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Every single day I travel the public roads. I sit alone on crowded streets at bus stops. Its kind of funny; with all the locals that I have on my friend list, not one person seems to ever see me. I must truely have mastered the art of becoming invisible or perhaps maybe people honestly think i am just that scary. Either way makes me wonder whether to cry or laugh for the poor people who are losing out on what could be a chance for friendship yet they daily whine about being lonely.
I tell yah, life can really throw you a curve ball and frankly i'm at the point of being fed up with it all.
the fact of having just recently undergone major oral surgery (removing most of all my teeth) which has left me totally feeling out of sorts and only half the person I once was. Still trying to come to grips with how to consume most foods. Feeling like a freak every time I see myself in the mirror.
Then having my old demon biting me in the rear. Can never seem to be near anyone without them projecting the fantasy that they see as me onto me. So tired of not being free to be myself and really tired of being pressured just cuz I don't fit the build.
I must say this.....men who invite a woman into thier life knowing they have children involved should be shot if they don't like kids.
Why not 1st get to know yourself (your likes & dislikes)
learn how to properly provide for yourself
then get involved if you still feel its right.
I am so feeling burned right now its not funny. If i have 1 more pretender just out for a quick roll in the hey i'll go postal.
