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Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS FUCKING BORED
Day 26- What you think about your friends
i've been looking forward to this question for weeks, and now when its here i'm at a loss for words...but plan and simple, i've had the same best friends for forever, weve all grown up together, and been through everything together, hell were closer together than our own damn families. matter a fact, my bitches are my family <3 for ever and ever, i love them all entirely too much, and god knows im so fucking thankful for them.
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
broken necklaces, braclets, and earrings
a shit ton of papers and receits
moneys, and about a pound of change- i do not use change
coach wallet, that has nothing in it because i always throw moneys, plastics, change, and receits in the bottum
sunglasses
medicine
35mm fish eye camera
flim
broken lighters, and working lighters
pencils &caculater (i FUCK at math)
hair pins, and hair ties
condoms
germ x
my badge for the nursing home
extension holder
a brush
perfrumes
tampons
camel crushes <3
CARMAX!
my keys
my best friends inhaler? lmao, wtf!
pens
gums
triple c's (easy/cheap way to get fuckep up)
a pair of panties (incase i end up staying at someones house, i hate wearing panties again)
little ballet flats (incase my feet start hurting from partying in my regular shoes)
those crystal light packets for water (incase i need a chaser real quick like)
and a small bag to puke in :)
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haha, if you cant tell...i am a bit a party girl, but also responsible! i gotta have my shit together :)
Day 24- A letter to your parents
my parents forever have been divorced so it wouldn't be right to only type out one letter...
DAD:: firstly, i hate you because you gave me your ass, which is flat as a fucking pancake. i hate you because you left us, &you never came back for me. i hate you because when i was younger you took me on adventures, you showed me the entire WORLD &now its defiantly not like that, ignorace is bliss- therefore i wish that never ever happened. i hate you because BEFORE you left us you had another girlfriend, then you got married, and had another daughter. i hate you so much because you named her "kelsey nicole", my mother swears to me that was her named she picked out for me but papaw lee passed the day mom gave birth so TADA "kylee michelle". its like you literally replaced me. you give kelsey everything i ever wanted, and needed, same with my step mother. i know i should be happy for them, but i am not, you was MY dad first, so i should have gotten everything kelsey has first. i have never ever had a fatherly figure, and thats the reason my therapist says i fuck thirty something year old men, thanks dad, youre the best!! :) HAH! also why i have a drinking problem, something about it runs in my blood? you fucking alcoholic, you. you have ruined my life, i wish you never had ever met my mother. though you did give me something i loved so much, when you actually got me for the weekends, you'd send me to my most favorite person in the world: mamaw johnson <3 i genuinally thank you so much for that, she taught me so much, and showed me so much. she was just a wonderful woman, i love her dearly still. i was truely blessed to be raised by her, i don't know what kind of person i would be if i never had her in my presents. MOM:: firstly, i love you because you gave me a face that just won't quit. youre beautiful, i'm beautiful- so thank you! my first memories i have of you though are making me exercise in the blistering cold, i remember my throat burning for weeks at a time because i had to breathe in freezing air for hours at a time. you'd always make me walk up and down the road, and tell me, "if you would just quit eating you wouldnt have to walk so much" i remember beatings if i didnt drink DIET coke, i remember you screaming at me every single morning until i was like 11/12ish because i had accidents every night, i remember you always being drunk, and smoking too much, i remember you making me count calories, and having weight ins every single monday, wednesday, and friday. i remember you yelling and beating me if the number wouldn't go down. i remember being in the corner forever when i was a "bad girl" i remember always getting in trouble and brother &sister never getting in trouble. i remember you slapping me in the face, and pulling my hair, and punching me in the arms. i remember you telling me how i never was going to have friends or boyfriends because i was ugly and fat. and telling me how i was going to blow up. you fucked me up so bad, you do not understand how fucked up my head is now. i know somethings wrong with me, i've known since the 5th fucking grade, but you've never let me go see anyone about it because you knew you'd get in trouble with the way you always treated me, you always knew you wasn't treating me right, and im sure you knew you was fucking up my head just like YOUR mother did to you. (thankfully i'm 18 now, &deal with my own doctors) but mother dearest, you have made my life a living hell, i can not stand to be around you, when you walk in a room i still tence up, i am always afraid of what to say around you, i still feel like i can't eat or drink anything around you, i feel like a failure around you, i am always done up around you, because i want you to know im not ugly, but still no matter what i love you so much, with all my fucking heart i love you so god damn much, and never ever will i figure out why, you have honestly put me through hell and back and i'd still pick your life over mine.
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i am so fucked up, someone can come and fix me now, please.
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
DAMNNN, now thats a tie for sure....
subway, weed, dick &vodka all i EVER want!
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
oh lord, i wish i had some clever, &witty reply to that but really with all the media my mind is so absorbed with everyday things like everyone elses is. BUT i am really pretty, and fat...that doesn't come often. i really wish i seen more pretty fat girls! i also have confidence, with a side of humble ;) i'm the fat girl who knows shes beautiful but doesn't scream BBW every other breath she takes. i think that makes me different from everyone else.
VENTING:: i reallllly love it when my step dad shit talks my mom, makes me happy!! :)
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy 
smoking always makes me happy, always.
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/ being with in the future
I've always had a huge crush on this guy
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
i think all my nicknames are pretty self explaintory but they're:
ky
kyky
kybug
whylee
michelle
chellle
johnson
johnsonbuisc
ky john
anddddd cutie patoutie
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
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finishing high school, and going to college to become a dental hygienist. while in college meeting some perfect guy, and finally, truly, actually fall in love with him. get married, &have as been babies as god blesses me with. ever since i could remember all i ever wanted to do was become a wife and mommy. i am a horrible girlfriend, but i know i'd be a perfect wife. i am a horrible daughter, but i know i'd be a perfect mommy...i honestly can not wait to grow up and have a family. i am going to love the fuck out of them.
