Jace Face's blog: "ALD- Before the Fall [[lyrics]]"

Can you hold me up? I feel like I might fall with every step I take My mind falls apart I think I'll lose my grip with one more mistake Look me in the eyes and say you'll never let me fall again the bandages are getting old infections setting in just give it one more try I swear we won't regret this time.. You said you'd help me heal but you turn your back on me with every chance you get can we trust ourselves? the night is long and lonely and temptations come Look me in the eyes and say you'll never let me fall again the bandages are getting old infections setting in just give it one more try I swear we won't regret this time.. this time I feel that I'm bleeding out my heart ©ALightDivided2008

Imagine what it would be like if things kept getting worse escaping what appears to be the end I don't know what to do not sure how i feel How am I alive? close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away so far to fall this isnt what I had in mind at all. why do we take it for granted when we get second tries? trapped inside this collision in my mind I can't erase the sound this state of shock oh, how am I alive? close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away so far to fall this isnt what I had in mind at all. close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] close my eyes [[Imagine what it would be like]] feeling lost [[escaping what appears to be...]] just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away [[Imagine what it would be like]] so far to fall Escaping what appears to be the end. ©ALightDivided2007

Can you forgive me I'm here against my will help me escape from allthis I beg of you... Kneeling next to you just to make you proud praying for the day when I can save myself Here I stand I won't apologize I'll never let myself fall down this is who I am just let me go Repenting for sins I have caused myself I'll confess all I've done without one regret I've cut all the strings I've been dangled from Sacrificed everything I know better now... here I stand I wont apologize I'll never let myself fall down this is who I am just let me go You cant throw me away I don't beleive in you My soul is screaming "I know, know better now" Taste my blood. Share my skin. Take my blood. Amen. here I stand I wont apologize I'll never let myself fall down this is who I am just let me go You cant throw me away I don't beleive in you My soul is screaming "I know I'm better now" ©ALightDivided2007

Keep repeating these what if's Still Frozen in my mind let it go its too far gone to save it nothing can change me I never said that I was perfect try and stop me... Remembering the last words you said before you went away these are my regrets Staring back at a life I knew before everything changed these are my regrets try and stop me try and stop me keep reliving these secrets I've tried so hard to hide lost it all watch me break down and cry Losing my control you made me one way then forced a change try and stop me Remembering the last words you said before you went away these are my regrets Staring back at a life I knew before everything changed these are my regrets these are my regrets staring back at a life I lost [[let it go]] Watch me break down [[lost it all]] ©ALightDivided2007

Bleed. Bleed. This is my life trying to prove that I'm worth something Just like you Pressure building inside of me I'm waiting for it to explode.. I want you to hear me I'll scream it in you fucking face I wanna bleed Just like you Tear my heart out for you [[just like you]] Because I want you to [[just like you ]] I want you to Just like you Tear my heart out for you [[just like you]] because I want you to Settle my nerves I'm torn up inside by the things we've done Just like you Tear my heart out this pain is too real Waiting for it to explode I want you to hear me I'll scream it in your fucking face I wanna bleed just like you Tear my heart out for you [[just like you]] Because I want you to [[just like you ]] I want you to Just like you Tear my heart out for you [[just like you]] because I want you to Bleed. Bleed. ©ALightDivided2007

Don't try and force me I'm not willing to be broken. Watching life pass me by I'm on my own I'm so afraid to try I won't cry anymore I'm out of excuses I'm not holding back Don't turn back now I am asking for help But you won't save me I'll make my own mistakes Watching life pass me by I'm on my own I'm so afraid to try I won't cry anymore I will try I will try will try I know I have to try even if i fail Watching life pass me by I'm on my own I'm so afraid to try I won't cry anymore ©ALightDivided2007

I cant take this anymore It's harder then it seems My dependance haunts me taking everything I need I can't take this anymore It's harder then it seems My dependance cost me every fucking thing. I shouldn't have to force you to help me when I fall After all these years you still dont know me at all Nothing ever changes here My dreams all fade away torn apart by silence growing farther everyday Nothing ever changes here My dreams all fade away torn apart by silence growing farther everyday I don't need you anymore I don't need you anymore I shouldn't have to force you to help me when I fall After all these years you still dont know me at all ©ALightDivided2007

Take another piece of me I've given all I've got to make sure that I'm not alone and I'm ok now Watching me with a blank stare This is what keeps me alive I hear the feedback and my heart explodes Just give this a chance before there's nothing left you don't understand why I want you in this Take another piece of me I've given all I've got to make sure that I'm not alone and I'm ok now Constant battles in my head Words I kept locked inside Losing myself in this reality No more confused thoughts No Time for second guessing you don't understand why I want you in this Take another piece of me I've given all I've got to make sure that I'm not alone and I'm ok now ©ALightDivided2007

Misconceptions leave you lonely who will you run to when I'm not there? Take all of who I am while breaking me I won't be your answer I'm not your fucking slave I won't let you go you cant walk away from this mistake Desperation filling my lungs breathing all of you in to keep you here You let the lies you live deconstruct your mind avoiding conflict you can't turn back on me now. I won't let you go You can't walk away from this mistake ©ALightDivided2007

It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone and I cant save you It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone Reaching for something so distant It's like you don't exist In this war against us I lay beside myself It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone and I cant save you It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone ...and I dont care Screaming your name but you can't hear the thoughts inside your head There is nothing I can do I lay beside myself It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone and I cant save you It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone and I don't care watch me dissapear... It kills me to know that things wont change We won't be the same when I dissapear You're all alone and I don't care Fighting for a Reason to hold on ©ALightDivided2007