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I can't....

...take it anymore! My heart hurts. I cant keep crying over this.

Who Knew...

Love actually can exist. I am so amazed right now that someone loves me for me. For once! Some of my friends don't approve of him but who cares. I am falling for him more and more each time I see him. So, this excites me very much. I hope my heart will let me love him. I hope I dont get hurt from him. I just damn...too many thoughts running through my head right now. In other news, I can't get online very much after today. I have like three test on the same day. This is gonna bite. I have math, writting, and english. Grrrr....! Writing I can do its the English and Math I am woried about. Well, finally my room is done. yay! Well, there is some things that neeed to be added but its good for now. It's still a working process. At least I am out there now. LoL Anyhoo, have a great weekend and week everyone.

What is a friend???

A Friend... > > Accepts you as you are > Believes in "you" > Calls you just to say "Hi" > Doesn't give up on you > Encourages you to be your best > Forgives your mistakes > Gives unconditionally > Helps you > Invites you over > Just wants to "be" with you > Keeps you close at heart > Loves you for who you are > Makes a difference in your life > Never Judges > Offers support > Prays for you > Quiets your fears > Raises your spirits > Says nice things about you > Tells you the truth when you need to hear it > Understands you > Values you > Walks beside you > X-plains things you don't understand > Yells when you won't listen and > Zaps you back to reality > > > I'm glad to call you my friend! > > Huggs to y'all that added me and have took the time to talk with me...... > > and i love u with all my heart and soul thanks for being there for me Sometimes I wonder if my friends are true to me. Considering they just up and left me to go out. But whatever.

Hahaha!

Well, werid! I hate running into people I *know* real well. Get my drift! I looked like shit and went into a car place to get a locked gas cap for my car since someone tried stealing gas from me. Anyhoo...I know the guy that helped me out and shit I looked like hell on earth! LoL Anyhoo, just wnated to share that!
5 Girls Dead in Amish School Shooting By MARK SCOLFORO NICKEL MINES, Pa. - A fifth child wounded in the shootings at an Amish schoolhouse in Lancaster County died Tuesday in a Delaware hospital, state police said. The child who had been taken to Christiana Hospital in Delaware died about 1 a.m., state police spokeswoman Linette Quinn said. The girl was one of seven wounded in the school shooting Monday, the nation's third in less than a week. Three girls, and the gunman, died at the school, in a bucolic area of Lancaster County, authorities said. Quinn said the two girls who died in hospitals early Tuesday had suffered "very severe injuries, but the other ones are coming along very well." Another victim, a 7-year-old girl, died about 4:30 a.m. at Penn State Children's Hospital in Hershey, hospital spokeswoman Amy Buehler Stranges said. "Her parents were with her," Buehler Stranges said. "She was taken off life support and she passed away shortly after." A 6-year-old girl remained in critical condition and a 13-year-old girl was in serious condition at Penn State Childrens, Buehler Stranges said. She said the names of the children were not being released. Three girls, ages 8, 10 and 12, were flown to Children's Hospital of Philadelphia, where they were out of surgery but remained in critical condition today, spokeswoman Peggy Flynn said. Charles Carl Roberts IV, apparently spurred by a grudge two decades old, wrote his wife what authorities described as suicide notes, took guns and ammunition and went to a nearby one-room schoolhouse, where he killed three girls, critically injured seven more, and took his own life, authorities said. Roberts, a father of three, also had a daughter who died as an infant. State police Commissioner Jeffrey B. Miller told NBC's "Today" said investigators were looking into other events in Roberts' background. "We believe there are some other things that he was deeply troubled by," Miller said. Roberts, 32, of Bart, was not Amish, did not appear to be targeting the Amish and apparently chose the school because he was bent on killing young girls as a way of "acting out in revenge for something that happened 20 years ago," Two young students were killed at the West Nickel Mines Amish School, along with a female teacher's aide who was slightly older than the students. Seven others, most shot at point-blank range, were taken to hospitals, authorities said. "This is a horrendous, horrific incident for the Amish community. They're solid citizens in the community. They're good people. They don't deserve ... no one deserves this," Miller said. According to investigators, Roberts had finished his milk deliveries before dawn Monday, dropped his own children off at their school bus stop, then at about 10 a.m. pulled up at the Amish school, which had about 25 to 30 students ranging in age from six to 13. Roberts brought with him supplies necessary for a lengthy siege, including three guns, a stun gun, two knives, a pile of wood and a bag with 600 rounds of ammunition, police said. He also had a change of clothing, toilet paper, bolts and hardware and rolls of clear tape. He released about 15 boys, a pregnant woman and three women with infants, barred the doors with desks and wood and secured them with nails, bolts and flexible plastic ties. He then made the girls line up along a blackboard and tied their feet together. The teacher and another adult fled to a nearby farmhouse, and authorities were called at about 10:30 a.m. Miller said Roberts apparently called his wife from a cell phone at around 11 a.m., saying he was taking revenge for an old grudge. Miller declined to say what the grudge could have been. "It seems as though he wanted to attack young, female victims," Miller said. Moments later, Roberts told a dispatcher he would open fire on the children if police didn't back away from the building. Within seconds, troopers heard gunfire, and found his body when they were able to get inside. From the suicide notes and telephone calls, it was clear Roberts was "angry at life, he was angry at God," and co-workers said his mood had darkened in recent days, Miller said. The names and ages of the dead were not immediately released. Neighbors and others said they saw no indications of trouble like this brewing. "They're a fine Christian family. It's ironic and it's heartbreaking," said Lois Fiester, a relative of Roberts who was standing outside the family's modest tan ranch house. In a statement released to reporters, Marie Roberts called her husband "loving, supportive and thoughtful." "He was an exceptional father," she said. "He took the kids to soccer practice and games, played ball in the backyard and took our 7-year-old daughter shopping. He never said no when I asked him to change a diaper." "Our hearts are broken, our lives are shattered, and we grieve for the innocence and lives that were lost today," Marie Roberts said in a statement read by family spokesman Dwight LeFever. "Above all, please pray for the families who lost children and please pray too for our family and children." Although the shootings resembled an attack last week at Platte Canyon High School in Bailey, Colo., where a man took several girls hostage in a school classroom and then killed one of them and himself, Miller said he believed the Pennsylvania attack was not a copycat crime. "I really believe this was about this individual and what was going on inside his head," he said. A service of the Associated Press(AP) Published on: Tuesday, October 3, 2006 6:47 AM CDT

Thinking....

Thinking about things...past, present and even the future. Why I am, I have no idea. It's really crazy that I have time to think and have thoughts running through my head. Ha! Anyhoo, I'm getting sick of my college classes. One week left until mid-terms and shit am I ever scared with what I have. I have to keep a C average in order to keep my aid and my loans. God, this is harder then I thought. All I say is at least it is giving me something to do instead of sitting at home doing nothing all day. I'm am trying this new workout plan I have. It was working for the first few days and then I didnt do it no more. LoL I am gonna get back on it tho. I am gonna work out more and all that good stuff so maybe I will have more confindence in myself. I know what people tell me but I need to believe it. *maybe it will happen* I better stop now so I can go to work. Hahaha! I hate work also! Not the best thing...warning dont ever work in radio unless you love music. Songs over and over and over again at least 500 times a week is crazy ass shit!

Hmmm...

Man Im sitting here in the computer lab or the libary at school and damn there are so many guys that smell so good right now. :)) Just a random thought. LoL
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