Man, I fell asleep like right after I got off work today. It was a nice rest from the hell we call life. It's amazing how some people can seem so great and turn into your worst nightmare in the blink of an eye. Just makes me wonder who really are my friends? Xmas is coming up and I'm not really getting anybody anything, cuz they don't deserve it. The year is also coming to an end and I've been somewhat reflecting back on it and have realized, I waisted prolly the whole beginning half of 2007, not to mention a lot of gas, lol. But I'm glad I went through it, cuz honestly I really learned the difference between love and lust and what I DON'T want in a relationship. So yea I have finally opened my eye's and am seeing how stupid I was and have a totally different outlook on life now. I have been at the bottom for quite some time now but it seems like I'm starting to pull my self up out of this hole, things are looking up for good ol' Chaotik in 2008. Wish me luck few friends I have on here. And if you are reading this thanx for actually wondering what the hell is on my mind. Until next time, peace and chicken grease.
