LoriLove Sucks Just give me bAtTeRiEs's blog: "Poetry"

At night when i close my eyes I see you, your there beside me, my dreams come true, you smile as you take me in your embrace, I pray I never wake up from this place magic with your hands makes my body quiver On the verge of climax my, my body shivers I wrap around it and hold on tight you pull my hair this feels so right Your manhood fills me with such extacy As we become one i cry don't let go of me We soar high where only lovers dare go I beg faster faster, then plead go slow Take me completely I want to be part of you Fill me the way only you can do I scream you name like candy on my lips As I come to, I grin treasure my secret trips

when i think of the past tears start to flow, i've tried to set you free but my heart won't let you go, i've tried to forget all that we shared, i've even tried to pretend i never cared, my heart doesn't play the fool, deep down under all the deception it knows it loves you

If I could promise anything, I'd promise my heart to you. you gave me strength, and believed in anything I could do. If I could give you anything, I'd give my soul to you. you always stood by me, keeping your feelings true. If I could cherish anything, I would cherish you. You changed my life in so many ways, and you never had a clue. If I could believe in anything, I'd believe in you. You always guided me , to see I made it through.

Even though I've never seen your face, or looked into your eyes. To hear your voice makes my pluse race, with a love that never dies. Even though I've never held you in my arms, or even brushed against your skin. I know you'll try to keep me safe from harm, and not let any danger in. Even thouh I've never met you, or to you face say your name. I promise to give you my love so true, with nothing else to gain

Your words hit me like blood splattered in my face My mind goes crazy, scattered i gotta get out of this place This place where hate and pain call home If I don't leave soon my sanity will be gone The tears stream steadily down my cheek Anger builds in be because i'm so weak Sometimes I think I'd perfer a physical blow The pain will come but soon it will go The words you choose to throw at me They come to live forever in my memory I try to forget the things that you've said They're carved into my soul waiting to be reread I relive each word with every breath Slowly contributing to my emotional death

I'm here empty numb with pain, Wondering aimlessly in a never ending game. Words so harsh they rape my soul, Rape my mind and leave me unwhole. You build me up so full and high, Then tear me down until I want to die. You love me, you hate me which will it be? I need to know to end this confusion in me. Something in me must be terribly broken, to make such harsh words be spoken. My mind is spinning destructive like a hurricane tearing down myself as if i'm to blame. Then your sweetness takes me in a love so free Yet again I wonder whats the matter with me. I secretly wait fearful for the hate to return to shatter my dreams and watch them burn