i'm falling faster then you
my hands grasping for empty air..just hoping someone will reach out and grab me before i hit bottom...
but as the end rises up to meet me i realize with it will come such peace
such reassurance
such hope is restored
maybe the hitting bottom will be good....
but as i fall...and hit the sides...bleeding and bruised beyond recognition i realize maybe the bottom never comes...
that this life is just a a free fall...
we never truly grasp anyone..or anything...we reach and reach..and the moment we think we can hold on they release us...
maybe thats the lesson of life....
to fall down the rabbit hole of life...knowing it kills you in the end... 
