The BuLLy's blog: "Random Thoughts"

The day we met I wasn't so sure. You were too good of a girl for a thug like me. Funny thing was I did want you. I just didn't want to scare you away. I was the "boy from the other side of the tracks" and you were the perfect "All-American Girl". A true mix for disaster. This was March 17th 1992 !!! Today is February 14th, 2008!! 15 years and 333 days later, WOW !!! And baby I love you way more today then I did then!! Matter of fact I Love you more and more with each day that passes. We were kids, LOL. You were 19 and I was 21. You were a year removed from high school and me, well a year left on probation. My have things changed. You were pretty then but you are beautiful now baby !!! I just love holding you at nite in the comfort of our bed. That means more to me then anything. To know that we have been in love all this time. And the beautiful kids you have given birth too for us. Not to mention the wonderful job you have done raising them. I couldn't image having life any different my love. So as I share this with my friends on Fubar I think????? Is everyone this lucky???? They should be !!! Then I say "they can't be, God parted with one angel from heaven and gave her to me !!!!!! Man am I lucky. Anyway Baby, Happy Valentines Day and remember your man will love you more and more and will never stop loving you !!!!!!!! Dedicated to my wonderful wife !!!

With rain beating down on me I walk alone Empty, confused and without a home. Things could be different had I'd asked you to stay Now my hearts hurting, pain is getting in the way Wish I'd knew then you were looking for my heart I would have never drove us to be apart Took your love for granted and that was a shame Need to know how I can recover the flame That kept our love so healthy and strong First tell me, where did I go wrong So I can make it right and we can share The love we once had I believe it's still there I can't rearrange what has been done I can only wait with the rise of the son For you to tell me what I need to do But it's hard cause everyday I miss you I want you to know it that I will always wait For you to tell me, it will never be to late I will never take you for granted, never again I promise to love you till the very end

I was gonna call but it slipped my mind, You knew I did that from time to time..... I wasn't mad at you, was in a great mood Hanging with the wife & kids, eating good food.... Figured I'd go to your house soon & talk about life Anything from my job to my lovely wife...... You knew I never had my dad and it was a need You took it upon yourself to lead... You gave be guidance taught me how to be a man I hope you know that I did understand... You felt as my moms brother, it what had to be done You hugged me several times, like I was your son... I should have called and I am feeling it now Man this hurts and I can't even explain how..... I feel so bad, I just should have made a call Even for a few minutes, just to talk baseball... I will never take the ones I love for granted again.... I promise you that until the bitter end.... LOVE YOU UNCLE JOE R.I.P 12/30/07