and still have you there to listen

Find another flaw to rub in my face

I'm not your fucking charity case

at least I can say I learned from my mistakes

so don't act like you've got me all figured out

because you dont…you dont

I'll never trust a single thing you say

to be honest I stopped listening anyway

No we can't work it out

there's nothing left to talk about

talk about

but wait, there's more!

be a man

say what you fucking mean

stand for something

even if its failing

Can you still hear my heart beat?

I wanted to answer your lies with lies

but would we be changing anything? 

No, you would still be you

I'd still be me

we'd still be through

So I'll forgiveand I'll forget

and let my guard down one last time

but you'll relapse and you'll regret

and take for granted everything I said

Dont cry now

It's only beginning to hurt

It's only beginning to hurt

Can you still hear me now?

I'm trying to prove to myself

that you're not a mistake

and I'm not at fault

and I wont be the one to catch your fall

No I won't be there anymore

now I'll rebuildand I'll replace

and kick down doors shut in my face

but you'll destroyand you'll dissent

and you'll blame everybody but yourself

Don't cry now

It's only beginning to hurt

It's only beginning to hurt

I wont waste my time

theres nothing left to say

so dont bother

Don't cry now

It's only beginning to hurt

It's only beginning to hurt

Why does it make me wrong

everytime you think you're right

Can you hear yourself?

You're words are no surprise

I asked how could you do this

and the answers really simple

you're just so selfish

and that'll never change either

Now I won't sit here and be used

or take anymore abuse

this blood is on your hands

don't be surprised to find out where I stand

You always seem to find a way

to hang something over my head

or kick me when I'm down

We all saw this coming

I begged it wasnt true

but all our friends weren't lying

I deserve better than you

better than you

Don't even begin to tell me

that I never tried

when you're the one who gave me nothing

except a bunch of fucking lies

so save your breath

save your lies

I won't fall

for it this time

all the times you said you loved me

had to be a joke

you'd rather be bitter and resent me

then to ever tell the truth

you always seem to find a way

to hang something over my head

or kick me when I'm down

We all saw this coming

I begged it wasn't true

but all our friends weren't lying

I deserve better than you

better than you

you always seem to find a way

to hang something over my head

or kick me when I'm down

You always seem to find a way

to hang something over my head

or kick me when I'm down

We all saw this coming

I begged it wasn't true 

but all our friends weren't lying

I deserve better than you

If I can just be honest with myself

I'm afraid of what comes next

this silence is deafening

but I hope you hear me now

I hope you choke on every word

and feel sorry for yourself

the way I always have

How did we ever let it get this far?

When did it all get so hard?

We know that we both were wrong

I've known you for so long

but everything I knew is gone

I don't even know who you are anymore

Tell me how it feels to be so cold

To be so empty and hollow

It must be so easy to be you

I hope you find a way 

to be ok with who you are

'cause that's the closest

that you'll ever get to finding love

How did we ever let it get this far

When did it all get so hard

we know that we both were wrong

I've known you for so long

But everything I knew is gone

I don't even know who you are anymore

anymore

I don't know who you are, no

So you say I'm pathetic

I'm everything you're not

I'm not afraid of trying

I'm not afraid to fail

I've tried to let it go

I've tried so many times

Speak one more fucking word to me

and bitch I'll end you now

you know this is about you...

Oh no, you're never wrong

You place the blame on everyone but you

Oh no, you've gone too far

You've gone too far

but no, you're never wrong

I know one day you'll regret it

while you're on your back

taking them all inside you

trying to find what you lack

You're not afraid of lying

your lips have served you well

now tell me who's in line for

this disease you sell?

you know this is about you...

Oh no, you're never wrong

you place the blame on everyone but you

Oh no, you've gone too far

you've gone too far 

but no, you're never wrong

you know this is about you

you know this is about you

you know this ones about you

you always were so vain...

Oh no, you're never wrong

you place the blame on everyone but you

oh no, you've gone too far

you've gone too far

but no, you're never wrong

you're never wrong

What am I doing here

I have nothing to call my own

I don't want to feel this way

but its so hard to stay

knowing nothings changed

I'll take this world head on

stop running now

there's still some things worth living for

worth living for 

How much am I supposed to take?

when I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down

some days it doesnt seem worth it

I gave my all for this

I'll die before I quit

I'll take this world head on

stop running now

(on my own)

There's still some things worth living for

worth living for (worth living for)

I'll take this world head on

I'll take this world head on

I'll take this world head on

stop running now 

there's still some things worth living for

worth living for

I'm done trying every day

to make everyone happy

When nobody cares if I could end up dead

It's fucking exhausting

I close my eyes and dream at night

I see a life that can't be mine

with someone who cares for

the things I live for

I wish I'd never wake up

Maybe it's all in my head

I know I'm crazy

but it's all your fault

Don't say you're sorry

It means nothing unless you mean it

I'd like to see you live one day

the way I have until tonight

I'm nothing to no one

no help from nowhere

I fucking dare you

Don't try to tell me I'm ok

Nothing you say applies to me

I done with your bullshit

I'm moving on now and

I'll never need you

Maybe it's all in my head

I know I'm crazy

But it's all your fault

don't say you're sorry

it means nothing unless you mean it