I'm here empty numb with pain,
Wondering aimlessly in a never ending game.
Words so harsh they rape my soul,
Rape my mind and leave me unwhole.
You build me up so full and high,
Then tear me down until I want to die.
You love me, you hate me which will it be?
I need to know to end this confusion in me.
Something in me must be terribly broken,
to make such harsh words be spoken.
My mind is spinning destructive like a hurricane
tearing down myself as if i'm to blame.
Then your sweetness takes me in a love so free
Yet again I wonder whats the matter with me.
I secretly wait fearful for the hate to return
to shatter my dreams and watch them burn
